Without You Knowing...

You are there, but pretending not there..

You are avoiding me, without you knowing that you are killing me..

You need time for yourself, without knowing that I am dying here..

You might want to teach me a lesson, without knowing that you are actually showing me how my soul could perish..

You couldn't accept how could I did that to you, without knowing that I hate myself for doing that to you..

You might loss your trust in me, without knowing that I couldn't trust myself anymore..

You may think that you're losing me, without knowing that I lost myself already and I'm afraid of losing you..