.:Journey of Life:.

One Year Nearer To My Death..

2012-01-27T08:44:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah..

Yesterday was my 30th birthday..
No big celebration.. just a simple small "makan kek" session, Abah's treat..
Just a sweet "off-tune" birthday song by Danial and the gang via sis-in-law's handphone..
But many many warm wishes from family, friends and relatives at my Facebook page..
That was sweet, peeps.. :) really touched my heart, knowing that there are a lot of friends out there pray for my health and success in life.. :)

Reflection...
What have I done in 30 years of living?
I can surely say, more sins than deeds..
But hopefully Allah forgive my sins for every tears I shed thinking that how ungrateful I am, after what has Allah gave me..
I want to contribute more for the best of our ummah.. really..
But in doing that, there are a lot of tribulations and hardship I have to face.. I know that..
Last night, I hardly sleep..
Not because of a lot of thinking on how old I am already..
But more of questions to myself..

"How do I answer if Allah ask me what is my contribution to Ummah?"
"What should I say if Allah question me about my gratefulness after all the ni'mat that He gave me?"
"Would I escape the punishment and the pain of sakaratul maut, when my time has come?"
"Would I die in my husband's redha?"
"What if the Judgement Day is tomorrow? Am I ready?"

These were the questions in my mind.. I couldn't stop thinking about this.. Even my husband could have sense there was something bothering me, thus he made a quick call from the vessel.. And his words really made me relieved..

I am grateful for still being alive today..
And I promise to be a better muslim day by day..
I hope, I would be able to answer the questions above when the time comes..
The time when Allah call me to meet him..

I would like to reveal one thing..
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I dreamed of Kiamat once.. where I could hear the "tiupan sangkakala"..
I could see the buildings collapsed and the sky rolled..
Everybody was running here and there to save themselves..
Shouting, chaos, cries.. It was soooo hard for me to describe..
And... Masya-Allah... how I wished I would be dead before that day comes..
T_T

I woke up breathlessness and speechless... I cried and cried...
And you can ask my husband, what happened after that..

I hope, after reading this, all of us would always remember that death is approaching us.. we just forget, or pretend to forget..

Let us be a better muslim..

Kenapa Sombong???

2012-01-22T13:18:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaykum..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Alhamdulillah, semalam berpeluang pergi ke kursus persiapan umrah, together with my parents. Insya-Allah, dalam sebulan lagi kami akan pergi..
Dalam kursus semalam, Ustaz Sahabuddin Muhaimin lebih banyak memberi penerangan tentang persediaan diri dan hati untuk menunaikan umrah.. Tapi banyak perkara yang saye belajar dan diberi peringatan semula.. Syukur dapat peluang dengar tazkirah sebegini lagi sebab dah lama tak dengar Ustaz mengajar.. Let me share some :

Kenapa sesetengah orang masih ada sifat takbur dan sombong, walau pun sudah berada di Makkah, tanah suci..?? Kerana...

1. Kekayaannya :
Ini yang paling selalu dijumpai.. kerana dia kaya, kerana dia orang berada, dia merasakan orang lain adalah lebih rendah daripada dia. Padahal, kite perlu ingat kekayaan itu hanya milik Allah.. apabila kembali kepada-Nya, satu sen pon kite takkan mampu nak bawa.. bayar berapa banyak pon, kite takkan mampu menahan siksaan kubur.. sebab itu lah, kite kena bersyukur kerana dikurniakan harta yang banyak, bukannya bersikap sombong.. bantu orang yang memerlukan, keluarkan zakat, bersederhana dengan kemewahan, itu lebih dituntut...

2. Pangkat / jawatan
Seseorang tu mungkin tak kaya, tapi pangkatnya tinggi, mempunyai jawatan besar dalam ofis, mungkin.. Jadi dia mula rasa sombong dgn jawatan yang dia ade.. Bila beribadat, kite takkan dapat pahala lebih kerana jawatan kite.. Itu perlu ingat. Di sisi Allah SWT, jawatan atau pangkat yang kite ade tidak memberi apa-apa.. yang akan dihitung adalah bagaimana kite menggunakan jawatan dan pangkat kite untuk berbakti pada orang lain.. untuk menjalankan tanggungjawab dan amanah yang telah diberikan kepada kite sesuai dengan jawatan dan pangkat kite.. Jadi, janganlah sombong kalau kite berpangkat Doktor ke, Professor ke, Datuk ke, Datin ke... semua kite akan bertelanjang dan dihitung sama sahaja ketika di Akhirat kelak.. Allah takkan panggil kite berpangkalkan pangkat yang kite ada.. semua tu dunia!

3. Keturunannya
Mungkin kite takde kekayaan, takde pangkat atau jawatan besar, tapi keturunan kite bagus-bagus dan dikenali.. Itu juga boleh membawa sifat sombong dan takbur.. pernah kan kite dengar orang cakap "ayah saye orang terkenal, jadi saye ni anaknya, patut dapat penghormatan yang lebih dari orang lain.." isy isy isy.. nak jugak menumpang tu.. jangan sampai sombong dan takbur dgn keturunan kite, sbb semua itu hanya sementara.. malah, kite mungkin lebih hina di sisi Allah berbanding anak-anak luar nikah / tak sah taraf.. mereka ini bukan meminta untuk lahir sebagai anak luar nikah atau orang skrg panggil anak haram la... Malah mereka mungkin lebih mulia di sisi Allah berbanding kite..

4. Kepandaiannya
Kadang-kadang, seseorang tu takde la kaya, takde jawatan, keturunan biase-biase je, tapi dia sangat pandai dan bijak.. maka jadilah dia sombong dgn kepandaiannya.. kedekut ilmu, tanak orang lain pandai macam dia.. mungkin dia akan rase tahap kepandaiannya akan jadi berkurang kalau dia kongsi ilmu dgn orang lain.. hermmm... ini juga salah satu sebab yang menjadikan seseorang takbur.. nauzubillah, saye berlindung dari menjadi orang yg sombong dgn kepandaian.. malahan, saye tidak lah pandai mana, cuma banyak memandai-mandai je.. harap Allah berikan kesungguhan dan istiqamah kepada kite semua untuk berkongsi kelebihan ilmu atau kepandaian kite dgn orang lain..

5. Tubuh badan / Rupa paras
Ini tak payah elaborate banyak la.. sedangkan budak-budak skolah pon dah mula sombong dengan eloknya paras mereka, sampaikan tak nak kawan dgn budak-budak yang hitam / tak cantik / ade kecacatan.. Jadi takbur dgn paras rupa yang cantik.. menunjuk-nunjuk tubuh badan yang elok dan lawa.. hmm... maaf cakap, tapi golongan artis ramai yang macam ni.. alah... bukan artis pon ramai!

6. Umurnya
"Kau kena dengar cakap aku, aku ni lebih dahulu makan garam daripada kau.." familiar tak? ini salah satu sebab kenapa orang menjadi sombong.. tanak dengar pendapat orang lain, dia sahaja yang betul.. sebab? dia lebih berpengalaman dan lebih berusia dari orang lain... ye lah, kalaupon lebih dahulu makan garam atau lebih berpengalaman, janganlah sampai takbur, sombong dan riak.. bersederhana sudah...

7. Terkenal / famous / glamour
Hmm.... yang ini tak perlu elaborate. kadang-kadang, tumpang glamour orang lain pon dia nak sombong.. padahal, tumpang je!

8. Degil / Keras kepala
Orang yg sombong juga sebenarnya degil.. Orang degil pon sombong dgn kedegilannya.. Bila org tegur atau tak sependapat dgn dia, dia degil tanak dengar dan terus-terusan menjadi sombong..

9. Kejahilan / kebodohan
Sombong dalam kejahilan, ini yang paling susah nak handle. Sebab dia tak tahu bahawasanya kebodohan dan kejahilannya telah menyebabkan sikap takbur dan sombong. Itulah yang dikatakan bodoh sombong..

So, ini lah 9 perkara yang menjadi sebab kenapa seseorang itu sombong. Ada tak yang kena dgn kite? Jadi, sama-sama kite bersifat tawadhu' (merendah diri) kerana kite hanyalah hamba Allah yang hina.. nasib kite di Akhirat kelak belum tahu bagaimana.. maka tak wajar untuk kite bersikap sombong sesama insan, apatah lagi sombong dgn Allah.

Wallahua'lam..

My Bestfriend's Wedding

2012-01-19T12:14:00.010+08:00

Bestfriend ni ape sebenarnye??

Ahah.. terjawab sudah. :)

Sebenarnya kan, saya ni fobia untuk ade bestfriend tau.. Sebab apa tau, dari skolah rendah sampai le ke universiti, sure akan ade adegan gaduh ngan bestfren..

Tapi, alhamdulillah.. dengan Puan Dr. Hasanah Mardhiah ni, saye tak pernah gaduh dengan dia.. in reminiscing our friendship, it started when both of us have to repeat our O&G posting because of unfortunate event. So, time 4th Year, orang lain kena buat elective posting and attachment elsewhere, we have to stay in Kuantan and study for O&G posting. That was when we became close. And we requested to be in the same group of posting in 5th Year. Seriously, we never fight! Tak pernah bermasam muka or berselisih faham. We share a lot of stories, motivate each other, study together, went to Pasar Ramadhan together.. we do have other friends and it was not that kitorang berkepit berdua 24 jam.. I think what makes us close till today is, bersahabat kerana Allah.. menjaga satu sama lain kerana Allah.. tegur satu sama lain bila berbuat salah. We have trust in each other. And Alhamdulillah, our husbands become friends too...

Masa saye kawen, dia la penyepit saye.. Maka, bila dia nak kawin, saye dengan tak malunye terus book role as her penyepit! Hahahaha!! And my beloved husband pon dah volunteer nak jadi photographer tempelan, since his new hobby is photography.. :)

3 days in Kuala Kangsar attending their wedding, kitorang pon honeymoon sekali! And saye pon try le menjadi photographer tak bertauliah masa diorang buat outdoor photography session..

Last but not least:

Puan Senah,

Please take care of yourself.. and your husband. I appreciate our friendship very much and the trust that you've given to me. Insya-Allah, kite berkawan sampai syurga...

Encik Rizal,

Jaga dia macam jaga nyawa awak sendiri.. Bimbing dia sebaiknya.

Next : photos!

These were the photos that I snap.. baru nak belajar, seyh! Memang la tak cantik, tapi gambar-gambar ni diambil dengan penuh kasih-sayang.. *cheh!*

Entry Tertangguh - Abseiling Sungai Pisang

2012-01-17T15:26:00.008+08:00

I always believe that nature is the best healing method.
Example : you're stressed out with tonnes and tonnes of work, with dateline to catch on, arguing with boss, not enough time to do your favourite things, messy house and bored daily routine. Obviously you need some time and space for yourself to de-stress.. What would be your choice??
1. Movies and hang out in crowded places i.e. shopping complex
2. Eat good food without worrying your BMI, add up your calories and fats..
3. Sleep, sleep, sleep and sleep...
4. Stay at home and do nothing..

OR

5. Out for some recreational activities and enjoy the smell of leaves, forest and fresh air..

Once a while, we need to get out from the busy hectic city life and sniff fresh air..
I've got the chance to enjoy that. Last October (2011), while my husband was away on-board, I took the opportunity to went back to Air Terjun Sungai Pisang with some other adventurous fellas..
I even invited my brother with his friends to join together. They were just finished their final professional exam before start working.. They are doctors, too..

We stayed there overnight.. It was a great experience.. No toilet, only cold clean river.. No cosy rooms, only simple small tent.. No expensive food, only self-cooked simple food (yet still yummy!).. The cold night when it was raining heavily and all of us were drenched but still sleeping soundly.

The next day, waterfall abseiling was the most awaited event. It was my second time abseiling and first time waterfall abseiling.
Nervous, scared, excited, thrill... all mixed up.. but it was worth the feelings! :)

I would love to do this again, if I had another chance..

Enjoy the photos, peeps...

SBPA : Pandangan Saya..

2011-12-27T12:44:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum warahmatullah...

Kecoh sana-sini berbicara tentang SBPA.. kalau sign, naik gaji (sedikit la bagi saya) bermula Januari 2012.. kalau tak sign, gaji akan kekal pada tahap sekarang.. nak kerja sampai 60 tahun pon boleh, atau nak pencen pada usia yang lebih awal.. terpulang.. bergantung kepada kudrat dan pilihan masing-masing..

Tapi.. pada hemat saya, SBPA ini hanya akan menambah kekayaan pada mereka yang sedia kaya, sedangkan yang kurang kaya / miskin seperti saya, tidak mendatangkan keuntungan apa-apa.. malah tidak mengurangkan beban yang sedia ada.. malah bakal menyaksikan kerugian dari segi kewangan di masa hadapan.. kenapa saya berkata demikian????

1. Saya "ter"nampak borang SBPA pegawai tinggi di ofis saya. dari gaji pokok RM5000++ dengan skim lama (SSM), gajinya akan bertambah menjadi RM7000++ (almost RM 8k) kalau dlam SBPA.. Nah!! naik banyak kan? sedangkan gaji kami kumpulam marhaen, apetah lagi gaji kumpulan pelaksana (katanya) yang memang sedia rendah, hanya naik dalam RM100-400 sahaja... Maka pada saya, dari segi ini menunjukkan SBPA hanya akan meng'kaya'kan yang sedia kaya dan menyusahkan yang sedia miskin.. menyusahkan kerana kami lah yang akan lebih terasa dengan kenaikan harga barang yang bakal berlaku tak lama lagi akibat "kenaikan gaji" kononnya... tak percaya???? tunggu pengumuman tentang kenaikan harga barang, minyak, tol, baju, beras, atau apa-apa sahaja bil air, letrik, astro yang bakal naik... sedangkan mereka disediakan elaun minyak kereta, elaun itu, elaun ini...
maka, saye lebih kesian kepada mereka yang bekerja dalam syarikat swasta...

2. Beberapa jawatan dari kumpulan pelaksana (kumpulan sokongan kalau ikut SSM) telah dijumudkan.. maksudnya, dihentikan.. maka, akan ada yang hilang pekerjaan.. akan ada yang terbatas mata pencarian.. dah lah gaji tak seberapa, jumud pulak dah! Adil?? bagi saya, tak adil..

3. Tempoh perkhidmatan boleh dilanjutkan kepada 60 tahun umur persaraan.. maka ramailah anak-anak muda lulusan kolej / universiti akan tidak mendapat pekerjaan kerana tempat itu diisi oleh pekerja-pekerja veteran.. maklumlah, mereka ni kalau lagi lama bekerja, lagi banyak dapat duit pencen kelak.. lagi banyak benefit kepada mereka, walaupon mungkin pada umur 55 sudah menurun prestasi.. sudah bakal merugikan negara.. Habis tu, anak-anak muda graduan kolej / universiti ni nak kerja apa?? itu yang banyak pengangguran.. banyak duduk saja-saja tak tau nak buat ape..

4. Ada yang elok, seperti outcome-based performance.. yang mana, prestasi dijadikan kayu ukur utama untuk dilabelkan sebagai pekerja cemerlang.. tapi pemberian markah cemerlang adalah subjektif dan perlu dinilai oleh Ketua.. jadi, akan bermulalah sesi bodek-membodek, tak berani nak menyangkal atau menegur ketua.. kalau tak, markah rendah sangat.. kurang dari 70%, disarankan letak jawatan atau diberhentikan.. hmmm...

Ini hanyalah pandangan peribadi saya berkenaan SBPA..
Kalau ada yang tak setuju, boleh kongsi..
Mungkin kefahaman kita berbeza, pendapat juga berlainan...

Konfius!

2011-12-22T12:23:00.003+08:00

A : You have to tell me everything and anything about you or your life or.. anything! Because I care for you..

B : Okay.. And you have to do the same thing too...

A : Okay. Deal!

But it doesn't goes as what being dealt before.
A knows that B knew A had something bothering his/her mind..
B felt A is not being honest, because they are supposed to share anything and everything about them.
A maybe feels that B better not knowing what is bothering him/her.
But A forgets that B shared everything about B with A, and expecting A to do the same thing, too..
So.. mutual consensus is no more mutual, because it doesn't apply to both parties.

It's hurt... At least for me..

Cool!

2011-12-16T15:21:00.001+08:00

Funny photo effects

Successful!

2011-12-16T12:36:00.003+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH!

Successful event, I would say, with the help from the involved staff.

And also, special thanks to Mr. Sunshine for being the free-lance photographer + motivator + my inspiration.

My role was to be the MC.. at the beginning of the event, kinda nervous.. heart beating very fast! And suddenly I saw my husband came in into the hall with his new-brand camera and a big smile on his face, and gave me a double thumb-up sign, all the nervous and anxious faded away! :)

The power of love la konon-konon kan! huhuhu...

Next update would be the abseiling program yang tertunggak tu.. Insya-Allah...

Aktiviti Hujung Minggu

2011-12-05T10:19:00.005+08:00

Ini entry pasca hujung minggu...

Hujung minggu datang lagi. Cuti sekolah, selalunya ade kenduri. Memang ada, tapi tak dapat nak pergi. Satu, sebab GPS rosak. Kedua, takde teman nak pergi sekali. Ketiga, erm... tu je alasan yang ade. :P

Sabtu, plan dengan adik-adik nak pergi melantak. Seoul Garden IOI Mall, makanan Korea secara buffet. Pukul 11am, bertolak. Makan punye makan punye makan sampai kenyang. Adeh.. banyak lagi yang ter-ambik lebih yang tak habis. Argh.. Terdesak! Grill semua skali, pastu sorok-sorok masukkan dalam plastic kecik yang entah macam mana ade dalam handbag Kimah. kuikuikui.. Jaga-jaga ade CCTV. Fatin, si bongsu pandai berlakon. Masukkan seketul kecik dalam mulut, tangan lagi satu masukkan daging ayam yang dah masak ke dalam plastik bag. Tak kantoi. Hihihihi. Next time, ingat! Kalau nak datang makan situ lagi, kena bawak tupperware / plastic bag.

Lepas makan, jalan-jalan cari pasal. Masuk The Body Shop, saye nak beli shower gel. Adik-adik jadi mengganas.. beli perfume, body butter, lotion. Isk.. Total perbelanjaan mencecah RM 400 utk 4 orang punye barang. Okay la tuh. Saye dah guna Body Shop sejak 7 tahun yang lepas. So far, sangat puas hati. Banyak choice. Perfume wangi dan kekal lama. Husband pon suka. Adik beradik pon dah terpengaruh. Feedback dari mereka, semua nya okay. So, berbaloi la jadi regular customer The Body Shop. :)

Next, shopping baju. Pergi Jusco, carik baju. Jumpa kasut, sambar satu. Hehehe. Masuk FOS, masuk Brands Outlet. Adik-adik dapat barang yang dicari, saye pon puas hati. Dah pukul 4pm, masa untuk pulang..

Oh.. tadi ternampak Tutti Frutti. Jom try, nak tengok kat mane yang sedap sangat sampai orang semua dok kecoh pasal tutti Frutti. Adik belanja, amik cup besar untuk share 4 orang. Frozen yogurt katanye, banyak choice kot. Pilih Lemon, Lychee and Chocolate. Topping fresh fruits (strawberry, kiwi, apricot) dan gummy bear. Time nak bayar... KAAACHING!!! RM 19.75. Not bad. Tengok kat screen dia, RM 0.53 per 10 gram. Taste, okay la jugak, tapi takleh lawan Baskin Robbins. Even Wall's Double Dutch pon lagi sedap kot.. Conclusion : Tutti Frutti boleh tahan le, cuma tak de la sampai nak craving for one.

Pastu, balik rumah. Petang, pergi swimming kat Kompleks Kejiranan Presint 9. Konon-konon nak tebus rase bersalah sebab makan banyak sangat. Malam, buat mee goreng basah tambah ayam and daging yang di-kidnap dari Seoul Garden. Sedap weh!!

Ahad, bangun pagi.. kemas rumah siket, basuh baju then sidai. Ade mamat Bangla datang nak potong rumput. Bagus la, rumput pon dah panjang. Lagipon, Mr. Sunshine balik dalam minggu ni. Settle potong rumput. Dah penat mengemas, nak mandi dulu. Cuci bathroom, sambil-sambil isi air dalam bath tub. Why not, buat aromatherapy bath sendiri kat rumah. Letak siket dewberry aromatherapy oil dalam bath tub, pastu ade rose petals dari pokok kat bawah. Mak aii!!! bestnye!!! Berendam dalam setengah jam, sambil rehat-rehat minda. Pastu guna bath gel Body Shop yang baru beli. Pergh.. Badan wangi sampai ke petang!

Mr. Sunshine balik nanti, boleh buat camni.. :P

Lunch simple-simple je, pastu TV time! Petang, berkebun kejap. Alamak, gelapnye langit.. Hujan lebat. Astro tak dapat siaran. Herm... Layan video masa majlis kahwin dulu. kuikuikui. Maklumlah, rindu kat Encik Suami.. Kuikuikui..

Malam, sambung tengok TV pastu Skype dengan Mr. Sunshine. Prepare baju untuk kerja, pastu.. ZZZZZZ...

Itu la hujung minggu saye kalau ditinggalkan sorang-sorang. Hehehe. Try to fill up the time with some activities. :)

What about yours???

p/s : Insya-Allah Mr. Sunshine balik minggu ni.. Selasa atau Jumaat, mungkin. Hopefully Selasa! Plan : nak dating tengok Ombak Rindu! Hehehe..

ICT - Men & Women

2011-11-25T08:23:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum..

Good day to all!

My boss forward an email with the above image. Funny but true! Hehehe..

Men = Bluetooth
Well, kinda true for some but I think it cannot be generalized.
I know some men who are like that, connected to a girl when she is nearby and search for others when his girl is away.. I'm talking through experience.. *wink wink*
Biase la tu... kot! Even if the girl is nearby, they can still search for other nearby devices! Hahaha! As for me, up to you to do that because later, you will be answering to The Al-Mighty, The All-Knowing.. you might be cheating to your wife, she wouldn't know that but Allah is Merciful..

Women = Wifi
Betul jugak! I have known someone, a girlfriend of mine who has a lot of boyfriends at one time.. but she ended up marrying someone who she thought is the best among others. You know, women need to feel secure. Majority of us will settle down with someone who can offer the best security of all.. How independent a lady is, deep inside herself, she need to feel secure with someone. It might not be security in terms of safety, but would also be in terms of financial, love and affectionate.

But sometimes, men can be a Wifi, too.. Women can be a bluetooth, too..

Without You Knowing...

2011-11-11T14:51:00.002+08:00

You are there, but pretending not there..

You are avoiding me, without you knowing that you are killing me..

You need time for yourself, without knowing that I am dying here..

You might want to teach me a lesson, without knowing that you are actually showing me how my soul could perish..

You couldn't accept how could I did that to you, without knowing that I hate myself for doing that to you..

You might loss your trust in me, without knowing that I couldn't trust myself anymore..

You may think that you're losing me, without knowing that I lost myself already and I'm afraid of losing you..

Lost

2011-11-10T08:47:00.003+08:00

Wake up in the morning...

Realizing that I've already lost half of me..

Now, that I've done sinful mistake...

I know I'm gonna lost the other half of myself...

Fragile inside when I have no one to share anymore..

I know you would feel alone too, as you have loss your trust to someone..

Your silence is killing me...

It is killing me softly...

Before you or me realizing...

I have no trust in myself anymore...

p/s : this might be the last, before I lost myself further...

Bercelaru...

2011-11-08T11:44:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaykum...

Fikiran saya bercelaru...

Pertama :
Seksualiti Merdeka???? Apa ni?? Dengan memberi kebebasan kepada sesiapa sahaja untuk memilih kecenderungan seksualiti masing-masing? Gay atau lesbian adalah hak masing-masing?? Adui.. sedih... sadis.. Ambiga yang terang-terangan kafir, memang layak jadi ahli neraka.. tapi ape kena Marina Mahathir pon menyokong?? Nak sama-sama masuk neraka dengan Ambiga?? Dunia... dunia.. kesian dengan dunia yang makin tua.. sudahlah tua, dipenuhi dengan orang-orang yang membuat durjana sebegini... Kesian anak-anak yang sedang membesar.. mesti mereka pun akan bercelaru seperti saye.. T_T

Kedua :
Bantah umat Islam sembelih lembu di tempat awam??? Apa ni?? Wahai penganut agama lain, ini perintah dari Tuhan kami yang Maha Besar!!! Kamu semua tidak layak untuk bantah apa yang agama kami perintahkan!! Kami tidak mengacau agama kamu, jadi jangan kacau Islam kami!!! Kami sembelih lembu di surau-surau dan padang kawasan lapang, bukan di depan rumah kamu mahu pun dalam rumah sembahan kamu.. Jadi, jangan cabar kami!!

Ketiga :
Makin banyak bencana alam yang berlaku.. Apa ni?? Di Thailand, banjir besar yang melumpuhkan seluruh negara.. musibah mungkin, wallahu a'lam.. Gempa bumi dan letupan gunung berapi di Indonesia... oh, hampirnya dengan Malaysia.. saye takut... saye rase tak selamat.. Bila Allah semakin murka, bila-bila masa musibah boleh terjadi.. Tsunami?? saye pernah bermimpi terperangkap dalam tsunami yang besar.. sungguh menggerunkan, rase macam sangkakala sudah bertiup.. Ya Allah Yang Maha Mendengar.. izinkanlah hamba-Mu ini bertemu dengan suamiku dahulu sebelum Engkau ambil salah seorang dari kami.. T_T

Keempat :
Saye percaya kepada "Kepimpinan Melalui Teladan"... tapi... pemimpin yang sepatutnye menjadi contoh kepada saye tidak memberi teladan yang baik.. membuatkan saye lebih bercelaru.. katanya kena berjimat, tapi keluarga mereka sendiri yang bermewah-mewahan.. katanya tanggungjawab terhadap kerja perlu diutamakan, tapi diri sendiri yang melanggar.. katanya perlu berdisiplin dan jangan melanggar peraturan, tapi diri sendiri yang kerap amik emergency leave dan MC (saye sangsi dengan MC ini).. Macam mana ni?? T_T..

Sekian. Kecelaruan yang menjadi igauan, menghantui hari Selasa yang indah.

Ramping Rahsia Bahagia????

2011-11-03T09:51:00.004+08:00

Herm... rahsia la sangat! bahagia la sangat kan..

Kalau isteri ramping tapi tak mengikut syarak sebagai isteri solehah yang dah ditetapkan dalam Islam, masih bahagia ke?

Kalau isteri tak berapa nak ramping (maklum la, anak dah berderet.. nak ramping camane kan?!) tapi berusaha untuk menjadi ibu dan isteri yang sempurna di mata suami dan anak-anak, tak bahagia la ek?

Kalau isteri ramping molek, tapi perintah suami tak ikut, perintah Allah pon main langgar je, bahagia ke?

Ini kajian kat Tennessee, tak applicable kat negara kite.. tak sesuai diguna oleh masyarakat Islam, termasuk la kat Malaysia nih.. even kalau kat negara mana-mana pun, still tak applicable.. berapa banyak artis-artis hot dan celebrities yang cun-melecun berbody ramping yang bahagia dgn keluarga dan pasangan masing-masing?

Memang betul la, isteri kena jaga badan untuk suami.. tapi itu tak menjamin kebahagiaan.. kalau ramping tapi busuk, bahagia ke?? yuck!!

Satu lagi soalan....

Apa definisi "BAHAGIA" ???

I was asked this question almost 10 years ago, but till now, I couldn't find the exact definition..

Subjective, maybe..

p/s : ini baru la RAHSIA RUMAHTANGGA BAHAGIA

Short. But. Still. Sweet. (hopefully)

2011-10-19T13:10:00.003+08:00

"The reason to breathe...

What is LOVE without him.."

Thinking..

2011-10-17T09:54:00.003+08:00

p/s : O Allah,
Please make me a better person ,
As what I seek is only Your blessing..

Noktah.

2011-10-10T15:49:00.003+08:00

Pandang ke tepi.
"We have been married for 2 years, 5 months 1 week 2 days"
tempoh ini aku berkongsi hidup dengan dia.
selama ini janji dia aku pegang.

malam itu.
aku di'pindah' tanggungjawab kepada dia.
dosaku, tanggungjawabnya.
sakitku, kerisauannya.
keceriaanku, kegembiraannya.

dalam aku ada dia.
dalam dia, di situ aku.

sampai hari ini.
cintaku padanya masih kukuh.
rinduku padanya tetap sama.

sampai hari ini.
tidak ada BMW.
tidak ada banglo.
tidak ada anak.
tidak kaya-raya.

tapi aku masih gembira.
masih dicinta lelaki yang sama.
masih mampu buat dia ketawa.
masih lagi dimanja.

bak kata mereka.
"let's grow old together".

tapi bagiku.
"let's grow old together happily".

aku rindu dia.
rindu sangat-sangat.

Systematic Review vs Meta-Analysis

2011-10-07T15:51:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys....

I have to post this here, so that I won't forget what I've learn..

Hey... you guys would learn too, right?!

Right??

RIGHT????

Yeah... right!

What I've Been Busy-ing...

2011-10-07T12:13:00.004+08:00

8 hours in office is no more enough..
But, I'm optimist that I will be able to catch up..

Monday : presentation of paper in front of Director
Tuesday - Thursday : pharmaco-economics workshop
Friday : Technical meeting with CPG committee..

Full week occupied!

But I'm looking forward for this weekend activities....

ABSEILING IN SUNGAI PISANG WATERFALL!!!!!

Yeeeehhhhhaaaaa!!!!!

Apa Ni?!

2011-09-28T15:57:00.002+08:00

Bersawang..
Masa banyak terbuang..
Menghabiskan kerja yang tidak terbilang..
Lalu "tempat" ini menjadi terbiar ditumbuhi lalang..

Terpinggir...
Otak ligat berfikir..
Dugaan dan tugas datang bergilir-gilir..
ARGHH!! Tak sanggup rasanya "tempat" ini terus tersingkir..

Terleka..
Detik waktu disia-sia..
Tetapi pabila Matahariku pulang dari samudera..
Setiap saat dan minit diluang bersama-sama..oh bahagia!

Maafkanlah..
Hanya mampu mencelah..
Memang hatiku cukup berbelah..
Apakan daya kerja dan tugas tak sudah-sudah.. hai lemah....

Nukilan penuh spontan,

Kerinduan dan kegembiraan kami..
(HANIN FARHANA)

p/s : idea spontan lepas tengok meja kerja penuh dgn kertas..
sorry my blog, terabai ye?! :)

Tioman Trip With The Sisters

2011-07-20T12:35:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaykum..

Mode "jalan-jalan" is on!! Hehehe.. Actually, just nak share my experience travelling with my 3 other sisters (Adik, Kim, Bib).. you see, I have 2 brothers and 4 sisters.. all of us love challenging activities and loooooovvvveeee travelling and jalan-jalan.. I guess, it's all started with my big bro, Abe Hazim.. my big bro is a back-packer.. in fact, dia adalah back-packer tegar, okay.. my sis-in-law pon dah berjangkit, in fact macho and 'handsome' Danial pon dah start back-packing at the age of TWO!!! urgghhh.. I've never been back-packing but would love to do so..

The initial plan was, family trip to Tioman together with my parents... but last minute, tak jadi coz maybe my mum is kinda easily tired nowadays due to the age factor.. so we decided to make it as our first "sisters trip".. unfortunately, our youngest one, Fatin, could not join us because "tak cukup umur" (it's for 18 and above.. hahaha!)..

Memang thrill and excited for the trip since Adik went to Panuba Inn, Tioman with her colleagues and she highly recommended us the place.. beautiful place with a good facilities, what else do you expect from an island..?

Journey begins.....

1st day (Thursday night - Friday, 1st july 2011)

Our journey started around 10pm.. we decided to go by bus to Mersing since it would add up extra adventure to our trip.. hahahah! So, big boss Abah sent us to Terminal Bersepadu Bandar Tasik Selatan (TBS-BTS) and we waited for our bus.. pergh, besar gile tempat tu.. and sangat stylo macam airport dah ghupenye..
I could see some eyes were looking at us.. maybe dalam otak memasing terpikir "ape la budak pompuan 4 org ni buat, bawak back-pack besor-besor tgh malam ni.." huhuhu.. macam omputih dalam Amazing Race pulak rasenye..
Bas Transnasional yang kitorang naik was kinda old.. sakit la jugak badan.. ade 4-5 org mamat Arab hidung mancung stok boleh sangkut hanger baju on the bus to the same destination, I would say.. memang cakap Arab and dok gelak-gelak bising sambil "bikin huru-hara, buat gila-gila".. eh.. ter-masuk chant Ultras la pulak.. ergh..
sepanjang perjalanan, the 4 sisters memang tido tak hengat!! huhuhu.. nothing gonna stop us..

Sampai ke terminal Mersing around 4.30am, Adik pon ajak berjalan ke jeti.. kitorang follow, kang tak ikut kan, derhaka pulak.. alih-alih, tak nampak rupa macam jeti pong! tukar arah, jalan ke bahagian depan.. Adik dah bagi alasan "malam la.. I tak sure sangat jalan ke sana, sebab gelap".. pergh!! memang bersenam la jugak kitorang pagi buta tu.. pastu, tanye la sorang Apek ni, dia bagitahu la jalan arah situ pastu lalu sini.. misteri : apehal Apek ni jalan-jalan pagi buta ni? bawak plastic bag and botol pulak tu..

Dalam 15 minit, sampai le ke jeti.. masuk surau, then sambung TIDO!!

Bangun pukul 7pg.. siap-siap solat (Allah tak dilupakan ye, para hadirin sekalian!) terus kuar carik makan.. ade gerai makan kat situ.. food = okay-okay je.. tapi dah lapar punye pasal, belasah je.. sementara tunggu feri pukul 10am..

10am feri dtg.. ramai org, full-house! tempat duduk kat dalam full so saye ngan Adik dok kat luar.. Panuba Inn Resort ni adalah second last stop.. last stop is Salang.. perjalanan dari jeti ke Panuba ade la dalam 2.5 ke 3 jam..

Sampai je ke Panuba Inn, terus terpaku.. Subhanallah, memang cantik tempat ni.. jeti kayu yang classic.. chalet pulak mengadap laut terus, bukak pintu dok kat balcony, mengadap laut yang membiru.. hadoi.. memang jatuh chenta laaa.. kitorang amik bilik SD (Super Durian).. ade 2 katil queen, so cukup la untuk kitorg 4 org.. air-cond best, toilet bersih.. pemandangan cantik.. lepas check in, turun makan.. harga makanan kat restaurant dia adalah standard harga makan kat pulau.. kitorang ingatkan mahal, so dah plan la konon nak ikat perut la, jimat tanak makan banyak-banyak la.. hampeh.. tengok je menu, harga not bad, terus pelahap semua.. but a must try menu is.. KOPI AIS!!! best !!! huhuhu.. after that, dalam pukul 5pm, masing-masing dah menggigil-gigil gian nak terjun laut.. tukar baju, sewa goggle, then terjun dari jeti.. mak ai!! memang best! ikan banyak, kelaparan kot.. asal bagi roti je , terus kerumun.. teringat plak time muda-muda dulu, bagi makan ikan kat Tasik Bandar kat UIA tu.. huhuhu.. dari jeti ni pon dah nampak macam-macam jenis ikan and coral.. huhuh..

Time terjun-terjun tu, ade la mamat-mamat yang mesra alam dok bertanya-tanya kat kitorang.. they thought, we are 4 good friends!! Kitorang ni nampak sebaya ke? So i told my sisters, Bib and Kim.. "either I ngan Kak La nampak muda, ataupon korang dua yang nampak tua.. hahaha!!" but actually, it was fun being with my sisters doing crazy and adventure things.. :)

Malam.. makan maggi and tido.. generate energy untuk pegi island hopping the next day..

Bangun pagi, buffet breakfast termasuk skali dalam pakej bilik.. dalam pukul 10am, naik bot pi snorkelling.. memang best, best, best... tak tau la nak citer camane, tengok je la gambar-gambar nanti..

Balik Panuba dalam pukul 4pm.. saye terus balik bilik n mandi.. my sisters, still lagi melompat dan bersnorkelling kat jeti.. tak puas lagi kot..

Malam , makan dan berjimba-jimba.. saye kalahkan Bib main chess.. kuikuikui.. tak pandai main pon, tapi nampaknye Bib lagi tak pandai main.. hahahha!

Next day, siap-siap nak balik.. sedih pulak rasanye.. sebab tak puas nak terjun dari jeti lagi.. especially time air tgh pasang.. hmmm.. gerak dari Panuba around 12noon, sampai Mersing dalam 2.30pm.. tunggu punye tunggu, bas dtg pukul 5.30pm.. sampai KL pukul 10pm..

Calculation for our trip :

tiket bas pergi balik : RM 70/pax = RM 280
tiket feri pergi balik : RM 70/pax = RM 280
bilik SD : RM 195 / night = RM 390
snorkelling trip : RM 85/pax = RM 340
makan-makan : cincai la dalam RM 100 sorang = RM 400

total loss = RM 1690 = RM 422.50 sorang..
total experience and joy gain = priceless....

for me, reasonable price le jugak memandangkan Panuba Inn ni adalah private beach, so limited guests and tranquil view.. u can even watch sunrise and sunset from your balcony..

comment : HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!

Enjoy the photos, people!!

p/s : ada lagi gambar.. tapi next posting pulak le..
amacam, korang ade sisters yang camni?? cer citer, cer citer..

An Evening With Ultras Malaya

2011-06-29T11:10:00.006+08:00

Wahhh!! Tajuk macam grand gitu.. Actually, tu idea my sister, Cik Bib..

To begin with, nak cerita la camane saye and Cik Bib terdorong nak pi tengok bola..

Actually, saye memang sports-type.. Dari skolah rendah sampai universiti, memang slalu dok kerja berlari sana, melompat sini, pergi main sana, pergi wakil skolah sini.. Memang dah ade dalam darah keturunan saye kot.. Ummi dulu jenis yang bersukan jugak.. my big brother, Abe (Hazim) lagi la hantu sukan.. segala jenis game dia main.. nasib baik tak masuk acara renang berirama je la..

Saye?? Alhamdulillah, I think sports have inculcated the spirit of never give up in me.. Sports yang saye pernah main :
- Olahraga : saye pandai lari pecut je.. long distance tak larat.. hahaa.. lompat jauh, lari berhalangan, relay, lontar peluru.. semua saye main..

- Hoki : wakil skolah rendah, okay..

- Netball : pon, wakil skolah sampai peringkat negeri le jugak..

- Basketball : masuk SSP, baru join game ni.. dapat la wakil skolah dari Form 2.. my school is one of the top basketball team for girls kat Malaysia.. :) then sambung kat universiti

- Volleyball : my bestfren, Babeh, yang paksa saye main.. last-last, wakil universiti..

- Terjun tiruk : wakil keluarga je.. ahahaha!

Itu le sebenarnye..

Eh.. lari topik dah ni..

Sebenarnye nak cerita, Khamis lepas, 23 Jun 2011, saye dan Cik Bib telah pon terjebak dalam dunia Ultras Malaya.. kisahnye, saye teringin nak tengok bola kat stadium.. last time tengok bola adalah masa umur 14 tahun.. tu pon tak tenok sangat sebab temankan kawan dating.. hahahah! saye je sorang-sorang terjenguk-jenguk nak tengok bola Selangor vs Pahang time tu..

Jadinye, berbekalkan air masak dan mafla MALAYSIA, berpakaian serba hitam macam Suria Perkasa Hitam, saye dan Cik Bib pon berkomplot dengan Abe untuk turun menyeport (baca : support) skuad Olimpik Harimau Malaya.. game time tu , Malaysia vs Lubnan, di Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil..

Cik Bib cuak, sebab first time nak tengok bola kat stadium.. sedangkan nak tengok bola dalam TV pon siket punye susah nak pujuk dia, apatah lagi nak ke stadium.. kirenye, ini paksaan dalam rela la.. hahahah! saye kan kakak! Dari hari Isnin lagi, Cik Bib dah cuak dan berdebar-debar.. saye??? semangat and excited seyh!! Maklumlah, saye tahu saye akan duduk bersama kumpulan penyokong fanatik, Ultras Malaya.. Jumpa Abe di SNBJ, after solat maghrib terus masuk stadium.. bergerak menuju ke kawasan curva tempat berhimpun Ultras Malaya.. suasana?? takleh nak imagine... memang lain aura dia...

Mula-mula segan jugak nak join sebab tak kenal sape-sape, except some of my bro's fren.. tapi bile game start, terus macam semangat naik tak hengat.. ade Capo (kire ketua sorak) yang akan lead the chants.. kalau dia tepuk, kite tepuk la.. dia kate nyanyi lagu ni, kite nyanyi la.. best! 90 minit bersorak dan menyokong tak berhenti, itu memang satu pengalaman yang tak boleh dilupakan.. penat ? letih ? hilang suara?? TIDAK MENGAPA!!! sokongan kami tidak berbelah bahagi..

Gol awal minit ke-8 memang menjadi penyuntik semangat kepada kami.. sampaikan gol yang disumbat oleh Lubnan masa second half pon kami tak sedar, sebab terlalu asyik dengan sorakan.. huhuhu!

Cakap banyak pon takde makna nye.. Saksikan le gambor-gambor di bawah..

My Letter To You, Mr. Human Resource..

2011-06-28T10:33:00.002+08:00

As a wife of seaman,sometimes it is always frustrating to know that my husband could not come back even though after the contract has ended.. The always heard excuses are : services are still needed, HR couldn't find the other chief engineer to replace you.. yada yada yada..

I believe that a Human Resource department should do a better job by finding a reliever at least 2 weeks before the agreed period of contract of services ended. But damn it, they are not doing it!

So, nak marah kat sape? of course la not my husband.. The one who should be blame is, the HR Department..

So, here goes my letter to them.. I am very much frustrated and disappointed but yet, I don't blame my husband.. He has reminded them regarding his reliever weeks back but maybe this HR department is so so busy (or pretend to be busy) to find one..

Dear ?*%&#@ Human Resource officer (whatever your name is),

Regards to you. I am Dr. Hanin, Mr. Suria Kencana's wife. I'm sure you know him.
I am sorry for not knowing who you are and what is your role in the company, but I suppose you are in-charge of the human resource of those working off-shore.
Thanks for reading this, anyway.
And thanks for ruining my plan (our plan actually) for a holiday trip.
You know, sometimes contract and promises are meant to be broken but it is noble to stick to the promises and contract that has been signed.
My husband is very much interested to work permanently with your company, taking into considerations that the company might be a bumiputera company which has potential to develop as one of the giant company in maritime and I believe that somehow or rather, he is willing to help out in that.
He was delightfully discussing with me and trying hard to convince me that your company might be able to take care of the off-shore staff in terms of welfare and financial income.
That is the most essential part of offshore life, i suppose.
At this point, I was thinking, "oh dear, you guys should portray a good image for my husband to sign as a permanent worker with you"..
But no, you ruin it all.. by not providing reliever for my husband as his contract has ended ( 2months, equal to 60 days, which means he should come back to me on 13 June 2011), you have burnt all the good impression of his towards you into ashes..
It is not only his impression, but mine, too..
Thus, thank you for providing an eye-opening situation here.
I promise you, I will persuade my husband NOT to join you in the future.

Thanks again for ruining our plan..

Regards,

Your biggest enemy .. erk..

Hmm... it feels good after writing this.. :) hehehe...
Should I or should I not send this to the department??
Hmmmm.....

Dessert Order, Anyone???

2011-06-09T15:48:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaykum...

My sister is currently on her semester break till September..
So, I think it would be great if she could do something to fill her time..
Since I have 'menurunkan ilmu' to her regarding baking, making desserts and what not, I'll be grateful to take orders from anyone..
Jangan risau, all the desserts akan dibuat dengan penuh kasih sayang dan dijamin sedap rasanye.. :) harga pon berbaloi dan murah...

So, for beginning, sesiapa yang nak order :

1. Triffle "Keindahan Tiga Tingkat"
2. Tiramisu Marie Marie
3. Cheesecake (Blueberry / Strawberry / Peach)

Boleh la order ye..
Either self pick-up (untuk luar Putrajaya) atau boleh delivery (dalam Putrajaya)..

Silakan order ye..

Boleh email saye : haninfarhana@gmail.com
atau call / sms : 013-7174458 (Bib) @ 017-9636305 (Hanin)

Next Trip.. wuuhuuu!!!

2011-06-09T10:12:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Insya- Allah, kalau perancangan menjadi, will be going for another honeymoon trip mid of July 2011..

Ke mana??

Ke tanah Lord Of The Ring... :)

Cuba teka..

Dah dapat teka???

Ni peta dia...

Insya-Allah...

Yummy Tiramisu!!

2011-06-06T20:20:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, first time making Tiramisu turns out to be delicious dessert... fuh.. Since ramai mintak resepi, saye akan share kat sini.. The original recipe, I got it from Kongsi Resepi.. Tapi dah modified ikut selera saye..

Bahan-bahan

1. 250 gram cream cheese (Tatura / Philadelphia / Mascarpone)

2. 250 mls Whipping cream (kalo ade double cream, lagi bagus)

3. 1 packet biskut marie

4. 2-3 tablespoon gula castor (kalo takde, just blend je gula prai tu guna dry blender) boleh guna lebih kalau suke manis..

5. Serbuk nescafe

6. 2-3 tablespoon lemon juice yang diperah fresh

7. 1 teaspoon vanilla essence.

Cara-cara :

- bancuh nescafe (pekat) dalam mangkuk supaya senang untuk celup.. takyah tambah gula.. put aside sementara tunggu sejuk

- first, pukul cream cheese guna mixer sampai smooth

- then, tambah whipped cream, gula castor, vanilla and lemon juice.

- pukul sampai smooth / rase ringan je bancuhan tu..

- then, amik la bekas (preferably kaca)

- first, smear a thin layer of bancuhan cream cheese tadi.. jangan tebal sangat, nanti muak

- next layer, celupkan biskut marie dalam nescafe then susun atas layer cream tadi.. jangan rendam lama sangat, nanti lembik.. just cukup-cukup meresap nescafe then susun..

- after complete layer, selang pulak dgn cream cheese tadi..

- buat la selang-selang sampai habis cream cheese tadi..

* reminder : start dgn cream cheese, finish pon ngn cream cheese..

- then, ayak siket serbuk koko / milo on top layer supaya ade pahit-pahit sket..

sejukkan for 2-4 hours, then boleh makan..

SELAMAT MENCUBA..

p/s : some said, guna biskut lady fingers.. but susah sket nak dapat plus dia senang lembik.. terpulang, ikut selera masing-masing..

Heart Broken..

2011-06-06T13:00:00.002+08:00

A little bit heart-broken today.. T_T

Felt like crushing pain over my chest..

Once it's broken, so many times..

You start to lose pieces..

So it is just best..

If I keep it to myself from now on..

Before I lose too much...

Senyumlah...

2011-06-02T15:54:00.003+08:00

Walaupun dia cuma 'makcik cleaner', senyumlah dan ucapkan terima kasih.. tak kena bayar pun.. *mode : heran dgn sesetengah orang yang tanak senyum dengan 'makcik, pakcik cleaner'..

Pagi-pagi, sama ada masa drive ke ofis atau di-drive oleh husband ke ofis, saye akan rancang dalam otak ape perkara yang saye kena buat dan habiskan di ofis.. Kadang-kadang kite terlalu banyak benda nak fikir, kite jadi serabut dan lupa nak prioritise kerja.. jadi, untuk elak otak serabut, rancang la aktiviti hari tu, nak siapkan ape dulu, nak settlekan report ape..

Tapi kite lupa nak rancang, apa yang patut kite buat hari ni supaya orang sekeliling kite gembira dengan kite.. jawapannya mudah.. SENYUM...

- senyumlah kat makcik atau pakcik cleaner yang amik sampah, vacuum tempat kerja kite, bersihkan tandas, sapu jalan.. percayalah, mereka akan rasa dihargai.. jangan berat mulut nak ucap terima kasih..

- senyumlah kat rakan-rakan sekerja, bos-bos, atau orang dalam lif yang kite pon tak berapa nak kenal.. percayalah, itu akan menggembirakan hati awak jugak..

- senyumlah kat adik2, abang2, kakak2, makcik2 yang jual makanan kat cafe.. bukan kena caj extra pon kalo senyum dan ucap terima kasih bila baki dipulangkan..

- senyumlah kat jiran-jiran walaupon tak de dalam agenda harian anda untuk bertegur sapa dgn mereka.. sebab satu hari nanti, anda akan mintak bantuan dari jiran jugak..

- senyumlah kat strangers walaupon dia masam mencuka.. sebab mungkin senyuman anda mengubat hati dia yang tgh kecewa..

- senyumlah kat suami, isteri, anak-anak, ibubapa, adik-beradik walaupon dah selalu jumpa.. sebab mungkin satu hari nanti, senyuman mereka tak dapat lagi anda lihat..

p/s : Encik Suami saye akan risau kalau saye tak senyum kat dia.. but most of the time, just by remembering him, saye akan tersenyum... :)

The Secret of Death..

2011-05-26T14:08:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

"It is He Who gave you life,
will cause you to die,
and will again give you life :
truly man is the most ungrateful creature!"

(Al-Hajj : 66)

Seminggu dua ni, saye kerap mendengar berita kematian..
pertama, kematian seorang suami kepada sahabat akibat penyakit jantung..
kedua, perginya Allahyarham Tok Mak Yom di Penang akibat sakit tua..
ketiga, tragedi tanah runtuh yang mengorbankan anak-anak yatim yang tak berdosa..
akhir sekali, berita pemergian blogger "Telor dibasuh" yang baru berusia 23 tahun akibat jangkitan paru-paru..

Mereka 'pulang' ke kampung halaman yang kekal abadi..
Mereka pergi meninggalkan dunia ranjau berduri..

Kita yang ditinggalkan, adakah sudah menghitung diri?
Kita yang masih leka, bilakah giliran akan pergi?

Mereka telah kembali ke alam ghaib yang lebih hakiki..
Semoga Allah Yang Maha Pengasih melindungi..

Kita yang masih bergelut dengan persoalan "adakah baik pengakhiranku nanti"..
Semoga kematian menjadi sesuatu yang boleh diinsafi..

"Orang yang paling bijak adalah orang yang paling kerap mengingati mati"

Ya Allah, jadikanlah pengakhiran hidupku sesuatu yang baik di sisi-Mu..

Suatu Masa Dahulu..

2011-05-19T10:14:00.002+08:00

Dulu.. masa saye mula-mula dapat lesen bawak kereta.. walaupun sekadar lesen P, tapi perasaan 'macam dah matang' tu tetap ada. Maklumlah, kalau tak cukup umur, mane boleh amik lesen bawak keta kan?! Bangga dengan diri sendiri walaupun amik ujian dua kali (bukit tak lepas.. memang saye dendam dgn pakcik JPJ tu..)
Di kalangan adik-beradik saye, hanya saye dan abang saye ade lesen kereta.. abang tu, takyah cerita la.. tak habis sekolah lagi dah curi-curi bawak kereta mak pergi rumah kawan.. dari Sentul ke Bukit Tunku, satu pencapaian katanye.. hardcore! sampai sekarang memang hardcore.. tapi dia tetap abang saye.. ishh.. keluar tajuk!
Waktu remaja dulu (ecewah!), jarang nak ikut Ummi Abah pegi kenduri ke, balik kampung ke, pegi rumah sedara-mara ke.. maklumlah, tak "cool" la jalan-jalan ngan mak ayah.. Suatu ketika, tinggal saye, Adik (walaupon dipanggil Adik, tapi dia memang besar.. umur dah 28 tahun, seorang Engineer kat company Oil & Gas), Apih & Kimah kat rumah.. Ummi Abah dan adik-adik yang bawah umur balik kampung.. Tinggal kereta Proton Wira Aeroback kat rumah, in case ade emergency nak gi mane-mane.. Malam tu, adik-adik teringin nak pegi Ong Tai Kim (pasaraya dekat Bandar Baru Sentul).. saye volunteer bawak keta, maklumlah, kakak paling 'matang'.. nasib baik kereta automatik..
Sampai Ong Tai Kim, parking memang kat luar le.. kawasan parking berbatu-batan, tak siap elok lagi.. masuk parking, no problem.. Shopping! Habis beli barang-barang keperluan (walaupun tak perlu sangat pon..), sampai kat kereta, tengok tayar kereta pancit.. Apih berkata "Deng! tayar pancit.. mesti kena paku tadi.." saye menggelabah.. maklumlah, bawak kereta memang pandai tapi tukar tayar tu tak buat practical lagi.. belajar dalam kelas je.. nasib baik, Apih ade.. dia yang tukar.. ahaks! hujan renyai-renyai.. Kimah dah mencuka.. Saye dah menduga.. fuhh... teknik rhyming di situ!
Habis tukar tayar, saye nak kuarkan kereta.. tiba-tiba (jeng jeng jeng!), terdengar bunyi anak kucing mengiau. "MEOW... MEOW..." Kimah kat luar, katanye macam ade anak kucing bawah kereta.. Saye bersuara dalam hati, "takpe, kalau kereta gerak, mesti anak kucing tu lari.." saye teruskan pengunduran.. tiba-tiba....

"KRAAAKK!!"

huh.. sudah!
- saye pandang Kimah
- Kimah pandang saye
- Apih pandang Kimah
- saye pandang Apih..

bunyi kucing mengiau sudah hilang...

Apih bersuara... "Kak Ina pembunuh...."

Saye terlopong... sape Kak Ina?? owh.. saye lah Kak Ina...

Saye senyap, Apih dan Kimah masuk kereta.. Dalam kereta, sepi seketika.. seminit.. dua minit.. tiba-tiba Kimah bersuara, "kucing tu kena gelek.. dia dok dekat dengan tayar..."

TIDAAKK!!!! Saye bukan pembunuh!!

Saye paksa Apih dan Kimah berjanji, jangan bagitau sape-sape saye lenyek anak kucing tu... tetapi.... bunyi "kraaakk" itu menghantui saye.. saye yakin, Apih dan Kimah juga dihantui pengalaman itu.. difikirkan, peristiwa tayar pancit itu sudah perit.. tetapi, bunyi lenyekan itu lebih dahsyat!! Tiga malam, saye bermimpi kucing itu datang.. tiga malam, saye trauma.. saye pasti, Apih dan Kimah juga begitu..

10 tahun berlalu... sampai sekarang, bunyi itu masih jelas... peristiwa malam itu, ketika hujan renyai-renyai... saye, Kak Ina, menjadi pembunuh anak kucing.. T_T

saye takut pada kucing.. setiap kali kucing datang dekat saye (time kat kedai makan), terdetik di hati.. "ini jelmaan semula kucing yang aku bunuh ke?"

saye tak sengaja.. tolong jangan persoalkan saye, kenapa saye takut kucing..
ini kisah benar.. bukan macam filem Dr. Rozmey..

p/s : pergh.. ade bakat tak jadi penulis buku " Misteri Kucing Lenyek"..

Chilled Blueberry Cheesecake

2011-05-04T12:02:00.001+08:00

Ramai betul yang mintak resepi.. actually, saye blajar kot "Kongsi Resepi" punye blog.. modified siket ikut suke hati..

Bahan-bahan

1) 500g cream cheese (Philadelphia pon boleh, Tartura pon boleh) slalunye, 1 pack is 250g

2) 400g condensed milk / fresh milk

3) 3 tablespoon gelatin (Halagel / Nona punye brand)- laritkan dalam separuh cawan air panas

4) 3 tablespoon lemon juice ( saye suke lemon, so saye taruk sebiji lemon juice)

5) 3 teaspoon lemon zest (parut siket kulit lemon / cincang hirisan halus kulit lemon)

6) 3-4 tablespoon sugar (ikut la kalo nak manis sket, tambah la sket.. i prefer less)

7) 1.5 cups crushed biscuits (oreo / digestive biscuit / biskut meri pon boleh)

8) 3/4 cup melted butter

9) blueberry filling (beli kat kedai kek)

Cara-cara

- Amik loyang yang boleh bukak bawah.. kalo takde, susah sket la..

- blend biskut sampai hancur (guna dry blender), then masukkan melted butter.. gaul sampai sebati

- press biskut ni ke base loyang sampai mampat, then masukkan dalam peti ais for 20-30 minit

- dalam mixer bowl, pukul cream cheese yang di biarkan pada suhu bilik sampai smooth.

- masukkan susu, gelatin yang dah larut, lemon juice, lemon zest, gula

- pukul semua sekali sampai sebati dan smooth

- tuangkan adunan cheese dalam loyang yang dah letak base

- masukkan dalam freezer for 2 hours, then baru letak blueberry topping

* chill cheesecake dalam peti ais for 24 hours, baru sedap nak makan...

Selamat mencuba.. time taken : lebih kurang 45 minit je...

Takde Tajuk...

2011-05-02T14:18:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum...

Haaaa... nampak betapa pemalasnye tuan punye blog nak meng-update... sampaikan tajuk pon malas nak pikir.. siy isy isy.. nasik baik le blog ni just blog golongan marhaen je.. entah ade entah idak pembacanya.. eh.. ada!!! tuh orang yang dok tengah-tengah kat ofis kite tu.. :P dia yang tegur, "blog tak update ke?" ehehehe..

Sekarang ni tgh duduk kat rumah sorang-sorang.. Mr. Sunshine kat tengah-tengah laut.. dah nak masuk 3 minggu le jugak.. although tak dapat nak call, tapi on & off dapat le berkomunikasi melalui internet (hadoi! bahasa... sangat skema okay?!).. he'll be away for 6-8 weeks... insya-Allah, will be back mid of June.. so dalam tempoh tu, terpaksa la berdikari macam time bujang-bujang dulu, takde orang nak hantar kerja, takde orang nak kejut pagi.. takde orang nak angkat barang2 shopping... huhuhu! yup, memang diakui saye telah dimanjakan oleh husband saye dgn jayanye.. hehhehe.. so jadi spoilt sket.. siket je... still boleh berdikari tau!

Yesterday, 1st May 2011 was our second anniversary.. so, memandangkan husband takde, terpaksa la buat-buat happy celebrate sorang-sorang.. last year pon camtu jugak, celebrate sorang terkebil-kebil kat rumah kat Kuantan.. same reason, kerja and kat atas kapal.. tapi takpe, lumrah le tu.. (dalam hati, sendiri je la yang tahu)..

Owh.. anyway, saye berjaya membuat cheesecake!!! YEAYYYY!!! memula nak buat strawberry cheesecake.. tapi last-last ternampak blueberry filling kat kedai kek, terus tukar niat di hati.. berjaya!! dan sedap!! ni yang tak payah bakar punye.. chill dalam freezer for 24 hours, and its ready to NGAP!!!

the next subsequent weekends would be kinda busy... so insya-Allah tak terasa sangat le keseorangan.. alah, rumah mak bapak 5 minit je.. pergi je lah kan?! tapi tak sama wooo kalo husband takde.. herm... sabor... sabor...

Herm... layan la gambar-gambar ni pulak.. huhuhuh!

Safe Journey, Danial & Papa Danial..

2011-03-23T15:31:00.006+08:00

When you only have one small kid in your family, you tend to be obsessed with her/him..
I only have one nephew (next month, insya-Allah tambah lagi sorang..)
His name is Danial Harith bin Hazim..
He is my big brother's son..
He's two years old but , oh my, he is not acting like a child of same age..
He's bright and smart.. able to talk at earlier age..
He could memorize not only kindergarten songs, but also famous pop song..
He could imitate the dance of a Korean group at age less than 1 year old... (who knows the song "Sorry Sorry"?)
Danial pernah tegur Nenek (my mom) sebab salah lirik lagu Air Pasang Pagi ..(my mum sengaja tukar Cik Baba to Cik Mamat. Danial got annoyed and said "Nenek, bukan Cik Mamat la.. CIK BABA!")
Danial pon boleh imitate the Muay Thai punye opening warrior dance tu..
He is as obsessed to football as his father..
And I know he is gonna be one of the youngest Ultras Kelantan..
He could kick a ball at such an early age and now, he already knew that football is a game where you have to put the ball in the goal and then shouts "GOOOOOLLLLL!!!"
He could remember all his aunties and uncles name, without fail..
And he could easily remember "doa makan" at this age..

And today, he is going for back-packing with Papa.. and to others surprise, they are going to Cambodia.. such a great experience at such a young age.. Mama tak ikut, coz 8 months pregnant.. (accidently.. ooopppsss!)
And he is excited about it..
And I am proud of him..

Dear Danial,
Cik Nana wish u have a safe journey..
May this memorable trip be the start of your priceless steps in the future..
You can appreciate life, love and yourself when you see other side of the world..
One day, may be we can go back-packing together..

Have fun, Danial! And take care...

Love,

Cik Nana

mode : missing Debab.. T_T

Ibu-ibu, Bapak-bapak... Bandung Yuk!! Day 3-4

2011-03-03T10:18:00.007+08:00

... bersambung...

Day 3
Shopping Day!!! memang betul la orang kate, Bandung ni syurga membeli-belah.. we went to Toko Tiga (tempat jual jeans yang original and branded but yet, murah), Pasar Baru (err... boleh la).. and Pak Aep bawak kitorang pegi tempat jual kain ela, kain buat baju kebarung yang bersulam tu yang boleh dibeli borong.. memang jauh lebih murah dari Pasar Baru.. kata Pak Aep, we are the first tourist yang da bawak ke situ.. :) baik kan, Pak Aep ni...

I get myself an original leather handbag jenama Guess... stylo, okay! plus, a boot-style leather shoes.. susah nak cari kat Malaysia.. harga tak sampai RM 100 for each items.. my husbands dah macam kena rasuk hantu shopping, borong leather purse and wallets. recommended : Diana Tas dan Sepatu shop, terletak di kawasan rumah Pak Aep iaitu Cipuduyut...

Next, trip to Saung Angklung.. ini wajib pergi, sebab sangat menghiburkan.. Saung Angklung ni macam ASWARA la.. tempat latihan seni kebudayaan Bandung especially on how to play Angklung and traditional dance.. the youngest student is of 2 years old!! sebaya ngan Danial, anak sedara saya.. dia main Angklung sangat comel, okay!! hahaha... pastu ade traditional dance show, ade wayang kulit.. penghujung acara, dia ajar kite main Angklung and we were given an Angklung each and dapat main lagu guna Angklung tu.. excited sungguh Mr.Sunshine, siap menari-nari lagi.. hahahah!

After that, jalan-jalan sekitar bandar ngan Pak Aep, then off to hotel..

Day 4
Nak balik dah.. awal pagi dah check out, then Pak Aep bawak pegi kedai brownies yang terkenal, Kartika Sari.. so beli la brownies & pisang bollen (cheese) yang dipesan oleh kawan-kawan.. actually, ade satu lagi kedai yang agak sedap dan lebih murah jugak.. Amanda brownies.. saye beli cheese cake, tiramisu cake and some brownies kukus from here...
sementara tunggu flight, banyak lagi masa.. Pak Aep bawak ke Zoo... hahahaha... menarik jugak, tengok binatang-binatang dan burung-burung.. ade burung kakaktua tu, bile kite bagi kacand, dia pandai bukak kulit kacang tu and makan! pastu, dia nak lagi, dia panggil kite "kakak! kakak!" huhuhu... kelakar.. ade video yang husband saya amik.. :)

Then, flight back to Malaysia.. sedih pulak nak berpisah ngan Pak Aep.. Pak Aep pon macam kurang ceria sebab nak berpisah ngan kitorang.. hehehe.. ye ke?! Flight was okay, tapi tido je sepanjang perjalanan sebab penat.. Sampai KLIA, my dad amik and back to home....

Tips : 4 days trip to Bandung is enough.. kalau nak pi ke Jakarta, boleh tambah satu hari lagi.. advisable to buy : jeans, leather, brownies, kain sulam.. worth-buying, really!

p/s : telah berjaya mempengaruhi Ummi dan Adik untuk pegi Bandung jugak.. and they are going to Bandung end of April.. rombongan Cik Lala dan Kak Yah & kawan-kawan, kita nantikan... hehhehe!

Ibu-ibu, Bapak-bapak... Bandung Yuk!! - Day 2

2011-03-03T09:10:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Banyak benda jadi dalam bulan Februari, so saye tak sempat nak update pasal Bandung trip.. ehehe! klise punye alasan!

Okeh.. let's start again..

Hari kedua, Pak Aep nak bawak pegi naik gunung berapi.. so, early in the morning, we started our journey heading to the famous Gunung Tangkuban Parahu (atau dalam bahasa remaja, Gunung Perahu Terlangkup la!).. katanya, kalo tengok dari udara, gunung nampak macam perahu terbalik.. so, tak tahu la.. sebab saye tak nampak dari udara.. Gunung Tangkuban Parahu ni adalah salah satu gunung berapi yang boleh dikira sebagai salah satu yang aktif kat Indonesia.. memang masih keluar la asap berbau sulfur yang tengik dari kawah-kawah kat sini.. Dalam perjalanan naik ke gunung, memang pemandangan sangat cantik.. makin lama, makin sejuk.. silap lak tak bawak jaket / baju sejuk, sebab ingatkan macam Cameron Highland yang dah suam-suam ketiak tu.. tapi tidak.. memang sejuk dan berangin.. Pak Aep dah pesan dari dalam kereta lagi, sampai ke Tangkuban Parahu, jangan sekali-kali beli apa-apa yang penjual picisan kat situ offer... sebab nanti menyesal.. saye ingat pesanan tu, tapi Mr. Sunshine kata dia tak dengar.. kite lihat apa yang berlaku...

Sampai kat puncak, Masya-Allah... memang cantik pemandangan atas gunung.. tapi sedikit tercemar dengan kehadiran penjual-penjual yang boleh cecah 100 lebih orang.. kami sampai dan turun dari kereta, diorang dah start kerumun suruh beli barang-barang.. tapi saye buat dunno je.. Pak Aep pon dah jeling-jeling, tapi tak cakap ape-ape la sebab orang-orang dia yang dok keliling tu.. tetiba je ade sorang mamat ni approach kitorang, katanye nak bawak pi tour sekitar gunung.. okaylah, jalan je lah.. kena bayar ye, bukan free... nothing is free in Tangkuban Parahu.. jengkel jugak la...

Ada Kawah Ratu dan Kawah Domas.. Kawah Ratu ni yang paling besar la tapi dah kurang aktif.. asap yang keluar pon macam asap ubat nyamuk je... Kawah Domas pulak adalah lebih jauh ke bawah dan masih aktif.. nampak la air dalam kawah tu menggelegak lagi, asap yang keluar masih berkepul-kepul.. Such an amazing experience, cuma dicemari dengan penjual-penjual tu...

Saya nak cerita tentang penjual-penjual tu secara specific.. pada saya, kunjungan saya ke Tangkuban Parahu memang tercemar dan menjadi mimpi ngeri (cewah ayat!! macam rock kapak jiwang karat) dek kerana penjual-penjual ni.. dari awal sampai sampai nak balik, diorang akan mengekori setiap langkah kita.. walaupon katanye sorang je jurupandu yang nak bawak kite ke bawah Kawah Domas, tapi dalam 5-10 orang penjual lain akan ikut.. perjalanan nak ke Kawah Domas amik masa dalam sejam jugak berjalan, ala-ala macam jungle trekking la.. ade laluan yang elok cuma kena berhati-hati sebab banyak batu.. takut jatuh. penjual-penjual ni mula "tunjuk" baik dengan pegang lengan husband saya konon-konon tak bagi jatuh la.. pastu bercerita konon-konon hikayat Sangkuriang dan ayahnya, kisah bagaimana Tangkuban Parahu dapat nama.. although saya dah suspicious dengan kebaikan diorang (my husband thought that they are trying to be nice because we are tourists), tapi saya tak suarakan la.. sampai je kat Kawah Domas, diorang offer massage dengan lumpur gunung berapi (sulfur-contained) pada Mr.Sunshine.. memandangkan saya perempuan, so they dare not touch me.. ade la yang offer nak massage kaki sambil rendam dalam air suam tu, tapi katanya kena mintak izin suami dulu.. no way! my husband je yang boleh urut saye, orang lelaki lain tak boleh! slow-slow, diorang akan kerumun kite dan keluarkan barang-barang jualan diorang.. trust me, semua barang-barang tu not worth buying at all!! mahal pulak tu.. berlipat kali ganda daripada harga yang kite boleh dapat kat pasar-pasar kat Bandung.. rase menyesal jugak la turun ke Kawah Domas tu.. my husband ade la beli siket-siket tapi masalahnya, bile beli dari sorang, yang lain pon macam desak-desak suruh beli.. saye memang terus tanak bercakap dan buat tak layan je ngan diorang .. but my husband macam rase tak boleh resist.. macam kena something pulak and beli few things.. kerugian??? memang ade la, tak nafikan.. kami berjalan pulang ke kereta dengan rase jengkel, marah, tak puas hati dan menyampah.. nampak je Pak Aep, saye rase macam nak marah dia sebab tak ikut kitorang.. tapi bukan salah dia pon.. dia dah warning awal-awal.. huhuhuh!!

Turun dari Tangkuban Parahu, memang agak tertekan.. tapi Pak Aep cuba-cuba nak pujuk, dia bawak pegi Hot Spring / Kolam Air Panas.. yang uniknya kat sini, bukan sekadar kolam tapi sungai air panas pon ade! memang best rendam-rendam kaki sambil rehat-rehat.. ramai la yang mandi-mandi kat sungai and kolam.. ade jugak chance nak naik kuda.. hehehe! saya memang dah target, nak naik kuda jugak! husband pon ikut je.. dapat la merasa naik kuda di kawasan tanah tinggi, handle kuda sendiri and keliling kawasan villa kat situ.. memang best! terubat siket kekecewaan.. huhuhu!

Lepas tu, kami pergi makan di satu tempat nama Cikole, dalam perjalanan turun dari Tangkuban Parahu.. tempat ni lagi la menarik! ade macam recreational activities kat sini.. nampak ade flying fox.. heheheh! memula takut la nak try flying fox, so makan je la.. lunch memang best and murah.. lepas makan, tgh macam siap-siap nak balik, saye pon terus decide nak ber-flying fox jugak! hahahha.. husband ikut je, katanya tak terpikir la pulak nak buat aktiviti camtu tapi, why not.. hahaha! best wooo.. harga pon murah, for 2 times flying fox pergi balik.. CUKUP PUAS HATI!

lepas tu dah petang siket.. balik ke hotel dan rehat... sambil-sambil tu, kemas la barang-barang yang tak berapa nak redha dibeli tu.. huhuhuhu..

photos...

Tips : wajib!!! jangan beli ape-ape di Tangkuban Parahu.. memang akan menyesal.. kalau boleh, jangan turun ke Kawah Domas kalau tak kuat iman nak menolak pujukan penjual-penjual tu.. kalau nak turun jugak, make sure simpan duit masingt-masing siap2 dalam kereta / kat hotel..
kalau ade trip ke Hot Spring, bawak la baju untuk mandi-manda.. kami tak bawak, so sangat menyesal okay.. :P
buat la semua aktiviti yang kitorang buat (flying fox, naik kuda) sebab kat Malaysia, takkan dapat yang murah dan berbaloi macam ni...

Take A Break..

2011-02-07T09:09:00.001+08:00

Salam all...

Will take a break for a while from blogging..

Had to settle a lot of things..

Will be back later...

p/s : car-less sebab baru lepas accident...

Ibu-ibu, Bapak-bapak.. Bandung Yuk!! - Day 1

2011-01-25T16:43:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Amboi... lepas first entry of the year, terus tak update blog you... tak consistent, persistent and resistant langsung! Takpelah, yang penting update jugak kan.. ade gak member-member saye yang blog mereka telah didelete kerana tidak active.. hehehe.. kalo tak delete pon, memang bersawang tahap rumah hantu le... ehehe!
jangan marah, Shade & Aserque... :P

Okay la.. sampai kite ke topik sebenar posting kali ini..

Pada tanggal 19 - 22 hb Januari 2011, saye dan En. Suria saye telah pun membuat lawatan sambil belajar (alasan! padahal shopping kan?!) ke negara jiran kite, Indonesia.. bandar yang dipilih adalah Bandung, syurga membeli-belah.. huhuhu.. memang heaven.

Memandangkan saye telah belajar melalui kesilapan masa nak pegi Vietnam dulu, so memang saye telah menanam tekad untuk tidak berjogging pada pagi sebelum pergi.. hehehe..

Day 1 - Rabu (19/1/2011)
Pagi siap-siap pegi ofis.. memang la cuti tapi terpaksa jugak pegi ofis sebab ade in-house clinic.. tak dapat nak cari org ganti.. so, pukul 8am ke Blok E1, tepat jam 9.30am, terus suami amik. Our journey started. Amik ERL untuk ke KLIA. Kali ni naik MAS jugak, sebab beza tiket MAS dengan Airasia hanyalah dalam RM100-200 sahaja. so better la amik MAS. tak untung mana pon kalo amik Airasia..
flight MH 859 tepat pada masa.. ramainye orang nak ke Bandung! ade satu company buat trip ke Bandung jugak.. semua ahli trip pakai t-shirt pink-hitam.. uhuk! kecoh semacam tapi biase la, excited nak gi jalan ramai-ramai kan?!
Mr. Sunshine yang kemas bag.. (yup, my husband sangat particular pasal bag yang nak dibawak).. so we have 1 bag ala-ala pramugari (yang mane dalam tu ade lagi satu.. huhuhu.. taktik di situ!) dan 2 backpacks yang tak berat dan tak penuh.. kali ni saye tak bawak handbag, sebab target nak beli handbag kat Bandung.. bijok kan?! thehehehe..
Flight pukul 12.10am, sampai Bandung pukul 4.30pm waktu di sana (Bandung ni lewat sejam dari Malaysia.. so kalo Msia pukul 5pm, diorang baru pukul 4pm).. ketibaan disambut oleh pihak imigresen Bandung.. ya, bapak-bapak polisi nya ganteng-ganteng jugak! tak macam org Indonesia yang ade kat Msia.. huhuhu!
Keluar dari departure hall, kami disambut oleh Pak Aep, supir merangkap tourist guide kami selama 4 hari mendatang.. ingatkan orangnya berumur, pendek dan boncet! rupa-rupanye.... fuh!!! tinggi lampai ala-ala model, memakai seluar jeans koboi dan.. yaaa... agak ganteng! (jgn risau, Mr. Sunshine.. anda tetap menjadi puuujaaan haatikuuuu... baca ala-ala citer P. Ramlee..)
Pak Aep bawak kami naik Honda Jazz.. fuh! keta import aje... okay, untuk rate kereta ni, kami dah discuss dari sebelum datang lagi.. bayaran untuk kereta + supir + parking fee + minyak adalah berpatutan (bagi saye la..)
Day 1 (Honda Jazz) : Rp 350,000 = RM 120
Day 2 (Suzuki APV) : Rp 450,000 = RM 150
Day 3 (Suzuki APV) : Rp 450,000 = RM 150
Day 4 (Honda Jazz) : Rp 350,000 = RM 120
Total : RM 540 untuk 4 hari beserta supir dan segala macam kemudahan ...

YA LUMAYAN!!!! *lumayan ni adalah perkataan favourite Pak Aep.. huhuhu!*

Hari pertama, kite jalan-jalan siket aje...

Hotel Trio
- kitorang dok sini sebab dapat free voucher 4 hari 3 malam.. top-up just RM 100 je. Hotel ni 3 bintang.. erm.. it's not a good one.. saye tak recommend anda semua duduk hotel ni.. Wifi takde, peti ais rosak.. TV tak best.. aircond tak sejuk.. hhuhuhuhu.. tapi nak buat camane kan, voucher free... redha je la.. husband agak pissed off sebab internet takde.. beli sim-card untuk 3G pon, still tak bagus sgt.. mengecewakan... oleh itu, carik la hotel lain ye..
- check in hotel, then kuar semula dgn pak Aep.. jalan-jalan di kota.. hahahaha! singgah ke muzium, tapi dah nak tutup.. so kitorang pegi la factory outlet..

Factory Outlet
- banyak outlet.. ade yang jual branded clothes.. ade yang jual handbags and shoes.. saye just singgah beli handbags yang orang pesan.. untuk diri sendiri, later la.. takut tak cukup duit.. memandangkan trip kali ni tujuan utama adalah untuk berjalan-jalan, so saye tak bawak cash banyak.. hanya Rp 1,425,000.. (huhuhuhu... tetap jutawan!)

- menjelang senja, pak Aep ajak pegi puncak bukit.. boleh tengok pemandangan seluruh kota Bandung.. katanya, cantik... ikut je lah..
- nak sampai tu agak jauh, tapi memang menarik.. rumah-rumah kat Bandung ni ade jugak yang mewah-mewah tau! fuh... kagum! on the way ke puncak, dapat tengok kebun sayur, pemandangan cantik..

- sampai ke kedai makan atas bukit.. masya-Allah, kagum! memang cantik pemandangan.. ade nampak gunung-gunung.. pemandangan waktu senja memang mendamaikan (fuh.. syaiton berkeliaran!) banyak kedai-kedai makan tepi jalan atas bukit.. konsep nya, makan bersila atas tikar sambil menikmati keindahan pemandangan.. udara fresh dan sejuk... makanan pon sedap.. kami makan makanan Sunda.. memang murah!! 3 orang makan, dengan minum air kelapa... hanyalah Rp 57,000 (RM 19)... lauk memang best!

- lepas makan, balik hotel.. rehat dan plan untuk trip esok.. tido!!! ZZZZZZ......

tips :
survey dulu hotel kat internet.. Bandung banyak hotel yang best, boleh dapat dgn harga yang murah.. makanan kat Bandung murah-murah.. so jangan takut nak masuk restoran yang nampak mahal.. warning : JANGAN MAKAN MAKANAN KAT TEPI JALAN... kebersihan tidak terjamin ye...
shopping kat factory outlet is not bad.. cuma, kalo nak carik leather wallet / handbags / shoes, ade tempat lain yang lebih menarik.... TUNGGUUUUUUU....

tentang pak Aep : kenal kat Bandung.. memang simple and menarik orangnye.. dia bagi tips yang berguna untuk pelancong macam kite.. kat mana yang mahal.. kat mana yang murah nak shopping.. ape yg perlu buat kat mana.. bawak kitoarng ke tempat yang jarang orang Malaysia pergi, tapi memang best! sabar dgn kitorang and sangat helpful.. kite shopping banyak, dia tolong pegangkan barang.. memang best! highly recommended to those yang nak ke Bandung..

First Entry Of The Year.. Wuhooo!

2011-01-04T15:18:00.004+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim….
Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Aik.. dah masuk 2011? Rase macam baru je masuk 2010..
Anyway, this is my first entry in 2011. Orang akan berbicara fasal azam baru atau secara omputihnye, new resolution.. alahai, tahun lepas punye resolution pon saye lupa.. ahah! Blame my forgetfulness..

Saye takde azam baru yang mahu saye kongsi bersama.. Tapi saye ade beberapa perkara yang perlu saye usahakan.. Not specifically in year 2011, but I give myself duration of one year to try to achieve these targets.. Takyah banyak-banyak le, buat semak otak je nanti.. Kalo setakat azam “nak jadi orang yang lebih baik dari tahun lepas” tu, tak payah le.. sebab ade ke orang yang berazam nak jadi lagi teruk dari sebelumnya? Yang itu, SYAITON yang dilaknat la jawabnye.. here goes :

1) Try to conceive – but again, with Allah’s permission.. try punye try tapi Allah tak izinkan lagi, tak menjadi jugak kan.. kalau ditentukan tak dapat jugak, maka next year punye resolution would change..

2) Polish my cooking skill – hahaha! Memandangkan sekarang sudah banyak masa untuk memasak, maka perkara ini perlu dititik-beratkan, tak boleh dititik-ringankan.. setakat ni, Berjaya la buat Triffle @ Keindahan Tiga Tingkat (bak kata Hanis Zalikha).. it upon hasil panduan dari blog Auntie Nani Rostam, iaitu mak nye si Hanis Zalikha tu… Husband kate, not bad.. Cuma ade room for improvement (sebab guna sponge cake yang dah sedia manis, so the whole triffle jadi super-sweet.. except when hubby removed the cake-layer..)

Home-made Triffle @ Keindahan Tiga Tingkat

Bihun Tomyam yang saye buat banyak gile lauk, bukan setakat bawang besar dan serai je..

3) To make more money – makanya, perlu bekerja keras sedikit dalam bisnes Score A.. ni memang lubuk berlian untuk mereka yang mencari cara mendapatkan good side-income.. tak tipu, memang berkesan! Cuma kena tukar mind-set jadi minda 10 percent…

4) Pursue study – last year (2010), tak apply master sebab kononnya baru tukar tempat kerja (dari clinical ke non-clinical).. so nak rileks skejap dan dapatkan momentum (cewah, perkataan!) kat tempat kerja baru.. this year ahead, I am ready to face the new challenges and learn new things..

5) Nak maintain berat badan 50kg and below – jangan terkejut sekalian, tapi inilah perkara yang membimbangkan diriku semenjak dua menjak ni.. saye tak pernah cecah 50kg sebelum ni, sampailah balik dari Vietnam.. timbang je, tengok-tengok…. 50.5 kg!!!! arggghhh!!! Patut la badan rase berat semacam.. terus jadi paranoid, rase perut makin buncit la.. telinga makin besar la.. pipi makin tembam la.. baju banyak dah tak muat nak pakai la… pastu, everyday pon kena timbang berat badan, sementelah benda penimbang tu ade dalam bedroom.. Oleh yang demikian (ceh.. ayat SPM Bahasa Melayu Kertas 2 la pulak), perkara ini akan menjadi KPI saye untuk tahun 2011!.. huh.. Menteri Kesihatan kate dia punye KPI tahun lepas tak tercapai sebab kes denggi makin naik.. maka saye nak cadangkan pada dia, KPI tahun ini adalah :
MEMASTIKAN BERAT DR. HANIN FARHANA TIDAK MELEBIHI 50 KG SEPANJANG TAHUN!

Hidup Harimau Malaya !!! (eh.. tetiba pulak keluar tajuk!)..

p/s : ehem... tetiba nak claim suruh tukar Harimau Malaya jadi Harimau Malaysia pulak.. lain kali, buat la research sket.. Harimau Malaya tu sejenis spesis harimau kat hutan Malaysia nih.. anda nak tukar nama rimau tu,(konon semangat Satu Malaysia la kan..) anda kena tanya orang yang memula bagi nama kat rimau tuh...
huh.. jengkel dengan kenyataan orang yang bercakap untuk kepentingan sendiri.. orang lain punye kejayaan, bagi la sokongan.. takyah la nak claim lebih-lebih suruh tukar nama ke ape..

Things That I Can't Express...

2010-12-27T13:03:00.003+08:00

T_T

p/s : Congratulations, my friends...

Vietnam Oh Vietnam - Final Episode

2010-12-23T09:25:00.003+08:00

... bersambung...
okay, nak habis dah...

Day 4
Trip hari ni ke Mekong Delta.. naik bas dari hotel ke pelabuhan ape ntah.. dalam 2 jam journey, then dari pelabuhan nak bit macam nak pi Pulau Perhentian tu.. pastu, bile dah sampai ke kampung kecik-kecik tepi sungai tu, baru la naik sampan yang 4 org je boleh naik tu.. overall, satisfying.. maybe kalau orang bandar yang tak pernah naik sampan and masuk kampung yang betul-betul kampung (macam husband saye.. hiks!) so it would be an adventurous experience.. pada saye, okay-okay je sebab saye pernah naik bot lagi lama ke Kampung Bantal, Jerantut.. encounter kampung-kampung yang lagi daif.. yang best nye, sempat kenal ngan sorang back-packers from Germany.. nama dia Katherine... umur 24 tahun, single.. travel sorang-sorang around Vietnam for 3 weeks.. boleh tak??!! kagum.. kagum.. pastu, dia lupa dia dah kenalkan diri kat kitorang masa dalam bas, dia kenalkan diri lagi skali masa kat salah satu kampung tu, bagitahu nama dia Kacha pulak.. hahahha! maybe nama pendek kot.. yang tak best pulak, kat kampung-kampung yang kitorang berenti tu, banyak sangat anjing.. sesungguhnya saye ni penakut sket ngan binatang2 ni.. anjing tu pulak selamba je jalan-jalan sekeliling kitorang macam takde pape yang berlaku je.. padahal saye dah nak menangis tahan seriau...

Balik hotel dalam pukul 5pm.. After maghrib, kuar makan kat VN Halal dan beli bag Deuter, sebab tak muat dah bag yang dah sedia ada.. pastu, tersambung shopping last kopek.. hahhahah!! esok nak balik dah, so kena la buat pusingan terakhir... kalo tak, menyesal....

Day 5
Time to go back.. Flight pukul 10.30am waktu Vietnam.. plan nak bertolak ke Airport pukul 8am, tapi memandangkan ade dua pasang baju yang saye tempah kat kedai tepi hotel tu tak sempat nak siap semalam, so kena la pi amik dulu baju-baju tu..
Kat Ho Chi Minh City ni, kedai baju dia boleh siapkan baju dalam tempoh 24 jam.. tapi kadang-kadang terlajak jugak sampai 2 hari.. mine, 36 jam untuk 2 pasang baju.. not bad.. harga??? reasonable and sebenarnye agak murah banding ngan kualiti jahitan dan masa yang cepat.. seriously.. memang kemas jahitan dia.. cantik dan just nice untuk badan saye.. saye tempah baju kurung moden (kain chiffon + satin) dan kebaya labuh (Vietnam silk)... pastu pulak, makcik yang jahit butang dan hook kain tu, ade la dalam 60-70 tahun umur dia.. tapi masuk benang dalam jarum macam takde masalah pon.. tak pakai specs pon.. pergh!!!! kagum... Ummi saye yang umur 53 tahun tu pon kena pakai specs kalo nak jahit baju...

Then, check out hotel dan naik cab Vinasun, tambang USD 9 (RM 28) dari hotel ke airport... lepak kat airport lepas check-in sambil tengok kisah dokumentari kat TV pasal investigation kapal terbang terhempas.. tak sesuai betul tayang kisah tu kat airport! Airplane on time datang, then sampai KLIA dalam pukul 1.30pm... lega..

Abah jemput kat airport, sebab bag bertambah.. pergi hari tu, ade 2 bag je.. balik, jadi 4 bag.. MAGIC!! TENG!! sampai rumah Ummi, sessi membuka asil belian kat sana.. adik-adik and Ummi pilih baju.. Abe and Kak Sue pon ade.. Si Danial debab tu pon ade.. pakai baju Vietnam tu, pastu tanak bukak sebab nak pi main kat taman pakai baju tu..

Begitulah kisahnya perjalanan ke Vietnam yang penuh dengan aktiviti.. dan shopping.. dan shopping... huhuhu!!

gambar pulak...

tips : kalau nak tempah baju, better tempah on first / second day datang.. sebab walaupon dia janji siap dalam 24 jam, tapi boleh exceed ke 48 jam.. memang berbaloi tempah baju kat sini sebab kualiti bagus.. bayaran pon reasonable.. ade yang amik only USD 8 (RM 25) sepasang, tapi baju siap dalam 2 hari.. okay la tuh, sebab kat Bangi hari tu, kata siap 2 minggu tapi akhirnya sebulan baru siap.. bayar RM 60 same jugak, takde kurang...

p/s : tamat sudah.. ceita lain pulak nanti....

Vietnam Oh Vietnam - Part 4

2010-12-22T09:52:00.004+08:00

...bersambung...
ape ke banyak siri kali ni??

Day 3
Hari ni pi Chu Chi Tunnel... naik van ke sana.. join dengan org Malaysia yang stay satu hotel ngan kitorang.. ade la dalam 15 orang incuding us.. journey ke Kampung Chu Chi dari bandar Ho Chi Minh adalah 45minit ke sejam.. sepanjang perjalanan, borak-borak ngan husband and tido! hahahaha!! bile husband tido, saye pon tido..
Sejarah sikit.. Chu Chi ni sebenarnya satu perkampungan di pinggir Vietnam, bersempadan dengan Myanmar dan Laos.. al-kisah, masa perang lawan Amerika dulu, geng-geng Komunis Vietnam (a.k.a Viet Cong) telah masuk dalam hutan dekat Chu Chi ni dan mula merancang serang balas.. so, orang-orang kampung Chu Chi ni pon menyokong diorang dengan provide tenaga dan sumber makanan.. diorang pon buat underground tunnel yang macam rumah semut tu, untuk memudahkan persembunyian.. so, bile askar Amerika serang diorang, tetiba je diorang hilang.. so confuse la Amerika jahanam tu sebab tadi nampak macam banyak orang.. ahahaha! Saye telah memberanikan diri masuk ke tunnel tu, alah, 20 meter je.. memang sempit la.. tu pon diorang dah besarkan siket untuk pelancong try.. kalo tidak, memang muat-muat badan diorang yang sememangya slim dan lean itu..

Dalam hutan tempat diorang sembunyi tu, banyak jenis perangkap (jenis cucuk-cucuk punye) yang diorang set-up.. not only that, diorang kutip missile / peluru / bom yang dah atau belum meletup yang dibedil (wah bahasa! dibedil tuuuu..) oleh Amerika dan diorang proses jadi diorang punye bom dan periuk api sendiri.. kreatif dok?! semua ni dorang buat secara sorok-sorok la.. memang tabik spring dengan kesungguhan orang Vietnam nak lawan penjajah.. agaknya, perjuangan pahlawan Tanah Melayu dulu gini jugak le kot..

Sempat la makan ubi kayu bakar.. pergh!! memang eksotik la rase dia.. sebab tu makanan survival kan.. saye rase la, kalo omputih tu dipaksa makan ubi kayu bakar sahaja selama seminggu, mahu meroyan diorang.. al-maklumlah.. tak biasa! kesimpulannya, orang Asia memang kuat.. survival kuat, makan pon kuat.. hahaha! lari tajuk di situ..

Dalam pukul 2 ptg, balik ke hotel.. aktiviti seterusnya, shopping!!! ahahah.. kali ni, ajak husband pi cari kedai jubah lycra bermanik penuh yang telah dicadangkan oleh ofismate saye.. memula husband macam keberatan, sebab dah penat kot.. tapi saye nak jugak pergi, sebab memang nak sangat beli baju jubah yang cantik tu!! husband pon ikut je, dengan sedikit pesanan "jangan over-spend.."

Cari punye cari, jumpa la tempat tu : Minh Collection... memang dah rambang mata, sebab banyak design cantik dan manik yang berlip-lap.. fuh!!!! syurga dunia... heheheh.. memula saye je belek.. skali husband pon ikut sama membelek.. sekali, dia yang beli banyak!!! ahahahah! nak bagi adik-adik and Ibu.. puas hati la dengan pilihan, cuma rase macam nak lagi..
Oh ya.. oleh kerana husband saye sangat suka ngan jubah-jubah lycra manik cun itu, kami dah order dalam 40-50 pasang untuk dijual di Malaysia dengan harga berpatutan... hari tu survey kat shopping mall, jubah dari material yang sama, dengan manik yang kurang sket dari kitorang beli, harga adalah RM 200 lebih!! haaa... jubah yang takde manik langsung pon, dia letak harga paling murah pun RM 120.. insya-Allah, baju yang kami order akan sampai dalam minggu ni.. harga yang kami akan letak adalah jauh lebih murah dari yang kami tengok kat shopping mall tu... so, rajin-rajin la jenguk blog saye / facebook saye@ husband..

Oh ye, kitorang baru jumpa restoran halal dekat ngan hotel.. just a walking distance of 3-5 minutes.. VN Halal namanye.. makanan okay, harga cekik darah.. hahaha! tapi tak kisah le, asalkan halal...

Okay.. gambar....

tips : better survey dulu tempat makan yang halal kat Ho Chi Minh.. boleh dapat yang murah / reasonable, kalo rajin mencari.. masalah kitorang adalah, malas nak berjalan jauh-jauh... huhuhu... lagi satu, nak pegi mane-mane untuk jalan-jalan, bawak la botol mineral saiz kecik tu.. sebab toilet diorang slalunye takde paip.. so, SURVIVAL!! unless anda tak kisah untuk lap je selepas membuat "bisnes" kecik mahu pun besar..

p/s : tak boring ke baca banyak2 siri??? kalo tak, saye sambung.. kalo dah boring, saye stop.. uhuk!!

Vietnam Oh Vietnam - Part 3

2010-12-17T16:35:00.005+08:00

... bersambung...

Day 2
First, nak kena remind sape yang nak pi jalan-jalan ke Vietnam.. kalo nak jimat BANYAK (really mean it..), amik le pakej nak pi jalan-jalan sekitar Ho Chi Minh kat Vietnam.. kalau booking terus dari Malaysia, besar kemungkinan kita diketuk dengan hebatnye.. okay.. bandingkan ye.. harga tour 5 hari di Vietnam yang saya dapat melalui pakej dari tour group kat Malaysia, yang paling murah pun, RM1350 sorang (include 3 star hotel).. last-last, saye ngan husband gamble je, pegi and booking hotel melalui internet.. pastu tour amik kat hotel.. surprisingly, memang harga jauh-jauh lebih murah banding ngan kat Malaysia.. so, this was our schedule and price..

Day 2: City tour around Ho Chi Minh (War Museum, Post Office, Reunification Palace and bla bla bla..) dari pagi sampai petang.. price : USD 11 sorang (RM 35)
Day 3: Chu Chi Tunnel (a must visit place).. half day.. price : USD 8 sorang (RM 25)
Day 4: Mekong Delta (errr... setakat naik bot dan pegi kampung2 diorang le) price: USD 12 sorang(RM 38)..

All this include the makan-makan... so, banyak beza la antara RM 1350 dengan RM 98 (hotel yang kitorang duduk pon lebih kurang RM 557).. So, amik la tour trip kat sana.. highly recommended is Hotel Asian Ruby 2...

Okay, back to the trip... First, kitorang pegi War Museum.. hmmm... sangat menyedihkan kalo tengok gambar-gambar masa perang Amerika-Vietnam dulu.. memang kejam diorang ni, bunuh orang Vietnam macam Israel bunuh orang Palestin la... sedih sangat tengok.. ade gak tunjuk bayi-bayi yang cacat dan mati dalam kandungan yang telah diawetkan.. diorang mati dan cacat sebab kesan Agent Orange, sejenis bahan kimia beracun yang digunakan sebagai bom beracun oleh Amerika... sadis!

Then, pegi Pagoda la, tokong Cina la, Post-office, Reunification Palace dan lain-lain lagi.. overall, it was a good trip sebab tour-guide kitorang tu sangat informative & mesra alam..

Balik hotel dalam pukul 4-5pm.. rehat jap then pi makan dan.. SHOPPING!! hahahah...

okay, sambung next time.. huhuh... banyaknye siri..

* perasan tak blogskin saye dah tukar???
theeehehhhehhe....

Mai Ka Penang!!! Score A Program..

2010-12-16T13:46:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

Ahah! Iklan sekejap...
Just nak buat pengumuman..
Team Score A (group KMD) akan ke Penang!!
Sape2 yang dok Penang, jemput datang ke USM..
Preview talk, percuma...
Bukan senang ni!!
Peluang tak datang bergolek..
Sape nak anak pandai, (insya-Allah) jemput datang...
Tak rugi, malahan untung berganda-ganda...
Ajak ramai-ramai...

p/s : Nanti saye cerita pasal Score A...
hihihi... terjumpa lubuk berlian!
Alhamdulillah...

Vietnam Oh Vietnam - Part 2

2010-12-15T15:33:00.004+08:00

....bersambung....

Cett!! hangat-hangat tahi ayam.. azam dalam hati nak sambung al-kisah pada hari berikutnye... uhuk!

Day 1
Bangun pagi-pagi, promise ngan Hubby nak pi jogging same-same.. ahahaha! maklum le, sebelum ni ajak dia jogging tapi kesudahannya ber'jogging' atas katil... alasan : weekend je la nak bangun lewat and rehat-rehat.. huhuh! alasan tak leh blah! Maka kami berdua pon pegi jogging kat taman atas bukit.. pergh!! siap atur langkah macam masuk jogathon nih.. tanak kalah, laju jugak le.. Mr. Sunshine ikut je, sebab melihat semangat juang yang tinggi dalam diri isteri yang terchenta.. alamak!! lupa nak warm-up.. ah, blasah!

Lepas jogging, pekena nasi kerabu sedap kat flat Presint 9.. budu lebih, kak! eheh.. Pukul 11am, dah siap-siap barang semua angkut dalam keta menuju ke rumah parents kat Presint 9.. Abah hantar ke ERL, naik tren laju tu ke KLIA.. flight scheduled pukul 2.45pm, tapi pukul 12.15 dah tercegat kat KLIA.. check-in, then lepak2 kat Plaza Premium Lounge guna VIP card Mr. Sunshine.. makan2 dan makan2 lagi.. adeh, kaki dah start nak cramp! erk...

Cardigan dark brown tercicir kat airport... huhuhu! sedih betul since it was my only favourite cardigan... Mr. Sunshine kelam kabut cari balik, sebab dia yang hilangkan.. tak jumpa.. ah! halal je la... dalam hati, tak bestnye.. :(..
Flight on time, alhamdulillah.. journey of 1 hour 45 minutes was a pleasant one, with good food served on MAS airplane.. tido dan tido dan tido.. adeh!! blakang plak start sakit.. huhuhu.. nyesal tak warm-up.. peringatan : berjogging pada hari nak travel adalah sangat tak digalakkan...

Sampai Ho Chi Minh airport, amik cab and off to Asian Ruby 2 Hotel.. dalam half an hour, price : USD 7 = RM22.40. Check in hotel, not bad.. bilik sesuai, selesa dan friendly & good-looking receptionist (he's married, anyway).. hotel sangat dekat dengan semua tempat.. the famous Ben Thanh market, night market, city centre and what not..

Rehat kejap and solat.. then husband ajak jalan-jalan.. belum makan lagi, sebab kenyang makan dalam flight tadi.. masuk Ben Thanh market, nak tutup dah diorang ni.. ade minah Vietnam panggil2 suruh beli kain.. not bad la kain tu, cantik.. terbeli 2 pasang... harga memang reasonable.. satu kain dah jadi baju, satu kain lagi bagi Ummi.. then, night market nak start.. diorang nak pasang gerai-gerai ni, berarak ramai-ramai kat jalanraya macam ade satu pesta le pulak.. tapi kagum la ngan kerajinan dan determination diorang ni.. argh, lepak jap tepi jalan minum air kelapa fresh! Husband suke sangat, sebab memang manis and isi lembut kelapa muda.. tak macam kat Msia yang kelapa tua dah boleh buat santan pon dia jual bagi minum jugak.. fuh... lega!

Jalan-jalan dalam night market, ingat tanak beli pape lagi sebab nak survey je dulu... sekali, husband nampak kedai baju yang cantik and murah! Husband macam kena rasuk hantu shopping, beli banyak gile macam nak bukak kedai.. nasib baik bawak back-pack yang kosong.. saye pon terpaksa la buffer husband, dengan membeli beberapa pasang baju kurung manik-manik dengan harga lebih kurang RM 55 (kalo kat Malaysia, mahu kena ketuk sampai RM150).. manik memang cantik design dia.. kain cotton pon sedap pakai.. argh!! takleh jadi ni.. nanti habis duit semua, just on the first day!
Tarik tangan Mr. Sunshine.. "jom balik!" sambil memejamkan mata supaya tak nampak segala godaan menarik kat market tuh. Okay. Tipu.

Balik hotel, makan Maggi (huhuhhu).. mandi dan siap-siap tido..
Adeh!! sakit blakang la... Husband tolong massage chop-chop kat blakang badan sebab tak tahan sangat sakit..
Tak sedar pkul berapa tertido..... zzzzzz....

Pengajaran siri pertama : tak usah lah kamu semua nak tunjuk hebat berjogging tanpa warm-up dengan kelajuan ala-ala masuk jogathon, kalau akhirnya merana kat negara orang sebab sakit urat.. nak beli koyok, takde jual pulak.. nak pi rumah urut, tak sempat sebab banyak benda menarik yang perlu dibeli.. eh.. dibuat.. seeloknya, bawak le bekal ubat sket kalo nak travel.. huh.. nama je doctor, tapi ubat satu pon tak bawak..

....sambung next time...

Vietnam Oh Vietnam

2010-12-13T16:20:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum...

Ahah!! Jangan tak tahu ye.. saye dan suami bercuti secara "syyyhhhh!" ke Vietnam.. al-maklumlah, kite kan selalu ditinggalkan suami, so ade masa terluang kena la pegi cuti-cuti sekejap..

Plan asal, nak pergi Bandung.. tapi apakan daya, Mr. Sunshine sign off dari kapal betul-betul on the day flight kami ke Bandung.. tapi ade hikmah juga, sebab time tu Gunung Merapi baru je memuntahkan debu-debu beracun.. selang sehari, katanye effect debu tu dah sampai ke Bandung.. thus, I can say that everything happen for a good reason...

Lepas habis menyiapkan rumah dan segala benda yang penting, terpikir nak pegi jalan oversea jugak.. maklumlah, secara formal nya, saye tak pernah pi jalan-jalan kat negara luar dari Malaysia.. okay, tipu! pernah la dua kali.. pertama, masa skolah rendah pi Siam / Thailand.. tu pon scary gile, sebab ikut jalan sungai and kena lalu Sungai Golok tu.. takde passport takde ape.. macam penyeludup je rasa.. kunjungan ke seberang masa tu sebab nak melawat sedara-mara Abah yang ?sakit kot.. tak ingat le.. teringat peristiwa naik jip dok kat belakang.. rambut kusut masai sebab angin kuat, dah la tak pakai tudung lagi (masa tu sekolah rendah, okay..).. sampai je kat Kelantan semula, rambut yang kusut tu takleh nak leraikan.. terpaksa la gunting.. :(
Kali kedua, pegi ke Singapore masa Matriks UIA.. time tu ikut geng Rebutia buat program ngan budak-budak skolah kat sana.. tapi tak aci, sebab just duduk dalam dewan sahaja.. tak keluar jalan-jalan langsung.. pergi hari sabtu, balik KL hari ahad... tak adventure..

Eh.. lari topik sudah.. Balik semula ke topik asal..

Perbincangan awal ngan Mr. Sunshine, nak pegi Beijing.. nak rase la naik Great Wall of China.. Nak pegi Forbidden City / Palace.. skali tengok tiket + pakej.. mak oi!!!! RM 25++ sorang, tak termasuk tiket.. CANCEL!!! rasa sedih gile, sebab macam tak tercapai je hasrat nak pi jalan-jalan obersi... :(

Skali, terdengar-dengar cerita ceriti ofismates yang baru balik dari Ho Chi Minh.. diorang pegi beramai-ramai and guna tour package.. katenye murah.. nak shopping kat sana best.. nak jalan-jalan pon best.. check ticket, flight pergi balik kalo naik Airasia just RM450 sorang... hari tu jugak bagitahu husband.. husband usha-usha tiket MAS, dapat le yang reasonable.. decide nak ke Ho Chi Minh! bestnye!!!

Buat apa kat Ho Chi Minh??

Jalan-jalan ke mana??

Best ke??

Ikuti kisah selanjutnya... ehehehehe!

beli kasut baru, semata-mata nak jalan2.. uhuk!

Welcome To My House

2010-11-26T08:59:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya dah dapat duduk rumah baru.. :) after husband balik, memang the whole time was focused on preparing our new house.. nak beli furnitures lagi, itu lagi, ini lagi.. ye lah, kat Kuantan dulu kami duduk rumah yang fully furnished.. just beli peti ais and washing machine je.. thus, for this house, kena la beli baru jugak.. walaupon rumah kuarters kerajaan, tapi nak la rase homely jugak.. :)

Ideas of decorating came from my husband and I, family members, a fren of hubby whom happened to be an ID, and also from all the magazines ID yang saye beli.. no specific concept but we want it to be clean and simple.. not so crowded with all the furnitures.. cosy and comfy..

House warming were attended by families, neighbours and friends.. About 120-150 attended... Thanks to all... Walaupon penat, tapi puas hati sebab dapat jumpa semua dan dapat jamu makan.. :)

Next plan : JALAN-JALAN... where to??? Rahsia....

Happy Birthday, Danial...

2010-10-20T15:59:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

For the last two weeks, saye telah bertukar menjadi seorang “minah” rempit.. hehehe.. my husband bawak kereta pi Kuantan Port supaya senang dia nak keluar bandar or pegi mane-mane.. thus, saye telah mendapat peluang merempit dengan Apih, kebetulan pulak dia buat elective posting di Hospital Putrajaya.. memandangkan dia naik motor besar, maka tercapai la hasrat saye untuk merasa naik motor besar.. hahaha.. first day, menggigil kaki mase atas motor.. maklumlah, tak pernah naik motor besar… tapi yang bestnye, memang sampai office awal and cepat.. tak perlu nak tension stuck dalam jam.. perjalanan dari rumah ke office yang selalunye makan masa 20-30 minit (sebab jam, okay.. padahal jarak tak sampai 10km), dapat dikurangkan kepada 5-10 minit sahaja.. memang berbaloi.. hehehe! Thinking of buying a motorbike and ride it with Mr. Sunshine, but unfortunately, my husband also don’t know how to ride motorbike.. hehehe.. kena belajar ke..?

On 16th October, Saturday, Danial punye Hari Sukan nursery.. Nursery je, okay.. tapi penyokong dari Ipoh pon turun berduyun-duyun.. hehehe… HEBAT!! Kebetulan pulak, it was his 2nd birthday… so everybody was so excited.. sepatutnya, Danial masuk acara “carik gula-gula dalam tepung” tapi last minute cancel.. mungkin dikhuatiri Danial hilang focus lalu menyuruh Papa-nye bukak gula-gula yang dia jumpa dan seterusnya kalah percuma.. hehehe! Walau bagaimanapun, cikgu nursery Danial telah mencalonkan Danial dalam acara “memasukkan bola dalam bakul” yang ternyata lebih mencabar! Pergh.. Danial yang baru masuk 2 tahun pada hari tersebut tetiba dikerah masuk acara untuk kanak-kanak 3 tahun.. isk isk isk.. sangat la melangkaui batas kemanusiaan normal.. tapi, berbekalkan semangat “GOMO KELATE GOMO” yang telah pun menang besar pada malam sebelumnya, membelasah The Red Giant (Giant ker??) 3-0, Danial memulakan acara dengan bergaya.. hehehe.. lihat saja jersey pasukan The Red Warrior yang dipakai oleh Danial.. orang lain semua pakai baju putih, seluar ungu.. hahaha! Memang HEBAT!! Tambahan pulak, Danial dibantu oleh “personal coach” yang tak jemu-jemu memberi semangat walaupun pada permulaan tu, Danial dah nampak terganggu siket.. tapi berkat sokongan padu semua Opah, Atuk, Nenek, Abah Tok, dan Papa serta uncles and aunties, Danial berjaya menamatkan saingan di tempat ke-empat.. Okay lah tu! Dia baru umur 2 tahun, budak-budak lain semua 3 tahun… huhuhu.. Danial pon macam nak bagi chance kat budak-budak lain je, sebab tu dia lari secara terkedek-kedek.. sebenarnya, dia boleh lari laju lagi.. saje tanak tunjuk skill.. :P tamat acara, ade suara seorang bapa kepada peserta tetiba melaung “takpelah Danial kalah pon, Kelantan dah menang besar semalam!” hehehe.. itu yang kite mahu!

Sebelah malam, acara makan-makan di tempat wajib keluarga. D’Tasik Seafood. Kehadiran seramai 21 orang menggemparkan restoran atas tasik buatan itu.. Yang penting, semua tak sabar nak makan sebab dah lapar.. Pemotongan birthday cake Danial berbentuk Barney yang dibuat dari jelly memulakan acara makan-makan.. dengan muka nakal, Danial telah memotong kaki Barney , lalu menyuap dalam mulutnya.. kemudian lutut Barney pulak kena.. Danial masih tak puas hati, sebelah tangan Barney dipotong.. lantas, pisau cuba dirampas oleh Mama Danial.. lalu Danial bersuara, “nak potong perut Barney, nak keluarkan baby” sambil mencucuk perut buncit Barney… erk!! Adakah anak saudaraku seorang bakal doctor??? Hahahaha!!! Semua orang gelak.. ape ke hal nye pulak Barney ni jadik pompuan?.. mengandung pulak tu.. isk isk isk.. Danial, Danial.. tak tahu la kalo dah umur 3 tahun nanti camane.. lagi banyak mengomel kot.. dah lah nak dapat adik tahun depan… Hadiah istimewa dari Cik Nana and Papa Ngah adalah canvas dari The Perfect Canvas… smart, kan?!

Kek Barney sebelum "dibelasah"

Kek barney yang sedang "dibelasah"

Kesian Barney, kena belah perut

Canvas dari Cik Nana & Papa Ngah

Danial ade dapat hadiah dari Mak Uda n Pak Uda, berupa kapal terbang mainan yang ade pemegang dan mengeluarkan bunyi dan lampu apabila digelek.. punye suka budak tu main, sampai lupa nak meragam.. tapi malang, akibat kerakusan Danial bermain benda alah tu, pemegang @ tongkat mainan tu terlucut lalu masuk elok-elok je dalam lubang longkang.. tak sampai sejam dapat main ngan benda tu, okay.. sah-sah la takleh nak amik balik, kan?! lantas Danial mula menunjukkan tanda-tanda nak meragam.. hahaha!

To my cheeky and macho Danial Harith Bin Hazim, happy birthday.. semoga jadi anak yang soleh dan bijak.. Nak jadi doctor macam Ayoh Pih?? kena la tinggal puting tu.. hahahaha... Cik Nana love you very much, walaupon Danial selalu tanak kawan Cik Nana..

Sayang sangat, Papa Ngah dia takde skali ... tapi takpe, Danial tetap "tanak kawan Pa Ngah!!" hahaha...

Entry 3: My Life...

2010-10-13T16:09:00.001+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

"Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday."
~Don Marquis~

There the saying goes.. Hehehe.. I have been procrastinating in doing this.. But, it's okay because this is not the matter of life or death.. Takde le pulak sape-sape yang terbunuh atau cedera parah sebab tak dapat update baru dalam blog ni, kan?! So, I forgive myself for that.. (hahaha! ade ke camni ek..)

These few weeks has been a busy hectic working @ course period.. Every week, ade je meeting @ courses to attend.. thus, explained the delay of this update..

Anyway, just would like to update regarding my fren in "Entry 2: Her Story".. alhamdulillah, she will be transferred soon, near to her husband.. hope that can improve their relationship..

Hmmm.. past 1-2 weeks, I received good news of those around me... what else... they are pregnant.. Kind of hurt. Yes, I am happy with the news.. but it's really hard to smile and celebrate the joy, whereas deep inside I am badly hurt.. once or twice, I think I could still hold it.. but then, the subsequent news were too hard for me to stop my tears from rolling down.. Bukan saye tak bersyukur, bukan saye tak bersabar.. saye tahu, Allah dah tetapkan rezeki masing-masing.. tapi, salah ke untuk saye berasa sedih?? but don't worry, usually the teary part would only be temporary.. nangis kejap je.. cuma, luka dalam hati tu macam susah sket nak handle.. I think I became more fragile.. I woke up in the morning feeling alone.. I hate that.. Urgh.. I have to keep myself occupied with works and etc etc etc... But back home, the feeling creeping in.. I need my other half, but he's not there... I can't tell what I want to tell there and then.. I need to wait, and later I forget about it.. But no, it doesn't go away just like that.. It accumulated in my sub-conscious mind and disturbed my sleep... Once, I woke up in the morning and realized that my pillow was wet with tears.. I didn't even remember crying in my sleep!

I know what I need... But unfortunately....

p/s : Earlier, I wished to share my "rempit" moment... but I think, it's better for me to stop now.. maybe next time.. maybe...

Entry 3: My Story

2010-09-28T09:56:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum...

Allamak.. sebenarnye hari ni turn saye nak cerita kisah saye pulak.. tapi kena pergi kursus ke Melaka untuk 3 hari.. so tangguh dulu lah ye...
Hehehehe.. Alasan betul la.. cliche! :-P *naughty smile*

p/s: weekend akan datang ni sangat menarik!!
Dr. Asma' kite nak walimah!! hehehe.. saye ade hadiah "spesel" untuk enti..
Mr.Sunshine saye pon akan berlabuh di Kuantan Port dalam 2-3 hari lagi..
Menariknye!!! Alhamdulillah...

Entry 2 : Her Life

2010-09-27T08:53:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaykum..

Initially, I promised myself to put this entry yesterday, as I want my 3 entries (insya-Allah) to be in three straight days.. Anyway, please forgive me for that..

I have a friend.. back from university. We were not really close then, but few activities put us in a common situation.. We didn't really talk to each other that much but sometimes, she would come to me to talk about her problem, or just to share her anxiety about study and exams and stuff like that..

She got married earlier than me.. and she was really really proud about that. I didn't know why, then.. but from a closer friend, I finally knew that this friend of mine would always do things like I did.. trying to change herself to be like me.. but yet, we were not that close.. in fact, I would always try to avoid her as much as I could since we couldn't get along that well... I don't know.. I just couldn't be that close with her for a long period.. unlike other friends of mine like Asma', Shade, Maton and etc..

We seldom talk to each other, too.. She invited me to her wedding, but I couldn't attend because I was on-call.. and then, I invited her to my wedding but she was busy with her stuff as well.. few months later, she called me, just to inform me that she was pregnant.. and she asked me whether I've been pregnant too.. I couldn't remember when was it but I'm pretty sure, it was after 6 months of my marriage.. I was sad back then, because I felt as if she was trying to show-off.. but never mind, I was happy for her... and after few weeks, I heard from a dear friend that she had a miscarriage.. she was depressed and that affected her work-performance.. Okay... that was not good, I thought.. but, I didn't call her to console her or what-so-ever, since I think she wouldn't want to be disturbed by me, anyway.. but deep in my heart, I pity her, too..

I've not been hearing any news from her since early this year.. and suddenly last Thursday, she called me.. she asked me whether I could help her to be transferred to KL/Sgor area, since I am now working in headquarters of our ministry. Erm... I was speechless initially.. WHY ME?? And then, she started to open-up..

She was currently pregnant, about 20 weeks of POA.. has been in a long-distance relationship since her husband is working in Klang Valley.. and currently they are having serious marriage problem.. because of her busy daily life as a doctor (on-calls, clinics and weekend on-calls), she needed to stay in her workplace (not KL, not Selangor, not Putrajaya).. and, she has not been in contact with her husband for almost a month.. she did call the husband, but no answer.. currently, they are communicating through a third person (org tengah)... I am not sure what are the problems among them, but I think this is too much.. how come a husband and a wife not talking to each other, whereas they are able to do so via phone calls, email, or at least meet up once a while, if long-distance relationship is the issue??? this is just at the verge of disaster.. a broken marriage.. and what should be next?? divorce? what about the baby that she is carrying? should their marriage being sacrificed for her profession??? this is something I cannot tolerate..

I am trying to help her by telling her what is the next step to be done for her to get transferred.. I can't do much on the counseling of marriage, since I myself didn't know who is her husband.. further more, I have not been in the situation. Thanks to Allah for that.. and thanks to my husband for endless support, although I also did some sacrifice for a better future.. but it's worth the effort..

As for now, I am hoping that she could handle the stress.. It's terrible and I just can't imagine if that happen to me.. Nauzubillahi min zaalik..

To you, my friend.. be strong and have faith in Allah.. whatever the outcomes would be, just don't fade your imaan by blaming Allah..

Entry 1 : Our life

2010-09-25T18:40:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaykum..

Got one tag from a friend.. entitle " 5 sweet things that he did to you"..
Owh, this is hard.. because my husband is the sweetest man i have ever met and live with.. hehehe.. hmm well, here it goes..

One
I have a sleeping problem.. whenever I sleep in dark and alone, I wouldn't feel secure to close my eyes properly.. So, whenever husband went off-shore for some period, my sleep wouldn't be as good as before he went.. with intermittent awakening and kadang2 tetiba terjaga sebab terkejut.. when he is around and suddenly i had a snap while trying to sleep, he would hug me tightly and whisper some verses to my ear.. my husband akan tepuk-tepuk saye macam baby nak tido... and that makes me feel secure..
that's sweet.. ;)

Two
Sometimes, I would be late in the morning.. wouldn't have time to make breakfast.. my husband loves to watch me bersiap-siap nak pegi kerja.. tak tahu la kenapa.. :).. kite tgh busy nak pakai tudung, pakai bedak, pakai stokin.. then, suddenly he will come with a mug of nescafe for me.. he knows my favourite, he would make the drinks as the way I love it..
that's sweet... ;)

Three
My husband respects his parents very very much... so also my parents.. and also all the elderly in our family.. he would talk to them nicely and greet them politely.. I have never met any guys like him before.. All the uncles and aunties love him, as much as I do (mine is infinity)..
that's sweet... ;)

Four
Dia sgt suka memuji saya.. :).. eventhough i just wear a kaftan, he would say "wah... cantiknya sayang..".. Hatiku akan berbunga-bunga matahari kembang semangkuk everytime dapat pujian macam tu.. bukan senang nak dengar lelaki memuji, kan?! especially after kawen.. saye masak telur dadar pon, dia akan puji macam le chef wan yang masak.. then he will always say "thanks" everytime I cook for him..
that's sweet... ;)

Five
He bought me Maher Zain's CD... :D
that's sweet!!!

banyak lagi... tapi tak tercakap kat sini le..
I am proud with my husband... for being such a sweet man...

Love you, Sayang..

p/s: moral of the story is, kepada sape2 yang belum kawen, cepat2 le kawen.. ehehehehe...

Membayar Hutang..

2010-09-19T22:35:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya ber'mood' jugak untuk update blog.. ehehehe.. my dear husband kept on asking..
"yang, bile nak update blog?"
"sayang, kate nak update blog.."
"isteriku sayang, nak baca new update kat blog awak.."

hehehehe.. kesian le pulak dia..
so, untuk memenuhi permintaan my Mr. Sunshine + membayar hutang, here it come..

After raya, wajiblah entry pon pasal raya kan?! Hehehe.. this year, giliran beraya di Pasir Mas, Kelantan.. the truth is, saye pon dah almost 2 tahun tak balik kelantan.. seingat saye, last skali balik kelantan masa raye tahun 2008, that was before kawen.. so, tahun ni sure la feeling lain sket sebab balik kampung and beraya ngan husband kan..

Anyway, this year sebenarnye saye dah ready untuk tidak dapat beraya dengan Mr. Sunshine, since kapal yang dia handle still tersadai kat China walaupon dah hampir habis Ramadhan... that upset me a lot, initially.. yelah, macam tak bermakna je raya tanpa husband, kan?! Tapi, last minute Mr. Sunshine cakap, dia nak balik beraya ngan saye, walaupon sekejap.. WAAAHHHH!!! So he took a flight from China to KLIA two days before raya, and we headed to Kelantan the next day.. first time drive jauh, husband kata... yang paling penting, dapat raya sama-sama jugak tahun ni, walaupon just dapat 5 hari je.. tapi takpe, cukup le untuk sementara.. and now my beloved husband is back to China, to complete the task.. latest news, tertangguh lagi nak start belayar sebab Cyclone Panafi is heading towards their place.. Semoga Allah lindungi suami saya dan sahabat-sahabatnya ...

Insya-Allah, when husband comes back, we will be busy preparing for our new house.. Actually, kuarters kerajaan tapi alhamdulillah le sebab dapat le rumah untuk berteduh.. rasa macam dah lama dok menumpang kat rumah Ummi and Abah, so teringin nak rasa duduk berdua jugak.. Makanya, masa balik Kelantan hari tu, shopping banyak le jugak kat Pengkalan Kubor.. ahahahaha.. husband pon dah jadi berpinar mata sebab banyak benda yang dia berkenan.. tapi kena stick to our budget jugak, so just beli apa yang rase berbaloi untuk beli...the rest, kena cari kat Putrajaya KL jugak.. Will be inviting all of you, my blog-readers for the house-warming later... :)

Tomorrow, back to office... I'm expecting a lot of works awaiting, since had been on leave for total of 12 days, okay! Hehehe.. memang puas hati cuti tahun ni.. macam qadak balik cuti raya tahun-tahun yg lepas.. :) and I am also expecting few Jamuan Raya later.. aha, not to forget my friends' big day, ASMA' and ASMAH.. hopefully, will be able to attend both of the occasions..

Anyway, hope it is still not too late to wish all of you..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..

p/s: Mr. Sunshine, thanks for your love.. :)
Makin lama, makin sayang.. :)

Raya Update

2010-09-17T13:05:00.001+08:00

Had a wonderful Eidul-fitr this year.. will update soon..
TUNNGGUUUUUUU.....

Condominium for Rent... Anyone???

2010-08-27T10:11:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Alhamdulillah, my condominium dah siap untuk disewakan... Ada sejarah dan kisah di sebalik pembelian kondominium ni sebenarnya... hehehe..
Amik kesempatan ni untuk promote la..

Unipark Avenue Condominium terletak dalam kawasan KLIUC (dikenali sebagai IKRAM dulu). Kolej ni bersebelahan dengan UNITEN di Serdang.. very strategic place, almost accesible within 5-10 minutes to various universities (UNITEN, UPM Serdang, UKM Bangi, KLIUC, Lim Kok Wing College).. also just 5 minutes away from Hospital Serdang.. 10 minutes to Putrajaya, Cyberjaya..

The developer is Protasco Group, which responsible for the development of KLIUC.. they are planning to build 2 blocks of condominium.. the A-block is ready for move-in and the B-block is still under construction.. Mine is in Block A..

My unit is on the 1st floor, betul2 mengadap swimming pool.. here are some description about my condo..
area : 1062 sq.ft.
room : 3
bathroom : 2
other facilities :
- swimming pool
- tennis court
- gymnasium
- covered car-park area
- convenience stall
- etc..

already furnished the house with :
- grill
- 6 single beds with mattress + pillow (2 in each room) - meant for 4-6 occupants)
- fan on every room and living room
- sofa + carpet + curtain (full)
- TV
- dining table
- refrigerator
- washing machine
- stove + mini kitchen cabinet

This condo is initially equipped for a group of KLIUC students who would like to rent it... however, there's some communication problem between the "promoting" person and the students.. thus, I think its better for me to search and advertise it by myself..

So, sape2 yang berminat nak sewa, sila khabarkan pada saye ye..

Welcome Back, Ramadhan...

2010-08-12T16:44:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan menjenguk semula.. rase gembira sangat.. rase sedih pun ade.. teringat Ramadhan2 yang lalu, macam2 yang saye tempuhi dan pelbagai memori.. so untuk posting kali ni, mari mengenang Ramadhan yang lalu dan kini..

Ramadhan 1427 (2006)
- berpuasa di UIA Kuantan.. nampaknye, ini Ramadhan terakhir saye di Kuantan.. so masa ni lah nak spend time ngan kawan2, sebab tahun depan dah tentu tak bersama lagi.. rutin harian lepas habis kelas, selalunye akan stay kat kuliyyah kat Jalan Hospital sampai 5.30pm.. then after solat asar, same2 ngan Hasanah atau kawan2 lain pegi ke pasar Ramadhan.. slalunye, pegi yang dekat masjid.. tapi kadang2 nak tukar selera, pegi la kat stadium tuh walaupon ramai orang gile-gile.. balik hostel, berbuka kat bilik maton.. memang ramai betul, sampai himpit2.. hehehe.. but it was the best moment.. solat terawikh dgn kawan2 kat surau blok.. hermmm.... tak sangka dah lama tinggalkan zaman tu... then, konvoi ngan geng kelate balik kampung.. huhuhuh.. 4-5 buah kereta la jugak.. memang best..

Ramadhan 1428 (2007)
- dah grad dah.. start houseman bulan 8, so sebulan kerja, terus Ramadhan.. time tu HO kat HUKM, posting O&G.. memandangkan masih lagi peringkat junior, so kena on-call labor room banyak kali.. tapi saye suke conduct deliveries.. sambut babies.. :) pastu, juadah untuk berbuka beli je kat cafe.. tapi kalo on-call, memang tak sempat le.. order by phone then orang datang hantar.. memandangkan dok kat hostel HO, so berbuka sorang2 le sebab roommate takde.. kadang2 tak sempat berbuka.. sahur lagi le jarang nak bangun.. sometimes, keluar berbuka dgn Mr. Sunshine (skrg dah jadi husband.. hehehe..) berbuka puasa dkt Jusco Cheras.. hehehe.. masa tu, tgh ade macam2 konflik.. cuma tak perang besar la.. but Alhamdulillah, dapat cuti raya dalam 5 hari jugak le..

Ramadhan 1429 (2008)
- ini tahu yang mencabar... habis houseman setahun kat HUKM, semua HO kena kuar dari HUKM.. nak dapat cerita, saye dapat kat Pahang.. diberi pilihan, nak pi Temerloh ke Kuantan? saye pilih Kuantan sebab lebih familiar.. walaupun saye tahu posting Paediatrics kat Kuantan memang horror.. macam masuk dalam mulut buaya la bak kata orang.. I remember, I went to Kuantan 2 days before Ramadhan.. kelam kabut cari rumah, last2 dapat.. first day puasa, saye sorang2.. first posting, Orthopaedics.. tagging everyday dari pukul 6-12 malam.. memang penat.. tapi 2-3 hari je camtu. lepas tu saye buat tagging dari 8-12 malam.. then pandai2 plak tuh plan ngan member2, buat selang-selang.. hehehe.. 2 minggu beb, mane nak tahan kalo everyday macam tu.. hari ke-12/13 saye dah exhausted... badan memang lembik.. demam, pening.. tak kebah2 2-3 hari.. saye tak amik MC, tapi dipaksa oleh specialist utk amik MC.. tanak jugak! masa ni, "kejadian malang" tu dah berlaku.. saye give up... saye mintak dia lupakan saye.. cari orang lain.. tapi dia tanak lupakan saye walaupun dia dah ade orang lain.. mase saye sakit, dia sanggup bergaduh ngan keluarga dia sebab nak dtg tengok saye.. memang tak boleh la nak datang sorang2 kan.. tup-tup, dia datang ngan ibu.. hmm.. dah le tgh sakit.. kecewa sebab keluarga menentang.. alih2 dia dtg pulak.. sempat berbuka dgn dia and ibu. tapi... ade sesuatu berlaku yang lebih merentap jiwa saye... lebih menyakitkan dari sakit fizikal yang saye alami masa tu.. tapi ade hikmahnya... selepas peristiwa dia datang, lama-kelamaan Allah lembutkan hati kedua ibubapa kami... satu perasaan syukur yang tak mampu saye tafsirkan.. dan Alhamdulillah, November tahun yang sama, janji diikat untuk bersatu pada tahun berikutnya..

Ramadhan 1430 (2009)
-Saye bergelar isteri tahun ni.. Alhamdulillah, pertama kali berpuasa dengan suami.. we spent time together to the utmost quality way.. maklumlah, saye baru jadi MO and on-call agak kerap.. tapi takpe, Mr. Sunshine tak jemu2 hantarkan makanan berbuka untuk saye.. I appreciate it very much.. kerja pon okay.. on-call kat NICU, staff nurses baik2.. ade makan malam2 yang best.. masak kat ward NICU tuuu.... especially pada Kak Zack, yang slalu masakkan tomyam kegemaran saye.. hehehehe..
Aidilfitri pulak, turn beraya di Penang.. walaupon tak ikut Ummi balik Pasir Mas, tapi saye tetap happy sebab husband sentiasa di sisi.. tambah2 plak, pengantin baru lagi, 3 bulan lebih.. heheheh.. cuma cuti je tak lama.. sempat 4 hari je.. Raye ketiga, saye on-call.. tapi tak kisah, sebab suami tetap ade..

Ramadhan 1431 (tahun ni le...)
- Hmmm.... setakat ni, berpuasa dengan family.. husband takde, kat China.. dia janji nak balik sebulan tapi tak balik jugak.. sedih sangat2.. :( .. especially bile ingat tahun lepas puasa same2.. raye pun tak tahu dia balik ke tak.. semalam, peristiwa menyayat hati dah berlaku.. hehehe.. tak tau le nape emosional sangat.. tapi tu lah, sebab rase tak lengkap.. tengok orang lain, datang ngan pasangan masing2.. dengan anak masing2.. herm... saye berbuka dgn air dan kurma.. pastu dgn airmata...

Harap-harap ade sinar ceria untuk saye dalam baki Ramadhan yg tinggal lebih kurang 2/3 lagi ni.. Kalau tidak, rasenye Aidilfitri akan datang ni saye rela tak cuti dan bekerja... Tapi saye tetap bersyukur sebab Allah beri peluang kepada saye untuk menikmati Ramadhan tahun ini... mana tahu, Ramadhan tahun depan tak sempat ke.. Allah Maha Mengetahui dan sebaik-baik Perancang..

p/s: takleh jadi ni.. apesal sedih sangat ni..
oh ye.. tanam azam nak berjimat...
condo saye dah boleh masuk..
dalam proses furnishing utk sewakan..
dah hampir siap.. tak lama lagi boleh sewakan.
pastu, kuarters tak lama lagi dapat..
so kena spend utk perabot jugak..
sebelum ni duduk rumah yang fully furnished.
Mr.Sunshine nasihat, jgn boros beli baju..
sebab saye pakai ape pun cantik.. hehehe..
unless kalo dia ade, baru boleh beli..
tu pun kalo dia setuju..

Tagging..

2010-08-08T11:13:00.002+08:00

Being tagged by my dearest sis, Ucu.. thanks, sis..

1. Adakah anda happy sekarang ?

alhamdulillah, more happy..

2. Kenapa anda happy?
sebab...

* still alive
* kerja okay, hidup okay, family dekat..
* tak banyak masalah yang membebankan..

3. Apakah benda yang boleh membuatkan anda happy?
kalau my husband dapat balik cepat and puasa same2..

4. Pernahkah anda menerima tag?
yup.. from asma', asek.. and latest one, Ucu..

5. Nyatakan warna yang anda suka.
Pastel colors...

6. Beritahu 9 orang yang anda mahu tag.

* asma'
* shade
* aserque
* kak sue
* er... sape2 je lah..

7. Tuliskan sesuatu tentang orang yang anda tag.
orang yang ade blog.. hehehe..

8. Adakah anda happy dengan apa yang anda ada?
Alhamdulillah, happy dengan ape yang ade.. cuma masih ade yang perlu diusahakan supaya lebih happy..

Catching Up...

2010-07-22T11:59:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim...
Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Okay.. I decide to update this blog today because Facebook is no longer allowed for access in my office.. hehehe.. frankly, the day would be "longer" than previously.. hehehe.. but a good point is that the concentration towards work would be more.. I admit, Facebook had stole away 50% of my concentration towards work.. hahahaha! A confession of a government servant whom is working in the office.. But, I would like to defend myself by saying that none of my tasks / jobs were left behind incomplete. Hehehe.. points taken? Takpe, takde Facebook then blogspot kan ade.. huhuhu.

As for new working environment, I would have to say that I am adapting quite okay here.. For the last 3 weeks, all the staff and senior colleagues are helping me a lot so that I could understand how all the jobs are done.. Alhamdulillah, I think I would be able to pick up the work process.. Attending the group meeting and also the CPG team discussion, I would say this would be a challenge for me to improve myself. Fortunately, the word "evicence-based medicine (EBM)" is not a new phrase to me.. this is the field I am dealing with now.. It demands a high commitment in terms of critical thinking and action base on facts.. I like it..

But.. the only flaw that I couldn't accept is the lack of parking area.. URGH!!! tak boleh terima, okay?! Just imagine, the distance from my house to my office is only 3-4km.. tapi, kena kuar awal 45 minit to get a parking.. tu pon main blasah je parking tepi jalan.. parking facilities memang hampeh la kat sini.. huh?! Bila my husband balik, jangan harap le nak suruh saye bawak keta ke ofis.. He has to be the driver.. Time tu la nak bermanja-manja kan.. hehehe.. by being my "supir"?

Insya-Allah, tak lama lagi dapat le kuarters.. sekarang ni stay ngan my parents dulu.. maybe during Ramadhan or after Aidilfitri, we'll be moving in to a new house.. kuarters la tapi.. but Insya-Allah, berbaloi..

What di I do during my free time? Hehehe.. since I don't have to do on-call anymore, I spend it with reading.. I finished reading "Natrah : Cinta, Rusuhan, Air Mata".. A very good book indeed.. Highly recommended to those who has the interest to know the real history behind it.. anyway, Natrah passed away in 2009, succumbed to Leukemia.. Right now, I'm reading My Sister's Keeper, a book recommended by a friend.. Interesting, isn't it..

So, that's all for now.. Will try to find time for further update..

New Chapter

2010-07-05T14:27:00.001+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

My husband has been reminding me for thousand times already.. Blog ini telah terabai! Huhuhu... Padahal kebelakangan ni takde lah busy sgt.. For update, saye dah berpindah ke Putrajaya.. kuarters still tak dapat, so menumpang ngan Ummi n Abah dulu.. sekarang ni kerja within office hour, not involve with patients, no on-call, but kind of bored and the satisfaction was not yet felt… Maybe sebab takde kerja yang betul2 being assigned to me yet.. Ade pro and cons in doing this..

Pro :
1. takyah on-call.. so my weekend is for me to spend with my family. Boleh attend wedding without thinking of weekend call.. takyah request weekend off from specialist. And the best part is, tidur sentiasa cukup (6-8 hours per day).
2. Near to family – since my family is in Putrajaya and my in-laws are in Shah Alam, the distance is very much lesser compared to previously. Kalau ade ape2 emergency, easier for me to get help and support, so also should there be any emergency in the family, I can always be by their side..
3. No extended working hour – previously, I’ll go to work at 7.30am and back home (if no on-call) at 6.30pm average.. In certain good day, boleh la balik pukul 5.30pm. Balik lewat tu dah biasa dah.. Kadang2 bukan sebab kerja banyak pon, tapi sebab tunggu the on-call people to pass-over.. or sometimes tunggu boss dtg round.. paling tak best kalo kena balik lewat after post-call.. But now, kalo balik lewat pon maybe sebab meeting habis lewat..
4. Waktu solat terjaga – Hehehe… ni memang takleh nak blame pon kalo solat lewat dulu, sbb lewat pon sebab patient tak stabil and kena make sure patient tak mati dulu.. but at least nowadays, boleh solat dalam waktu. Insya-Allah, will try to maintain that..
5. Ade work-space sendiri – In my office, I have my own workplace.. Cubicle yang agak luas.. Takyah bilik pon takpe lagi sebab cubicle ni dah cukup besar.. I have my own PC and cabinet to put my things.. Cuma nak kena decorate and touch-up sket la..

Cons :
1. Skill hilang – actually, saye sayang my skill as a Pediatrics MO.. intubate patient, IV cannulation, arterial line cannulation, talking and explaining to patients’ parents..  duh… even determining patients’ problems pon need skills.. but to overcome this “feeling of emptiness”, maybe I need to do locum.
2. Less moving – duduk je kat office, rase cam kematu punggung and gelisah.. especially kalo tgh takde kerja.. urgh.. kalo dok kat spital, memang kena jalan2 sampai lenguh.. hahahah! But to overcome this, maybe kena ajak husband go for a jog or brisk-walking in the evening or weekend..
3. Paperwork, paperwork, paperwork – Urgh.. I hate paperworks! But what can I say?! This job is mainly on doing paperwork, proposals, letters and etc… Maybe I can kind-of ignore the boredom by reading, since one of my task is to read A LOT OF MEDICAL JOURNALS!! Huhuhu.. macam balik ke library time study mase undergrad dulu..

Kadang2 datang terpikir jugak, am I doing the right choice? Is this what I really want? How do I make it as fun as working with children? Hmmm… tapi bile fikir panjang dan panjang dan panjang lagi, everything happened for a good reason.. On top of that, my husband would also be happy because I don’t have to leave him alone at home anymore..
Dia je yang pi naik kapal and tinggal saye… but at least I have my family around / near by.

So, kite tunggu dan lihat saje…

3 Girls, 3 Stories, 3 Deaths...

2010-05-10T20:08:00.005+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Lately, I have been encountered quite a number of the death of my patients.. some were the expected cases, but some were not.. Being a doctor who is working in a tertiary center like my hospital, patient passed away is common.. quite common until sometimes I don't feel anything about it... it should be a reminder to us that our death is also approaching, by time.. but I regret, because I rarely felt that way anymore.. sad, huh?!

Back to the topic... Once, I have three Down's syndrome girls... all three were super duper cute.. but sadly, being abnormal, there were a lot of underlying disease.. at least to three of them... what makes me want to tell story about them was they had a great mother.. a loving, patience and hopeful mothers.. but, knowing them, I know that they were not ready to lose their children in such a young age.. Let me call them Angel 1, Angel 2 and Angel 3...

Angel 1
She is lovely.. a 2-year-old girl, who had Leukemia (blood cancer). Has been started on chemotherapy and responded quite well. However, on and off still requiring admission due to fever and low blood components (platelet and hemoglobin).. towards the end of her life, she was admitted to my ward for fever and low platelet.. one day, when I was on-call, she vomited and coughed out blood.. I mean A LOT OF BLOOD.. with clots and non-stop bleeding from mouth and nose.. I was freaking panic, but I managed to hide it.. then after some resuscitation, the bleeding stopped.
The "peristiwa berdarah" happened twice, both during my on-call time, both around 2am.. scary, isn't it? then, she was transferred to PPUM for next chemotherapy.. I was the one who accompanied her there.. an ambulance ride was not as pleasant as i thought, though.. worrying that the event would happen again, I dare not close my eyes throughout the 3 hours journey.. Alhamdulillah, she was okay..
I heard that she was discharged home from PPUM after 2 weeks there, meaning that she was okay.. Until one day, one of my patient's mum told me, Angel 1 passed away because of non-stop bleeding at home.. similar episode and almost around the same time, 2am.... her parents did not have transport, thus they needed to call the ambulance from the nearest health clinic.. unfortunately this time, she didn't make it.. she succumbed upon arrival to the clinic.. I was shocked to hear the news, because it was unexpected.. May her soul rest in peace, and may Allah bless her mother for being such a wonderful mum and being so co-operative with us...

Angel 2
Angel 2 was one of a worst-case scenario.. pity her, she had a heart problem which also deteriorating her lung function.. she was referred to our National Heart Center, but true enough, her condition was so bad and nothing can be done.. not even operation.. it was conservative treatment, actually, whereby no active management could be done to fix her problem.. Angel 2 was admitted to our ward quite a number of time.. all were due to deteriorating heart condition whereby she would suddenly turned blue even on minimal exertion.. As far as I could remember, within the last 5 months, she has been admitted for 3 times..
Her last admission was last month, due to same presentation... but this time, she did not recover as fast as before.. usually, she would be okay after 2nd to 3rd day of admission.. but this time, she had fever and remain weak and poor oral intake even after the 4th day, in fact, her condition worsen.. I could sense that this time, she would not be able to discharge "well".. And I was right... She passed away during my on-call time.. I witnessed her last breath.. She was gasping but I couldn't do anything.. Her mother was crying beside her... Never let her hand go... I know that her mother understood the condition but she is her daughter.. Of course, tears shed non-stop.. I was sad.. I felt helpless, thus I decided to walk out.. Just few minutes after that, she stop breathing.. her heart stop beating.. no movement anymore.. She returned to Allah SWT at 1010am, 18th April 2010... Mother was calm, and I conveyed my condolence to her.. She hugged me, thanking me for all the care and treatment that we provided to her while she was still alive... I was stunned.. I don't think that I deserve the gratitude...

Angel 3
This girl was cute! She was 15 months old.. I have known her since she was small... She stayed in SCN (neonate ward) quite some time, when I was doing my housemanship still.. She had Leukemia as well, same as Angel 1.. we noticed that her blood components were always on the lower side, thus we did some work-up.. and yes, it was confirmed Leukemia.. both parents were denial during the earlier phase.. we had to convince them quite few times, sort of to persuade them to get a proper treatment in KL.. at last, they agreed and we then sent her to the centre... she responded quite well... her blood readings were most of the time were okay.. As far as I remember, after she started her chemotherapy, she was admitted only once to our ward due to low platelet.. And as already expected, staying in ward invited some nasty bugs to infect her.. she had febrile neutropenia.. but responded to antibiotics quite well... then she was discharged home and able to go for her next scheduled chemotherapy in HKL...
Last Thursday, her mother came to the ward.. I bumped into her and say "Hi".. suddenly, she hugged me.. she cried on my shoulder.. I asked her, "where is she?".. And this poor mother said "dia dah takde... dia pergi dalam tido.." Again.. my heart stopped for few seconds.. I was shocked.. Angel 3 was a very good example of successful treatment of Leukemia, plus, she was very lucky to have such a co-operative parents.. Mum said, she was discharged from HKL the week before... Very well and all blood components were good.. no fever, active at home.. cheeky and cute as she was.. Nothing was unusual the day before her death.. Until that Tuesday, mother woke up and saw her little Angel 3 already gone.. She sleep and sleep and sleep and never wake up anymore... It was hard for the mother to accept at first, but she was hanging in there.. So do I.. but Allah loves her more.. And the mother thanked me again, since I was the most frequent doctor that she met, since I was in-charge of the Daycare ward.. This time, I accept her gratitude, knowing that I have done my best for her daughter.. The last thing that her mother whispered to me was "Takpelah, doktor.. dia tunggu saya kat syurga, kan?" with tears rolling down... Owh... I had liver-ache... My cute little Angel 3, I wish I can meet you in Jannah.. please don't forget me...

So... 3 stories of 3 special girls.. Their presence has bring a lot of memories to their mothers.. and to me too...
Are we ready for our own time?
The time when HE call us to meet HIM?

Astaghfirullaahal'azim....

Special Edition : First Anniversary

2010-04-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum....

It has been a year.. Alhamdulillah.. I have been married to a great man, the love of my life, Encik SURIA KENCANA BIN AMIRRUDIN (bukan nama syarikat ye..)..
It was a great year, awkward initially but meaningful in every moment.. every seconds were priceless, even though we were just sit side-by-side without any words spoken.. I realize some changes in my life after I got married... but truly, all were a good one..

The relationship between me and my father were markedly improved. So also between my parents and parents-in-law. I had a great time with my husband's big family.. Not to mention, all the weddings, holidays, hari raya, makan2... Such a great memories..

A lot of frens, aunts and uncles, cousins would ask, "dah ade isi ke belum?" well... at first, I felt a little bit sad, since a lot of friends had been having child earlier than me.. sedih okay, sampai nangis2.. But my husband is so understanding.. he would console and comfort me, saying that it's okay if we don't have baby yet.. as long as we have each other.. and now, i don't feel sad anymore.. we will keep on trying.. Maybe we are not ready yet (since our work were so hair-wire) and Allah knows far better than us.. Insya-Allah, in the future...

Marriage taught me the meaning of accepting and giving.. I used to be a "high-expectation" type of girl.. I would want my husband to be perfect in everything (last time le..). But after the solemnization, I knew that nothing was more precious than accepting my husband as what he is, and giving my best for him... And i know he feels the same way too.. But after all, my husband is the most perfect person for me.. He is my other half.. I found myself in him.. He completes me.. And that is more than enough for me..

To my dearest husband, thanks for being there for me..
Thanks for your shoulder when I need to wet it with my tears..
Thanks for your arm when i need a pillow to sleep at night..
Thanks for your hands when i need someone to hold me crossing the road..
Thanks for your stomach when i couldn't finish up the food (haha..)
Thanks for your wallet when i need a new clothes in Chantek Wangi..
Thanks for everything..
Thanks for being you...

I love you more than you know..
I really do..

p/s : celebrating our anniversary alone.. hmmm... kena qadak ni..

Cuti-Cuti Terengganu..

2010-02-23T19:05:00.005+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum warahmatullah..

Fuuuuhhh... sungguh sungguh lama tak update blog.. wah wah wah.. Mr. Sunshine pon dah berapa kali tanye "bile nak update blog, yang?".. jawapan standard saye.. "malas!" hehehhe.. anyway, kali ni ade cerita so boleh le update..

Actually, saye agak frustrated and penat kebelakangan nih.. Kerja everyday including weekend, since every weekend saye on-call except last weekend.. so memang penat.. then, saye mintak cuti after chinese new year sebab dah plan ngan family sebelah husband to go for holiday to Padang, Indonesia.. dah plan lama dah.. alih-alih last minute, my bosses tak bagi pergi.. alasan yang saye dapat tahu adalah, masa tak sesuai sebab after CNY.. hmmm... kecewa.. so what? bukannye saye mintak masa CNY.. in fact, mase aidilfitri pon saye cuti one day before raya until second day of raya.. third day raye saye dah kena kerja and on-call lagi.. did i make any noise?? NO.. hmm.. saye still rase tak adil and in the other hand, rase kesian ngan husband saye.. he had been planning for long to go for a holiday together after tiring work-days.. alih2 tak boleh pergi.. terpaksa le pujuk dia balik dgn ajak dia pi cuti2 kat terengganu..

Anyway, we went off to KT on Friday morning.. arrived KT around 2.30pm, we visited my hubby's old friends.. macam jejak kasih le pulak.. then, checked in at Sutra Beach Resort.. sangat sangat cantik, okay.. tempat tu betul2 tepi pantai tapi ombak kuat le, so memang takleh mandi laut.. But seronok jugak, sebab dapat spend time ngan Mr. Sunshine..
Next day, pergi Pasar Payang and bought some clothes for ourselves and for Mawaddah and Danial. Then, pergi ke Taman Tamadun Islam yang ade Masjid Kristal.. menarik tempat tu.. visited Taman Monumen.. Kat situ ade 21 masjid and bangunan yang cantik and terkenal kat dunia. diorang buat macam replika bangunan yang sebijik macam the real one, just smaller... Bagus untuk bawak anak2 atau anak-anak murid buat lawatan.. Then, malam tu pulak pegi rumah kawan hubby yang baru je walimah on that day.. ingatkan the next day tapi lupa pulak Tganu kerja on Sunday.. huhuhu.. Then, Sunday morning dah siap2 nak balik Kuantan balik... next day kena on-call balik.. urgh..
So, itu lah cerita cuti-cuti Terengganu.. instead of going to Padang, we went to Terengganu and manage to visit Tajmahal, As-Sakhrah, Masjidilharam, Masjid Nabawi and a lot of other interesting places.. Thanks to Mr. Sunshine for spending your precious time with me...

So, enjoy the photos...

New Syndrome ???

2010-01-25T23:37:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaykum..

I was browsing through other medical personnel blogs, until i found this hilarious yet true article by him.. hahahhaa... Funny!! It's from Darren Magic's blog.. Enjoy reading, u all...

I remember during my med student time, my friend Steve and I was talking about can "no money" be considered an "illness". We went on elaborating it and found it kinda interesting. Imagine in the future medical textbook you see someting like this:

Chap XX: Hypo-money-ism

Defined as deficiency of money, a highly essential element in life.

Prevalance is believed to be high and the course of disease is fairly unpredictable.

Etiology and Pathophysiology
The etiology is numerous and could be multifactorial, but reduced input or increased output is usually the cause.

Signs and Symptoms
Increased level of anxiety, intermittent restlessness, transient drop in self-esteem, disturbances in sleep/appetite. The more severe one can be anhedonia (loss of interest), impaired psychosocial functioning and bouts of major depressive episodes.

Subtypes
1. Acute exacerbation of the illness
- Commonly seen in patients already with chronic underlying hypo-money-ism. Usually a sudden social event is the precipitating factor.

2. A-money-mic Crisis
- The most dangerous form of the illness, when the level of money drops to nil or even negative. Urgent treatment is necessary to prevent long-term complications.

Management
Rx is straightforward. Intra-wallet replacement of the element will result in rapid resolution of the symptoms and prompt recovery is expected. The outcome is generally well with usually no residual symptoms, and even the severe depression can be reversed with adequate treatment. No cases of overdose being reported. Studies have shown that some patients even will have certain degrees of amnesia of the previous suffering.

Prognosis
Recurrence is likely, and some patients will go into "frequent relapse", which can be difficult to treat. No effective preventive method reported. Patient education can play a role but its efficacy remains controversial.

An Opportunity To Share..

2010-01-15T10:35:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum warahmatullah..

Alhamdulillah, still given the chance by The Al-Mighty to live and appreciate the precious moment being a Muslim.. Yesterday was a hectic day, settling some matters involving my "hijacked" account.. Huhuhu.. yup, my account has been hijacked by somebody.. a total amount of one-month salary and on-call claim has been transferred to another 3rd party via online banking, without my knowledge. I only realized it when I got an sms mentioning that a successful transaction of RM 4xxx.00 from my account.. Police report made, as well as report to the respective bank.. Just a reminder, do not open or log in to your online banking account via email link.. in a simple word, don't trust any email from the "so-called" bank.. Because bank will never send any email to you if there is any problem with your saving account. They will call you straight away. Anyway, this is a lesson for me so that i'll be careful in the future.. As what I used to say once, "everything happens for a good reason." (huhuhu.. dalam pening kepala and pedih mata, sempat lagi pi bank n balai polis tu..)

And now, I am more calm.. got the chance to update my blog.. Hehehe.. my husband dah pesan semalam, "kalau ade masa, update le blog.. rindu nak baca.." padahal, almost everything I shared with him.. well, except some things that I think is not important to share.. But Suria Kencana memang busybody bile melibatkan saye.. hahahhaa! kalo boleh, rasenye dia nak pasang CCTV and recorder dalam otak saye, so that he knows what is in my mind.. That's my husband.. :) .. And I appreciate that very much..

What did I read today? Hmmm.. I read about Edward Syndrome.. Ape tuh??? Hmm... tukar bahasa pulak.. Sama macam Down's syndrome, Edward syndrome adalah jumlah chromosome yang tidak normal pada seseorang. kalau dalam Down's syndrome, jumlah chromosome pada set ke-21 terlebih (normally, setiap set akan ade 2 chromosome) menjadi 3 chromosome. Pada Edward syndrome pula, set ke-18 terlebih satu chromosome. Satu lagi syndrome adalah Patau syndrome, yang mana set ke-13 tak normal. What is the significant? The child with these syndromes are not normal. Kalau Down syndrome, tak seteruk mana sebab mereka boleh lagi hidup sampai dewasa, cuma terdapat beberapa kekurangan dan masalah yang bakal dihadapi. Contohnya, IQ dan mental mereka lebih rendah daripada orang yang normal, masalah jantung, masalah paru-paru, masalah salur pemakanan.. Kalau dalam Patau syndrome pulak, selalunye memang incompatible with life.. means, mereka selalunya tak hidup sebaik sahaja dilahirkan.. and Edward syndrome is in between of these 2 syndromes, I would say.. usually, they won't be able to survive after 1 year old, because of multiple congenital problems.. I have been given the opportunity to manage and handle few cases of Edward syndrome, being a doctor in Neonate Unit. The most shocking part is when you see the baby and you know she/he is not normal from the first glance. Sebab apa, those Edward's babies, they have some characteristics that shen u look at them, it is highly suspicious of the syndrome.. contoh : jari tangan mereka akan overlap with each other. The next thing u have to do is to confirm the diagnosis by scoring the physical appearance and fits it into the diagnosis (so that u won't misdiagnose). But the most challenging and toughest part is... to tell the parents that their baby is not normal and won't be able to survive long.. URGHHH.. I hate this part, especially when the parents dah lama menunggu2 kehadiran baby ni. (contohnya macam kahwin dah lama bertahun-tahun tapi baru dapat baby). The counselling and explanation must be very detail and full of sympathy since the withdrawal of treatment and care need to be understood by them. And usually, when I am the one who need to counsel them regarding this, it would be a sleepless night for me..

So far, the longest surviving baby of Edward syndrome that I have been encounter is a 3 months old baby girl. I remember explaining to the father that the baby is not normal. But the baby able to live up to 3 months. Subhanallah.. But today, I read in this blog : http://cutcahya.wordpress.com/
the life of Cut Cahya and family, whereby Cut Cahya is a two and a half year old Edward's syndrome girl.. Amazing and full of sacrifice.. both parents are strong-willing and so also Cahya..

This blog of Cahya's life and survival really enlighten me on how Allah tests His servants in many ways.. And we should be grateful and patient when we are choosen by Him to be tested.. It shows that we are not forgotten by HIM and thus, we should not forget HIM in no matter what we do....

Wallahu a'lam....

p/s : boring jugak kalo MC lama ni...

Red Eyes... Red Eyes..

2010-01-13T10:35:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

I woke up this morning, started to feel itchy over both my eyes.. Hmm... slightly swollen, but that was because i shed tears before i went to sleep last night.. Dalam hati dah terlintas "alamak.. janganlah conjunctivitis.." because if i do get one, it gonna be a very bad one.. sujud pon rase berat otak.. macam nak terkeluar biji mata.. tengok kat cermin, tak merah.. so takpelah, boleh pi kerja and do the scheduled on-call today.. gatal siket2 but i don't dare to scratch or wipe, sebab takut lagi teruk.. just put on some optrex and went off to work..

Arrived to the ward, started to feel throbbing pain and teary eyes.. pi toilet jap.. ARGGHHHH!!! DAH MERAH.... huhuhu... met my Specialist and tell her about my new prob. Went off to Casualty Department and consulted my fren there.. She said, it is obviously Viral Conjunctivitis.. Baru nak jadi.. Got my 5-days MC then went off home.. Kat rumah, start demam.. telan Panadol dua biji dah tadi..

Called my husband, and he said "wah!! that's a good news!" .. hmmm... he's coming back today.. But.. i'm a little bit frustrated though.. first, baru je nak buat rekod bersih tak pernah amik MC since start kerja.. so kire ni first time le.. second, kesian my colleague kena ganti on-call.. got 2 on-call this week.. today and saturday.. that means, terlepas 2 kali le.. isk... isk.. isk... third, mata nih rase berdenyut2...

But the good thing is, boleh le rest kejap from work.. Although in a painful way.. Next week, I have to see my boss and submit my transfer form.. That's my plan for next week.. Bagi ke tak, belakang kira..

..... Nak tido .....

The Truth Is....

2009-12-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

The truth is....
I started to feel bored..
Bored with the over-work work...
Bored when I have to do what I don't want to do...
Bored when most of my time was spent to please others...
Bored with all the unfinished work...

The truth is....
I miss my privacy..
I miss my rest-day..
I miss spending my precious time with my family...
I miss my passion of doing things that i like..
I miss my basketball shoes..
I miss my leisure walking during the evening at tasik..

And the truth is...
I am tired pretending to be strong..
I am tired crying alone in my room..
I am tired physically, mentally and perhaps spiritually...

What keep my going are....
HIS rewards to those whom work hard for the sake of HIS blessing..
And the priceless words and motivation from my husband...

BUT....
I am not weak..
I am not a loser..
I am just.. TIRED...

p/s : huhuhuhu.. ini adalah luahan rasa ketika jiwa kacau..

What's Going On...? H1N1 !!!

2009-08-09T13:10:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Okay, to begin with, I shall apologize to all readers (if any) for a very long silence.. But hey, a human needs some space and a break to come out with a new idea, right?! Hehehe.. alasan.. alasan..

Hmm... mari berbahasa Malaysia.. supaya ape yang saye nak sampaikan kali ni sepenuhnya difahami oleh mereka yang bukan dari latar belakang perubatan.. dengan rase penuh rendah diri dan menyedari bahawa saye ada tanggungjawab sosial terhadap masyarakat sebagai seorang pengamal perubatan, kali ni saye akan ceritakan serba sedikit tentang H1N1 atau swine flu atau selesema babi..

Kalau kite ikuti kes-kes kematian H1N1 di Malaysia sekarang, 2-3 minggu kebelakangan ni, kebanyakan kematian adalah dari kalangan kanak-kanak (paediatrics group). Di Kuantan sahaja, 2 org kanak-kanak meninggal kerana virus ni.. apa yang perlu diberi perhatian sekarang, pesakit H1N1 sekarang tidak lagi datang dengan simptom seperti batuk, selesema dan demam sahaja.. salah seorang pesakit tersebut, datang dengan lemah badan dan sawan.. keadaan menjadi semakin teruk walaupun telah dirawat secara sepatutnya, sehinggalah seoarng pakar perunding mengarahkan supaya sampel darah dan throat-swab diambil untuk ujian H1N1, dan keputusannya POSITIF.. malangnya, pesakit tu dah terlalu teruk dan tak dapat diselamatkan.. hmmm... something to ponder..

kenapa tetiba je wabak ni tersebar dengan cepatnya??? Well, sebahagiannya adalah salah kite sendiri.. secara am, virus H1N1 ini memang sangat senang berjangkit (infectious) tapi tidaklah sebahaya sehingga membawa maut (virulent) pada awalnya.. (aduhai.. susahnye nak translate english to BM).. kalau diikutkan, first case dalam Malaysia adalah import case, yang mane pesakit baru pulang dari oversea.. first case dalam Pahang juga adalah import case (tourist from Australia, kalo tak salah, yang cuti-cuti Malaysia kat Tioman).. so, sebenarnya virus ni dah merebak even pada orang2 yang takde simptom di luar sana.. tapi, bile terkena pada kanak-kanak yang sememangnya sistem pertahanan badan lebih lemah berbanding orang dewasa, keadaan akan menjadi lebih teruk... inilah yang menyebabkan kematian..

Orang akan kate, ubat kan ade.. Tamiflu.. tapi sebenarnye, berita terkini dan kajian yang terbaharu mengatakan Tamiflu tidak lagi seratus peratus effective, kerana virus ini terlalu cepat bermutasi dan 40-50% resistant pada Tamiflu (in simpler word, tak jalan dah ubat tu....).. Then, orang akan bercakap tentang vaccine yang dengar2 akan muncul dalam hujung tahun ni.. Huhuhuhuh.. secara sadisnye, negara kite Malaysia akan dapat vaccine tu agak lewat, kerana of course negara2 maju akan conquer dulu.. Lagipun, vaccine tu agak mahal dan keberkesanan masih diragui, memandangkan ia adalah vaccine/ubat baru.. sama la macam viagra dulu.. orang kate ubat tu sangat2 hebat dan berkesan, tapi bile terlalu digunakan secara berleluasa dan tak banyak kajian dibuat mengenai keberkesanan dan side effect ubat tu, ade jugak kes-kes kematian disebabkan viagra.. Tapi jgn risau, sebab vaccine H1N1 ni dengarnye agak berkesan, cuma bile nak sampai ke Malaysia?? Wallahua'lam.. khabarnye vaccine tu akan ready by October (before winter sebab negara2 musim sejuk ni takut le sbb virus ni akan lebih teruk kesannya dalam musim sejuk) but akan ade dalam pasaran dunia by December.. kalo sampai ke Malaysia pon, all the VIPs akan dapat keistimewaan dulu.. Hmm.. again, discrimination.. hehehhee... ape2 je lah..

Ape yang kite boleh buat.. Banyak!!

1. Elakkan berada di tempat2 yang sesak dan ramai orang (over-crowding)
- penting ni, sebab virus akan lagi senang berjangkit dalam keadaan sesak... So, buat masa ni, takyah le pi shopping2 kat SOGO ke, Jalan TAR ke.. tapi sure pergi jugak kan.. raye kan tak lama dah.. hmmm... kalo ikutkan, hukum islam pon menekankan prevention especially bile berkaitan dengan kesihatan.. rasenye, tak berdosa kalau tahun ni punye raye, kite pakai baju2 yang dah ade.. lagi bagus dari expose diri dan keluarga pada virus bahaya ni.. tapi kalo nak pegi jugak, tak yah le bawak anak2 kecik, sebab diorang akan lagi senang nak dapat virus tu..

2. Pakai mask..
- well, ini salah satu cara le.. cuma, jenis mask yang sesuai adalah yang type N95.. yang bulat serkup hidung n mulut tuh.. especially pada yang kerja kat hospital..

3. Jangan panik..
- kebelakangan ni, ramai yang datang ke hospital untuk dimasukkan ke wad sebab selesema, batuk dan demam.. penuh le jugak bahagian kecemasan sampaikan 3 jam tunggu baru dapat rawatan.. tu pon doktor tak amik ujian darah atau throat-swab untuk H1N1.. jangan salahkan hospital or doctors, sebab kementerian kesihatan mengarahkan kami hanya mengambil ujian darah kepada patient yang teruk dan ada masalah pernafasan.. pastu, marah doktor lagi sebab tak admit ke ward.. isk, ingat ward ni selamat ke? kami ade lagi macam-macam jenis virus, bakteria dan kuman2 pelik dalam ward yang lebih bahaya dari H1N1.. so, kalau doktor tak admit ke ward, kuarantin diri anda atau anak-anak kat rumah, sampai sihat... jangan panik dan nak salahkan doktor.. kami ade sebab yang kukuh untuk berbuat demikian.. malah, adalah lebih selamat kuarantin di rumah, kerana lebih bersih.. tapi kalau keadaan makin teruk atau tak baik2 jugak lebih dari 3 hari, come back to hospital..

4. Doa dan bertaubat banyak-banyak..
- kalo difikirkan dengan penuh keinsafan dan tawadhuk, mungkin ini adalah satu musibah dan amaran dari Allah, tentang kemungkaran yang berleluasa sekarang.. Adakah kite pernah terfikir, apa yang Allah nak sampaikan melalui musibah ni..? Bak kata nabil... Lu pikirlah sendiri.. ape tindakan kite? tepuk dada, tanye iman... Bukan aiman, sebab Aiman tak kisah...

Okaylah.. siket je yang saye boleh share, sebab dah pening otak nak convert english ke bahasa malaysia.. susah weh... Maaf kalau ade salah bahasa atau cacat-cela dalam entry kali ni.. hanyalah sedikit perkongsian dari saye yang penuh kelemahan dan hanya sedikit kelebihan yang Allah berikan pada saye..

Last but not least, jaga diri anda dan keluarga.. dalam masa yang sama, jaga iman dan banyak2 le ingat pada Allah, pada mati.. Sesungguhnya, orang yang paling bijak adalah orang yang paling banyak mengingati mati... Wallahu a'lam...

p/s : Thank you, Allah, for the idea and every breath that You gave to me..
To my beloved husband, sila cepat balik... hehehe...

Untitled... Speechless.. Blank!

2009-07-19T21:15:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaykum...

Okay.. sebelum ape-ape, saye kena admit yang saye tak update dah lama.. Reasons.. 1.No idea.. 2.Malas... 3.Technical Problem... Hehehe.. whatever it is, this entry is to fulfill my husband's request.. Well, seems you are not around, honey.. :)

First, my life.. Most of my frens akan tanye, "macam mane hidup lepas kawen?". My answer would be... BEST! hehehe.. The detail of it, u have to ask those yang dah kawen.. But the most important of it is.. dapat sempurnakan sebahagian dari Islam.. Me and my husband, we have gone through a lot of challenges.. And alhamdulillah, we manage to face it, with the great help from The Al-Mighty...

Second, work.. Alhamdulillah, able to cope with my works quite okay nowadays.. Dealing with babies, of course it is much much more better than dealing with adult.. Babies won't swear or say vulgar words to us.. they just cry.. The most important is.. they are super duper cute! I enjoy my work so far.. Although at the beginning, I didn't think I can handle it.. But really... I like what I'm doing..

Third, my house.. I moved to a new house in Indera Mahkota 2.. Such a lovely house, just like the owner.. Rent it, fully furnished.. A little bit far from the previous house to the hospital but it doesn't matter.. My husband and I happy with it.. That's the most important, rite?

Enough for now.. Anyway, Ramadhan is just around the corner.. Looking forward very much to enjoy the sweetness of Ramadhan, together with someone whom I love.. Previous years since I graduate from IIUM, breaking fast and sahur was by myself.. alone and only me alone.. well, sometimes ngan family and nurses when I was on-call.. Anyway, this year would be different.. May Allah bless all of us... Ameen..

p/s: Seems like this year, my Eid celebration would be in two places... Huhuhu...

10052009 - MBSA, Shah Alam...

2009-07-12T18:24:00.005+08:00

09052009 - INSPEN Bangi

2009-07-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

So malas to update the blog.. so just letak few photos je la ek..

My Wedding...

2009-05-20T21:53:00.004+08:00

Just nak letak some photos je..

Ni gambar2 nikah.. on Friday, 1st May 2009 bersamaan dengan 6 Jamadil-awwal 1430 hijrah..

kalo nak tgk gambar2 hantaran saye, click this :
http://syirazlilcottage.fotopages.com/

Alhamdulillah...

2009-05-17T18:40:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum wbt..

Saye minta maaf sebab dah terlalu lama tak update.. banyak faktor2 ketidak-update-an blog nih.. kerja, wedding, on-call, kerja lagi... uhuhuhu.. anyway, yang penting sekali, saye dah kawen.. eheheheh!! Thanks for all frens yang datang mase majlis nikah n walimah saye.. sangat2 terharu bile tengok my frens datang segerombolan, walaupon dah lepas majlis bersanding pon.. uhuhuhu.. yang penting, dapat jumpa diorang..
Thousand thanks jugak pada Didi&Hawa and family, Shakirah n family, Ucu and fiancee.. kawan2 lama yang tak sempat saye jumpa hari tuh.. kehadiran anda semua sangat bermakna pada saye...

Sempat saye pergi honeymoon ke Pulau Perhentian.. the moment was so great.. priceless experience and memories with my beloved husband.. I love you..

And now, dah kembali ke Kuantan.. attending Induction Course for 2 weeks (from 14th to 28th May).. my sunshine went for works (sailing) to Singapore for 2 weeks.. Insya-Allah, we'll see each other another 2 weeks ye..

Photos mase nikah n wedding ceremonies tak banyak sebab kami mintak professional photographers amik gambar.. ade few je yang dalam personal cam. So nanti bile dah siap, i'll upload the rest okay?

Jemput Datang Semua...

2009-04-01T22:33:00.004+08:00

click on image for larger view

Assalamualaykum...

Jemput datang semua ye...
Kalo nak kad, sile email/sms/pm address..
Doakan semoga semua berjalan lancar ek..

Atas Permintaan Ramai..

2009-01-31T13:08:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum warahmatullah..

Nampaknye, ramai yang mintak saye cerita pasal Kuantan ye.. hehehhe..
Kuantan masih lagi macam dulu.. Life in Kuantan is not as busy as KL.. this is the reason why I agreed to work in Kuantan before, sebab unlikely le nak jam, even kalo kuar time peak hours pon...
What's new? East Coast Mall, of course.. it's a smaller version of Alamanda Putrajaya, I would say.. not bad.. Banyak jugak kedai2 yang menarik..

Pasal hospital pulak, right now I'm in Paeds.. Herm.. altho memula takut nak masuk Paeds bcoz I heard all the bad remarks about the postings.. But hey.. Paeds is not that bad.. workload is tolerable, nurses are quite nice (yang penting, be humble with them..).. Specialists pon takde la teruk.. Okayla, maybe all my colleagues kate I am Dr. S*l*a's favourite tapi bukan saye mintak pon nak jadi his fav.. Anyway, he treats me equally as others, cuma certain opportunities yang HO lain tak dapat, tapi dia bagi saye buat.. Hmmm... but believe me, saye tak amik kesempatan ye.. bila saye buat silap, dia tetap tegur sama macam org lain.. so, pedulik le ape org lain cakap.. yang penting, saye tak pernah tuang kerja.. and advantage working here is that, familiar place and familiar people.. specialists ramai yg lecturer UIA so they easily recognize us..

Sekarang nih, saye dah ade housemate.. My colleague from HUKM whom has been very nice to me.. huhuhu.. bayangkan le, kalo saye on-call, dia akan belikan makanan untuk saye n bawak ke ward.. mane la nak dapat housemate camtu (kecuali le soul-mate, kan Mr. Sunshine?) di zaman2 ini.. hehehe.. Housing area is great, although kitorang tak sempat nak bermesra sgt dgn jiran2.. ye lah, weekend pon kerja.. but at least, we know what is happening to our neighbourhood... Kawan2, (Asma', Aqien, Naja, Shade, Asek, Fadh and all others...) jemput le dtg ke Kuantan, buat gathering.. boleh lepak kat rumah saye.. we have a lot of space.. hehehe.. macam kat rumah Shade jugak le.. boleh pi jalan2 kat Cherating, mandi-manda kat air terjun.. huhuhu..

Isk.. ape lagi yang korang nak tahu ek?! Hehehe.. rasenye cukup la dulu ni ek.. Tak lama lagi saye kena tukar, tak tau dapat klinik kesihatan ke, atau district hospital.. harap2 KK le, sebab saye tanak on-call dah... I'll let u all know, where is my next workplace later ya..

Till then, take care all...

p/s : Jelesnya saye dgn Wazir... Dia dapat pi Palestine.. Cepat-cepat, jom kite same2 bantu diorang dgn ape yang kite ade.. Oh yes, I'm 27 already.. duh...

Maafkan Saya...

2009-01-26T21:55:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum warahmatullah..

Herm.. Saye minta maaf sebab lama dah tak update.. Tiada alasan lain yang lebih sesuai selain daripada malas.. hehehe.. Takpelah, let us catch up with few things that had happened in my life..

1. Work
Paediatrics is not that bad.. memang penat and banyak kerja tapi still tolerable.. (Mr. Sunshine sure faham dgn perangai saye yg workaholic nih..)especially bile tgk muka all the kids nih... terubat balik.. comel sangat! hehehe.. tapi bile saye kena cucuk diorang, no mercy ye... hehehhe.. sebab as a doctor, kite nak make sure diorang sihat and kami sebagai perawat tak tertinggal anything yang boleh membuatkan kami salah diagnose.. that is why, cucuk tetap cucuk.. unless parents dia tak bagi, then we can't force..

2. Personal Life
Alhamdulillah, I'm counting days.. insya-Allah, saye jemput semua yang membaca blog saye nih untuk datang ke majlis saye nanti pada 9hb May 2009, di Dewan INSPEN, Bangi.. tolong bagi alamat ye kalo nak kad.. or just leave a message..

Erm... bila dah lepas satu perkara yang besar, yang lain semua menjadi remeh dan kecik je.. so, terlepas segala beban masalah saye selama ni.. :)

Dah le dulu.. Untuk warm up ni, kena siket2 je.. nama pon warm up.. hehehe... Take care all...

p/s : Doakan saye... Doakan saudara kite dia Palestine..

New Title... Auntie??

2008-10-25T18:12:00.005+08:00

Tido ternganga.. macam Papa dia.. hahahha

asyik tido je budak Danial nih.. tanak bukak mata langsung..

Tengok tu.. tido lagi.. hehhee..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Life has been great for me lately.. :).. Alhamdulillah... Few good things happened and I feel grateful for being able to enjoy blessful life so far..

- New family member -
My brother just got a baby boy on 16th October.. This budak was born at about 10.10pm.. I would say that my sis-in-law has gone through quite an easy process of delivery.. Masuk labour room at about 7pm, time tuh cervix opened 5 cm.. then 3 hours later, budak nih kuar.. hahahha.. being 2.93 kg, memang tak susah mane la nak kuar, unlike some mothers who had to struggle for this critical process.. Alhamdulillah.. Danial Harith Bin Hazim, your presence has been the greatest moment for all of us..
So, panggilan baru dalam family..
- Abah = Tok Abah
- Ummi = Tok Ummi (macam tua sangat le pulak..)
- Saye yg best nih = Cik Ina..
hahahah... tak sabar nak tunggu budak nih besar..

- Patient oh Patient -
Sorang makcik datang ke hospital mase saye on-call.. pukul 3am, nurse panggil and bagitahu makcik nih baru masuk.. so saye kena pergi interview and buat pape yang patut before dia masuk ward..
She has history of long-standing diabetes mellitus, on Insulin injection (showing that her illness could not longer be controlled by taking pills).. She complained of right foot pain and having pus discharge from a wound in between her big toe and second toe.. she said, it was just about a week ago.. means, tak le lama mane.. but looking at her foot condition, I didn't think so it's a one week event.. very bad condition, okay.. nanah keluar even kalo saye picit sket je.. swollen foot with redness and warm skin, showing that she has a severe infection on that foot.. and to my surprise, ade lagi satu luka kat tapak kaki dia, bahagian belakang.. guess what I found there?? MAGGOTS @ ULAT (yang macam ulat buah tu).. I was so shocked.. bukan sebab geli.. tapi terkejut sebab makcik tu pon tahu ade maggot kat situ!! dia biar je.. katenye " dah buang siket smalam, tapi ade lagi le Doktor.. so makcik biar je la.." Adeh.. sakit dada saye.. ni kena buat ECG ni, takut2 kena heart attack pulak saye..
Saye tak puas hati, so saye korek cerita lagi.. rupe-rupenye luka tu dah lama.. 3 minggu punye luka, start kuar nanah 2 minggu lepas.. pi cuci kat klinik biasa, tak sembuh jugak.. pastu husband dah malas nak hantar pi klinik, so makcik nih just amik ubat cuci and buat sendiri kat rumah.. condition of the wound getting worst, then makcik nih mintak ngan husband supaya hantar pi hospital.. husband tak nak.. sebab katenye, kalo pi hospital, nanti kena potong kaki (sebab sedara dia ade yg kena potong kaki kerana kencing manis)... dah lepas jadi makin teruk sampai makcik ni tak tahan dah tengok maggots tuh kuar, makcik ni mintak ngan jiran dia hantar ke hospital.. so she ended up in my ward..
Patut tak saye marah?? memang saye dah marah pon.. tapi more of marah pada husband dia.. tanggungjawab suami untuk jaga isteri.. kalo tanak hantar isteri ke hospital semata-mata kerana takut kaki isteri kena potong, bertanggungjawab ke tu? lebih rela isteri sakit and menderita kat rumah, daripada hantar ke hospital?? Urgh.. saye tak paham lelaki yang macam ni..
Saye marah jugak kat makcik tu, sebab tak bertegas.. dia kate, dia takut derhaka pada suami.. Isk.. tak paham saye.. mungkin kena tukar siket syllabus dalam Kursus Pra-perkahwinan supaya jelaskan pada bakal2 isteri, dalam keadaan ape yang seorang isteri boleh menidakkan arahan @ kata2 suami..
But all in all, makcik tuh selamat le.. tak perlu potong kaki pun, just operate siket je untuk buang tisu2 mati + nanah + maggots tuh.. And, saye tak pernah nampak pon suami dia datang melawat.. Hmmm...

So, pengajaran dari 2 cerita di atas..
- I am getting older.. dah jadi Auntie pun.. Erk...
- Love yourself first, before loving others.. And to all husbands, jgn salah guna kuasa ye.. Suami sepatutnye melindungi dan menjaga isteri, bukan memudaratkan lagi..

Till then, thanks for reading this, people..

p/s : Ummi n Abah saye excited jadi grandpa n grandma.. Ummi jahit bengkung bunga2 lagi untuk Danial!! hehehe.. sedondon dengan bengkung Mama dia.. Comel!

The Faces...

2008-10-11T19:39:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Assalamualaykum warahmatullah...

Lama sungguh tak update.. padahal everyday pon online, except mase hari on-call le.. hehehe.. saje je.. biar tertunggu-tunggu... cewah!

I don't wish to talk about my Raya.. but definitely, my day was filled with joy, just by looking at my cute cousins' faces...

And I'm waiting my first nephew to come out from his Mommy's tummy.. next week? next next week? hermm... it's approaching 38 weeks, anyway...

Dear Allah, I pray for his safety, and Kak Sue's well-being... bless both of them and all of us, My Lord...

Finishing Ramadhan...

2008-09-21T20:16:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaykum warahmatullah...

Dah masuk hujung Ramadhan.. Alhamdulillah, saye pon dah boleh sesuaikan diri dgn hidup kat Kuantan.. frankly, hidup sorang2 kat tempat yang jauh dari family nih memang mencabar.. especially bile jatuh sakit... huhuhuh! tapi itu le... masih ade yang sayang.. :)

Saye dalam posting Orthopaedics a.k.a bahagian Tulang and Patah-Riuk.. hehhe.. so far so good.. my first impression, takut le sebab dari HUKM yang penuh dgn facilities tetiba kena tukar ke hospital KKM yang tak tahu camane keadaannya.. but alhamdulillah, I managed to suit myself in the system quite fast.. maybe partly sebab ramai sgt houseman dalam department.. just imagine, Ortho saje ade almost 25 HOs.. huhu... and next Monday, 29th September, would be my first on-call day..

Ramadhan dah habis.. alhamdulillah, few good things happened.. saye bahagia.. :)

Selamat menghabiskan baki Ramadhan.. semoga berjumpa lagi dengan Ramadhan akan datang, dengan lebih bermakna..

p/s: boleh tak, tanak dah puasa sorang2..?? saye nak puasa and berbuka dgn seseorang...

Kuantan, Here I Come..

2008-08-30T23:18:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaykum...

Alhamdulillah, I arrived Kuantan safely.. Dalam proses nak cari rumah sewa tuh, macam2 jadik.. mendebarkan, menyedihkan, menyeronokkan.. But all in all, Allah eased my life so far.. Nih nak citer siket..

Friday, 29/08/2008
Bertolak dari KL pukul 11am, after amik my sis, Bib, kat UIA PJ. target nak sampai Kuantan after solat Jumaat, so that dapat pi daftar kat Jabatan Kesihatan Negeri Pahang and tahu kat hospital mane ditempatkan..
Sampai dalam 3pm, check in hotel and then terus ke Jabatan Kesihatan.. Alhamdulillah, dapat pilih HTAA (Kuantan) instead of Temerloh.. pegawai in-charge kate, just daftar kt HTAA on Tuesday because it was already 5pm.. called my mum's fren regarding rumah sewa.. alamak!! tenant sekarang nak keluar rumah 15 haribulan nanti.. means I have to wait another 2 weeks.. sementara tuh, nak duduk mane ek? dah down sangat2.. sedih dan cuak.. but Uncle tu promise nak tolong carikan petang tu jugak..
6pm, jumpa la satu rumah kosong kat Indera Mahkota, belakang Tunas Manja IM.. tempat tu agak familiar, facilities banyak.. call tuan rumah untuk runding. rumah teres 2 tingkat, sewa RM400 sebulan.. condition rumah : errr... sekali pandang macam tak berapa best, tapi at this moment, takleh memilih sgt sebab terdesak.. takpelah, tuan rumah kate boleh datang Ahad pagi untuk tgk dalam rumah sebab dia kat Jengka.. hmm.. lega sket.. Then, pegi pasar malam kat IM (isk.. nostalgia betul sbb pasar malam nih slalu pergi mase study dulu)to buy something to eat for dinner.. then balik hotel.. exhausted but still anxious.. tak sedar terlelap awal, but terbangun balik pukul 2.30am.. still anxious nak duduk kat rumah tu sorang2.. urghh.. ntah bile ntah tertido balik..

Saturday, 30/08/2008
Woke up early morning.. eh.. nice view from my hotel room. menghadap ke sungai besar tuh.. nampak banyak bot2 baru balik dari laut kot.. very refreshing...
After breakfast, another fren of my mum called.. she found a new house for rent around Bukit Setongkol area.. according to her, the house is nearer to the hospital.. Hmm.. after Zuhur, kuar makan kt Giant and did some shopping, then went to my dad's fren's house around Sungai Isap.. wah! macam jejak kasih le plak.. this Uncle is a long-lost friend.. last time jumpa mase Abah Form 3, then tukar skolah and lost contact.. after having a yummy roti jala at his house, we headed towards Bukit Setongkol to have a look at the house.. my mum's fren was waiting at the house..
Tuan rumah adalah pasangan suami isteri, kedua2nye bekas guru.. dah almost 2 years pindah ke Temerloh.. rumah ni tempat persinggahan je.. kadang2 anak diorg datang tapi eversince anak dia pindah KL, the house is not occupied for almost 1 year.. Pakcik n Makcik datang sebulan skali untuk bersihkan halaman, bayar bil eletrik and air and Astro.. Halaman luas, siap ade 3 batang pokok rambutan yang tgh berbuah lebat.. pokok buah delima, pokok bunga, pokok kelapa gading.. WOW! rumah ni betul2 berdepan dgn surau (according to the Makcik, surau nih mmg aktif ngan aktiviti), sebelah tu ade gerai makan.. hehehe! Dekat sgt dgn supermarket and other facilities.. Rumah setingkat kt corner lot, tapi dah renovate menjadi sgt luas.. Sewa : RM500 per month.. fully furnished (yes! fully and siap ade aircond kat bilik tidur, as well as ASTRO).. very secure and privacy.. jiran2 baik, sye dah berkenalan dgn sorang makcik blakang rumah yang juga staff kepada kawan Ummi.. dia kate dia akn tengok2kan saye.. best! nak ke hospital just amik masa 5-10 mins, sbb ade short-cut.
Oleh itu, Ummi saye sgt lega dan saye pon setuju untuk menyewa... hilang anxious saye.. syukur sgt2 pada Allah sbb permudahkan urusan saye... Alhamdulillah.. Ummi pon bagitahu, kalau saye amik rumah yang first tuuh, Ummi rase agak keberatan and tak sedap hati.. kawasan tu agak terpencil... tapi rumah yg kedua nih, sgt sesuai and berbaloi.. maka, esok saye akan masuk rumah baru!! hehehe..

So, itu le al-kisahnye.. Insya-Allah, azam baru utk bekerja lebih kuat (erk.. nanti ade org tak senang duduk nih).. nak perbaiki diri supaya lebih berdikari dan tabah.. Sempena Ramadhan ni, harap2 saye dapat melakukan ibadat semaksima mungkin.. herm.. takpelah berpuasa sorang2 pon.. Allah kan ade.. :)

Doakan saye ye kawan2...

Salam Perjuangan : Revisited..

2008-08-26T05:21:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaykum and Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

I couldn't sleep... has been like this for the past 4-5 days.. Possibly due to the pre-working syndrome... Oh my... I have been jobless since 18th July!!!

Anyway, I reviewed the previous postings in my Journey Of Life.. and this one really suitable for me right now.. huhuhu..

TIDURLAH SEBENTAR WAHAI PEJUANG UMMAH......

Hendak tidur, tidurlah mata,
Moga hilang nanti lelap di dada,
Hendak lena, lenalah jiwa,
Moga esokkan kembali ceria....

Lama aku berjuang,
Ku menempuh duri dan gelombang,
Lama ku berpanas hujan,
Ingin ku regup setitik kedamaian....

Moga dapat ku rehat seketika,
Membasuh lukanya dosa dan noda,
Doakan aku teman semua,
Bangkit ku nanti berjuang semula....

Nanti akan ku impikan,
Bersama kita berganding tangan,
Nanti akan ku impikan,
Bendera Islam sama dikibarkan....

Aku kini lemah tak berdaya,
Tak mampu rasa mengimbang perasaan,
Kerdilnya diri di sisi Tuhan,
Terasa malu menatap alam....

Tidurlah....tidur biar lena,
Bersama dodoian kasih ini,
Nanti bila terjaga,
Dapat kau bangkit berjuang semula...

Tidurlah....tidur biar lena,
Bersama alunan cinta dihati,
Nanti bila terjaga,
Dapat berbakti pada agama....

-'salam perjuangan'-

p/s: saye merasakan diri saye berubah.. adakah lebih kepada yang baik? atau makin merosot? yang pasti, saye rindukan secebis kehidupan dulu...

Zawjati - My Wife..

2008-08-23T00:56:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum..

Nak share satu video clip yang saye suka.. :) The wordings are soooo sweeettt... Saye sarankan pada suami2, boleh le tujukan nasyeed nih pada zaujah masing2.. sure akan terharu punye lah! hantar kat email ke, tujukan kat blog ke.. hehehe.. ape salahnye beromantik skali-skala.. bukan pada orang lain pon kan..
So, hayati le translated lyrics kat bawah clip ni ye..

TRANSLATION - Zawjati (My wife) ( Ahmed Bukhatir)

I love you the way you are,
I love you the way you were,
No matter what did or will happen,
You are and will be my darling.

You're my rightful wife, I care not about
Those who like to reproach and irritate me.
It is our destiny to be
Together eternally.

In my heart you instilled love
With grace and good deeds.
Happiness vanishes when you disappear,
Life brightens when you're there.

Hard is my day
Until you return home.
Sadness disappears
When you smile.

Life turns black
When you're upset,
So I work hard
To make your wish come true.

You're my happiness.
May you be happy forever.
Our souls are united
Like soil and plants.

You're my hope, my peace
My good company and inspiration.
Life is good, no matter how hard it is,
When you're fine.

p/s : kalo "suami" saye yang hadiahkan untuk saye, sure saye nangis.. lagi terharu kalo dia sendiri yang nyanyi.. heheh.. berangan!

Counting Days..

2008-08-11T23:31:00.007+08:00

My brother, Hazim took this photo.. nice ek?!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Assalamualaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Yes, I am counting days to start my new life in Pahang.
And yes, I'm choosing Kuantan / HTAA as the place is more familiar to me compared to the other one.
And insya-Allah, I'll be starting my Ramadhan in a new place with new vision and mission.
May Allah guide me to His blessings...

I'm reading Khaled Hosseini's latest novel, "A Thousand Splendid Suns"..Alternate with "La Tahzan" when I feel bored.. huhuhu..
This is not flight of idea, people..
But I just need some tazkirah when I feel down..
And just to happen that "La Tahzan" is the best tazkirah..

" Jangan berdukacita sebab anda masih mempunyai doa,
Anda boleh bersimpuh di depan pintu-pintu Tuhan Yang Maha Kuasa,
Dan anda dapat beroleh ketenangan di depan pintu-pintu Raja,
Anda juga masih mempunyai waktu sepertiga akhir malam,
Dan masih mempunyai waktu merapatkan dahi ke tanah untuk b'sujud..."

p/s: kesimpulannya, setiap perkara mendukacitakan itu, pasti ada pengubatnya..
urgh.. why am I mixing English and Malay? adeh.. penin otak..

Sepi

2008-07-31T16:50:00.006+08:00

I watched this movie, SEPI, with Aqien.. and I personally like the flow of the movie..
The most touching part is, when the boy who just lost his mother in a car accident being abandoned by his own father.. Sedihnye...
Enjoy the song, pal.. kalo betul2 hayati lirik dia, boleh nangis woo.. sebab macam tahu-tahu je ape yang ada dalam hati.. isk...

Sepi (by Yuni Shara/ Melly Goeslow)

Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
Namun ini hanya ada di bibir
Di bibir saja...

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
Walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
Biarkan saja, biar saja hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
Penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh untuk tetap ku berdiri
Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
Bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
Aku tetap diam...

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
Penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh untuk tetap ku berdiri
Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
Bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
Aku tetap diam...

Sabah Trip

2008-07-31T16:24:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaykum..

Huhuhu.. nih memang bertapa tahap gaban nih.. tak update lama dah.. Just a quick recap, I've ended my housemanship in HUKM on 17th July 2008. That was the last day I worked as HO in Vascular Team, Surgery Department of HUKM.. and I had a good days in Surgery posting actually.. I enjoyed the posting very much..

And then, apa lagi.. CUTI-CUTI SABAH le.. a 5-days trip of single IIUM-grad docs, comprises of me myself, Asma', Aqien, Hasanah, Ita and Najah.. banyak jalan2 and shopping jek.. We went to Tip of Borneo (Aqien kena 'auta' dgn saye on how the founder of this place confirmed whether tempat tuh le tip of Borneo.. hahaha!) Then, to Kundasang, tempat yang sejuk mcm Cameron Highland.. (steamboat kat the Kinabalu Pine Resort memang superb!).. the next day, shopping and shopping.. Luckily, saye nih kan jenis yang kedekut dgn diri sendiri so, tak banyak le yg habis.. And penutup, pi snorkelling tengok pasir and kaki sendiri kat Pulau Mamutik and Pulau Manukan (erk..not as what i expected.. kena pi Tioman jugak nih!)
But actually, the best part were gathering with old friends and just spend the whole day without have to think about our patients (altho kalo berborak2, sure cakap pasal keja and patients.. duh!).. Thanks to Shade & her housemates, and also Rena for the time..

Well, tengok le gambar2 yang tak seberapa nih.. hehehe.. banyak lagi gambar kat Friendster ye..

p/s : enjoy puas2 sebelum kena kerja and suit myself dgn tempat baru... huhuhu... HELP ME!!!

Jangan Bersedih...

2008-06-29T10:40:00.000+08:00

Untuk diriku dan dirimu...

"Jangan berdukacita, sebab kesedihan hanya akan membuat air yang segar terasa pahit, dan sekuntum bunga mawar yang cantik nampak seperti sebuah labu,
Taman yang rimbun nampak seperti padang pasir yang gersang, dan hidup dunia menjadi penjara yang pengap...

Jangan berdukacita sebab anda masih mempunyai dua mata, dua telinga, dua bibir, dua tangan dan dua kaki, lidah dan hati. Anda masih mempunyai kedamaian, keamanan dan kesihatan...

Jangan berdukacita sebab anda masih mempunyai agama yang anda yakini, rumah yang anda diami, nasi yang anda makan, air yang anda minum, pakaian yang anda pakai dan teman tempat anda berkongsi perasaan. Mengapa mesti bersedih hati?"

- La Tahzan, Dr. 'Aidh Abdullah Al-Qarni -

Yakinlah, Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk kita... bukan orang lain, malah bukan juga kita... Kerana itulah, jangan pernah berputus harap pada Dia, kerana Dia Maha Mendengar keluhan kita... mungkin kita rase tak adil, kenapa perkara buruk sering berlaku pada kita.. namun percayalah, itu hanya salah satu cara Dia menguji keimanan dan kecintaan kita..

Sabarlah hati...

Tabahlah diri...

Kuatlah jiwa...

Kerana ganjaran menanti di sana...

A Story and A Lesson..

2008-06-29T10:00:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaykum...

Herm.. dah lama tak update blog.. sampaikan ade yang bertanya.. "Hanin merajuk ke, sampaikan tanak update blog langsung?" , "busy sgt ke kerja, blog pon dah bersawang?" , "dah lama tak update blog awak, rindu ngan tulisan awak.." Huhuhu...

Bukan merajuk, bukan busy.. cuma memang kurang idea sket nak update.. Tapi bile idea mencurah, memang kena buat there and then.. Kalo tak, tahun depan pon tak buat..

Dan kerana kenyataan yang ketiga itu lah, saye update blog kali ni.. :)

Banyak perkara yang terjadi, tapi kebanyakannya berkisar tentang kerja dan kisah pesakit saye.. Let me share with all readers tentang seorang pesakit saye, back in O&G dulu.. I wonder if she still strong up to today..

Dia seorang guru.. bukan calang2 guru kerana telah dipilih untuk mengikuti kursus menjadi pengetua.. berumur 38 tahun, dia seorang yang aktif di sekolah dan peringkat kementerian kerana penyertaan dalam sukan bola jaring di kalangan pelajar2 dan juga guru2.. early this year, she started to feel uneasy.. lethargy, sleepy and abdomen started to become bloated... berat badan semakin susut and selera makan makin berkurangan.. dia pergi ke klinik untuk mendapat rawatan...

Sesuatu berlaku... dia dirujuk ke HUKM.. dan dalam bulan April, dia dikejutkan dgn berita yang dirasakan seperti batu menghempap atas kepala.. dia menghidap Kanser Ovari (kilang telur) tahap yang ke-3.. denial.. that was what she experienced in the early part of the news-breaking.. she went to other hospital for second opinion, still the same diagnosis.. 3 months she didn't go to hospital and mourning at home.. dia bertukar menjadi seorang yg pendiam, pemarah dan tidak lagi ceria.. until something happened to his nephew, passed away because of testicular cancer..

She prayed a lot.. Leaving all the decision to Allah the Al-Mighty.. and later she realized that she needs to seek treatment because there is always a cure for every disease.. dengan harapan dan azam baru, dia datang semula ke HUKM dan mula mendapatkan rawatan.. pembedahan berjaya, dan diteruskan dengan 6 cycles of chemotherapy yang mane setiap cycle memerlukan ubat berharga hampir mencecah RM 2 ribu..

Dan hari itu, dia bercerita dengan saye.. bagaimana hidupnya penuh dengan dugaan.. bercinta dengan orang lain, dan kerana halangan dari pihak lelaki, terpaksa melupakan majlis pertunangan yang telah hampir sempurna persiapannya gara-gara perkara kecil.. berkahwin dengan pilihan keluarga, rupa-rupanya suaminya itu pendera orangnya.. wang gaji dipegang dan dibelanjakan oleh suami sesuka hati.. bila lewat sediakan makanan, dia dipukul.. bile cuba menasihati, dia dicaci dan dihina.. atas kekuatan diri yang dibina setelah dugaan hidup yang dia hadapi, dia memohon cerai dan alhamdulillah, berhasil.. luckily, mereka tak dikurniakan anak lagi.. kalau tidak, nak berebut hak penjagaan pulak nanti..

Kemudian, dia bertemu jodoh dengan rakan sekerja.. alhamdulillah, baik dan bertanggungjawab.. baru 3 tahun berkahwin, dia dikejutkan dengan berita perit ini.. mereka tidak dikurniakan anak.. bahkan, tidak akan mempunyai anak hasil perkongsian hidup mereka kerana pesakit saye ini telah pon dibedah dan dibuang organ-organ peranakan.. walaupun ini yang terjadi, si suami tetap di sisi.. tidak mahu beralih arah kerana kukuhnya kasih sayang.. dan saye bertemu dgn suaminya petang itu.. tenang dan sentiasa tersenyum, dengan hikmah menasihati saye supaya berpegang dengan apa yang saye rasekan betul.. tak perlu takut atau gentar dengan ujian yang sedikit kerana kebahagiaan akan datang selepas diri sendiri berjuang mempertahankan apa yang dirasakan hak milik kita.. dia berpesan, kalau kite rasakan ape yang berlaku pada kite itu berat dan besar, bayangkan kesengsaraan dan kesusahan yang orang lain hadapi.. lebih perit dan mencabar..

Dan petang itu, saye berasa lebih bersemangat.. YA, saye ade hak untuk menentukan masa depan saye.. selagi tindakan saye ini bukan menentang suruhan Allah, selagi itu saye akan berusaha.. Allah sendiri mengatakan "tidak akan berubah nasib sesuatu kaum, kalau kaum itu tidak mengubahnya sendiri"..

Kadang2, ade beberapa ketika yang saye terasa seperti nak give-up.. tak kisah la, sama ada dalam kerja atau personal life.. Terlalu banyak yang terjadi, tapi saye yakin, semuanya untuk menjadikan diri saye lebih tabah..

Dan sampai ke hari ini, saye masih mampu tersenyum kerana dalam hati saye terselit satu kata semangat..

" Kalau aku rasa apa yang jadi pada aku nih teruk, masih ramai lagi kat luar sana yang mengalami pengalamn yang jauh lebih teruk daripada apa yang aku alami.."

p/s: hanya yang faham akan faham apa yang disampaikan..
anyway, MO saye kat Urology tu.. still reading my blog ka?? hehehe.. dah update le nih..

When If Meets Must

2008-06-29T09:53:00.001+08:00

If we can fight together, we must strive together..
If we can play together, we must pray together..
If we can plan together, we must stand together..
If we can cry together, we must try together..
We must strive together, if we can fight together..
We must pray together, if we can play together..
We must stand together, if we can plan together..
We must try together, if we can cry together..
The future of man is built on a plan..
Of working together whenever we can..
So "if" must stand so tall..
And "must" alone, cannot fall..
For together, forever we bring..
The best, the good of it all..

- James Weldon Lane -

p/s: This poem dedicated to all my bestfriend, bestes friends, and all those who supported me throughout my Journey Of Life...

I'm Finishing...

2008-06-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaykum wbt...

I'm finishing my housemanship in HUKM.. huhuhu.. And I've already got the next placement for Paediatrics and Orthopaedics postings.. Well, people... I'm going to PAHANG!!! hehehehe.. Either Kuantan Hospital or Temerloh Hospital, would only be known after I register in Jabatan Kesihatan Negeri Pahang in mid August... At least, I've got about 3 weeks holiday..

Initially, I felt a little bit reluctant to go there.. Dah biasa kerja kat HUKM and dah familiar dengan all the places, environment and work schedule here, surely it would be different from KKM hospitals. At first, ingat nak merayu mintak tukar ke area KL / Putrajaya / Selangor.. Tapi rasenye macam susah nak dapat je.. because I dun have the valid reasons for not going to Pahang.. Dah la single, bukan ade planning nak kawen dalam mase terdekat nih.. Hmmm..

After doing some discussion with few friends and seniors, I decided to go first.. ape salahnya cuba dulu kan?! just to complete my major rotations.. then, insya-Allah nak apply jadi trainee lecturer kat any medical schools.. Currently, macam berminat nak buat Family Medicine .. Second choice, Radiology.. Third, Pathology ie. Forensic Pathology.. huhuhu... Tengah usha-usha UIA, USIM and UiTM..

Tak tahu le kenapa, tapi memang minat nak jadi lecturer.. I wouldn't mind taking any field (except Medicine and Paeds.. hehehe.. tak minat) asalkan boleh jadi lecturer.. minat mengajar.. specifically MENDIDIK... sebab saye nak sebarkan ilmu seciput kuman yang saye ade nih untuk dikongsi dgn orang lain dan diambil manfaat.. sebab, guru2 dan pensyarah2 saye semuanya telah memberikan pelajaran dan didikan yang sangat berguna untuk saye menjalani hidup.. So, it's time for me to share.. bak kata Ustaz Hasrizal, "ERTI HIDUP PADA MEMBERI".... anyway, saye dah dapat buku "Aku Terima Nikahnya"... siap dengan sign Ustaz lagi... huhuhu.. thanks to Kak Muna, isteri Ustaz Hasrizal yang susah-susah je dapatkan untuk saye.. Bestnye!!!

Oleh itu, dengan rela hati and tawadhu', saye akan mendaftar ke Pahang mid August nanti.. Doakan yang terbaik untuk saye ye.. mungkin ape yang saye nak tuh bukan yang terbaik untuk saye.. sebab tu saye harap, mereka-mereka yang sayangkan saye tolong doakan yang terbaik untuk saye..

Okay, enough of that.. From 24th to 28th July, insya-Allah saye dan 3 lagi sahabat akan ber'CUTI_CUTI MALAYSIA' ke Sabah.. so, Shade.. tunggu serangan kitorang ek.. Tak sabarnye!!!

Erm.. dapat pujian dari my specialists.. :)
Ms. D*n* : houseman baru, u belajar dari Hanin ye... She's quite a reliable and dedicated HO..
Mr. Sh*hr*n (while talking among them about HO. diorang tak sedar saye ade kat belakang) : Herm.. tengok la sape lecturer dia. Aku jugak.. She's better than some UKM grad. (referring to one of UKM-grad HO).
Prof N*q*y** : Eh, Hanin.. u keluar dari team je, habis HO team nih jadi kelam-kabut.. tak boleh ke kalo u stay je dalam team ni??

Hehehe.. Alhamdulillah... Praise to Allah.. I work hard and give my full commitment, because I know Allah loves those who carry out the responsibility to the best effort..

Alhamdulillah...
Alhamdulillah...

Take care, all..

p/s : nampaknye, before ke Pahang nanti, saye kena beli laptop and broadband for internet connection.. sape nak teman????