What Am I Doing...?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

At last, I've completed my Medical posting.. Bestnyaaaaa!!! hihihi.. I've been counting days, hours, minutes and even seconds to finish the 'hell' posting.. Erm.. well, Medical just doesn't suit my soul (chewah!).. hehehe.. but I do enjoy working with the staffs in ward Medical 4, HUKM.. they are superb!! very co-operative staff nurses (usually doctors don't praise the staff nurses but in Med 4, they deserve the praises) and helpful clerk.. The KJ (Ketua Jururawat) is also nice and kind (she belanja me nasi kerabu tau!)..

Actually, takde le teruk sangat this posting.. but I just couldn't stand the 'blaming' session. MOs especially, they will put all the faults and flaws on the HOs.. I've been facing the situations quite few times, and I'm sick of it! But alhamdulillah, I managed to handle it calmly.. At least I've got friends to listen to my mumbling and cries.. (thanks to Bal.. hehehe!) And I know someone is always ready and eager to know my daily updates.. hehehe! Well, I guess I'm losing that someone sooner or later.. I just can feel it..

Okay, enough of it.. Talking about cuti pulak.. at the end of posting, I've got another 8 days of day-off.. Bestnyaaaa lagi skali!!! Huhuhu.. My first cuti-cuti was to JB, attending my Adek's convo.. although takde la buat pape sangat pon, but I do enjoy the moment.. During my convo, it was only me, Abah n Ummi.. so it was dull.. really DULL, I would say.. I hardly remember the day, to tell the truth.. huhuhu.. bad, isn't it? Anyway, few photos on Adek's convo tapi later la masukkan..

Second plan: Kuantan trip... huhuhu! has been planning with asma' and Bal to go to Kuantan.. visiting some of our friends, the final year MBBS whom going for Pro Exam next month.. huhuh.. terkenang kisah lama la.. And not to forget, some of the lecturers.. Nak visit 'anak2 angkat' jugak.. ikan kat tasik.. Mamat tasik ade lagi tak ek?! hehehe...

Third plan: Maybe going to Kelantan with Cik Senah.. Jadi ke tak ek?!

Erm.. I've a dilemma.. And I am surprised with myself.. I am good in lying to myself, because I've been doing that for so many times.. But this time, it's hard.. Probably because part of me is drifting away.. I'm losing part of me.. I don't know how it happened.. But it hurts.. Really hurts..

Case closed.