The Final Week..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum wbt..

At last, dah nak habis satu lagi block dlm 4th year nih..cepat betul masa berlalu, macam tak sedar jek dah nak masuk ortho..ORTHO??? Arghh..!!! all my friends yang dah masuk ortho complaining about the busy and hectic life in that posting...pergh..sedangkan Public Health and Family Medicine ni pon dah busy bagi saye, apetah lagi ortho nanti..hmm..better enjoy betul2 mase cuti nanti so that i won't get depression syndrome bile masuk ortho..

Next Tuesday dah nak final exam..menggelabah jugak tapi tak tahu nak buat camane dah..rase macam tak bersedia langsung nak exam nih.. dah le takde revision week.. memang tak patut betul la buat camtu..nak students jawab question superbly tapi tanak bagi revision week..camane tuh?! hmmm....bantai jelah, asalkan saye tahu saye dah buat yang terbaik..

Last weekend, i went for a home visit with Raihan and Suhana..we decided to choose a postnatal case where the mother is just gave birth to a baby boy last 5 days.. mase mintak idea dari nurses kat klinik tuh, they highly suggested this case since there are a lot of social problems involve..well, i'm not suppose to reveal the identity of my patient but just to share with all of u regarding the other aspects of life that we never experienced..(well, i never thought of being in her condition, anyway..nauzubillah)

Let's call her Mdm ES..she's 30 yr old and married to a lorry driver. This is the second child with history of miscarriages 3 times before. Her eldest son is approaching 2 year old this coming january....duduk dalam kawasan kilang bata tuh, diorang dapat satu rumah kecik yang sangat dhaif..toilet pon kena share ngan other occupants kat rumah kongsi tuh.. kesimpulannya, rumah tuh sgt kecik dan tak selesa..pack sgt.. husband dia pulak baru sekali jek balik since dia bersalin, just malam dia bersalin tuh jek..then lesap tak tahu ke mana..dah le rumah sebelah tuh org Vietnam bujang yang duduk ramai-ramai..macam menakutkan jek cara diorang pandang kitorang mase kitorang sampai.. and pernah ade history ade Indonesian woman yang kena rogol and she lived in the same house yg Mdm ES nih duduk... after borak-borak ngan akak nih and interview pasal dia punye life, jelas yang dia sangat tertekan dan feel lonely bile husband dia buat camtu.. few times le jugak, bile dia dah bengang sangat, anak lelaki sulung dia yang kena bantai ngan dia..kesian budak kecik tuh tak pasal-asal kena pukul ngan mak..akak tuh pon cakap dia betul2 need attention from her husband and frankly, she's quite desperate le nampaknye.. isk.. nak beli makanan pon takde orang yang boleh tolong.. nak buat keja berat-berat pon dia tak larat.. as the conclusion, kalo dibiarkan keadaan dia nih, dia boleh dapat post-partum psychosis or gila meroyan le dalam layman term.. dia belum namakan anak lelaki dia yang baru lahir and ask for our opinion.. i suggest a name and she seemed happy with the name...Luqman Hakim... :)

Daripada kisah akak nih, saye baru tersedar yang dugaan hidup nih datang dalam banyak cara.. kesusahan, kesenangan, kemewahan dan kemiskinan...semua tuh dugaan, nak tgk kite bersyukur ke tak... so, pengajaran yang saye boleh dapat, restu keluarga tuh sgt penting dalam menentukan pilihan masa depan kite.. thus, saye tanak buat keputusan yang boleh mengecewakan parents saye, especially Ummi...

Itu je kot...sekian. Doakan kami berjaya dalam exam kali nih.. wallahua'lam..